Dec. 22, 2025

Christmas Just Ain't Christmas w/o; SAD

Holidays, depression, seasonal disorders Setting It Straight w/ Ms. Gray is broadcast live Mondays at 7PM ET and Music on W4CY Radio...

Holidays, depression, seasonal disorders

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Well, good evening, good evening, good evening, and welcome, Welcome, welcome, welcome.

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You had to get my jam on that song. That music. Man,

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this moves you. It has to move you. It has

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to move you, or something is wrong with Welcome to

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setting it straight with missus Gray. We just do we

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started it off, setting it straight. We're just giving God glory.

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Let's take it to the prayer room. Lord. We just

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thank you, we praise you, we give you glory. Lord.

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You are just awesome. Jesus, you are just just bad

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to the bone and Holy Spirit. You do what you do.

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You comfort and you guide us and we and you

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course correct us. And we just thank you, I thank you.

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We thank you that you allowed us to go for

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Monday to Monday, Father God, and without accident on incident,

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and we just thank you for helping us and guiding

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us to clean up our rooms in our houses and

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our cars and our minds so that we can hear

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clearly from you now as always, Lord, this is your

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time to talk to your people. We're gonna get behind

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the cross and listen with intention. We love you so much.

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We give you praise, glory and honor this night, this

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day in Jesus' name, we pray. Amen, Amen and amen. Well, welcome, welcome,

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co host? How are you? Trey? Tray was going on

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all the way up there where you at. Not too bad.

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It's on the weather's up and down, and I think

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we're expecting close to sixty sometimes this week, but we've

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been as low.

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As we didn't get you there. Okay, all right, we

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didn't get that. But okay, wow, so sixty is you

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looking for that? No rain or anything right now? No

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rain or anything? Oh boy, now we can't hear you.

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Can't you coming in? Yeah?

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I can, okay, yeah, I had yeah, I had a

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call trying to come in and I had so yeah.

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That was you. Yeah, do they know what time it is?

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Do they know what time it is? Obviously not? Yeah,

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it tells you a lot. It says a lot of you.

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But anyway, what good, good good miss k got a

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new hairdo going there, just like I just don't care

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about it today. My hair is like this rain. I'll explain.

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Usually when you have a silk press, you do not

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want to go to the gym without it in buns.

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So that makes your hair last longer. So therefore, my

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hair is still drying right now, and I'm not supposed

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to let it down until let's fully dry.

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So your hair is drying, is wet because of the

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sweat at the gym, right, so then you have to

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keep it balled up for a minute until you think

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it's dry. How do you know how when you know? When?

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Will you know it's dry? Touching it? Man? Oh you

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got to touch it? Ah, reach out and touch somebody. Okay, okay, gotcha, gotcha?

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When you look cute, it's kind of cute. You did

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not like it, so please, well, I mean I said

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I did. Okay, then you're gonna tell all the secrets.

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Now you're gonna have all the secrets to old tonight right, Okay,

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then it's been an interesting week and thank you all

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for just uh. I felt prayers this weekend and through

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the week, so I don't know who was really praying,

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but I felt it in the spirit. So I was like, okay, God,

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you know, meet them where they're at and bring them along,

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bring them to where you would have them to be.

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That was my prayer. Whoever was diligently and instantly and

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with determination was seeking God these past just the last

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time we met, and we're thankful for that. We're thankful

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that Rebel is feeling better, she's getting better, she's she's

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gonna get better, and we need her at her best. So,

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oh boy, did you so you didn't open yours? Okay,

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I'm stend so we didn't open you. I didn't open

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it yet, but I haven't done that. Well, you've complete

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Can I override your now? Can we override you? You've

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completed the job. He knows that does something coming, So

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yes to your question in the chat.

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I will take care of it momentarily.

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You have not because you asked not that is just said, hey,

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but I know we're dealing with a very special person,

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got a very special heart for people and caring for

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people and everything else. That she tries to stay out

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of your business. Put there in your business, but she

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don't want to be in your business. She stays out

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of business. Keep their nose clean. And she just tries

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to and she stays in her lane. That as as

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I want her to. But she stays in her lane.

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So don't mess with her. All right, Well, thank you,

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that has been resolved. Amen and Amen. Well I'm talking

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about a couple of things tonight. Uh, things are happening.

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Things are happening really fast. And you know you got

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to stay on alert. Now, you really got to stay

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on alert. We can't tell you any better. You got to.

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You've got to be watching and praying, fasting and praying.

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You got to do studying your word to show yourself

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approved to rightly divide the word of God. You need

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to meditate on those scriptures that you're studying. Okay, don't

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just write write them down. Don't just see a scripture

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and do a daily word. Write them down so you

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could commit them. That's the way you commit them to memory.

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That's the meditation part is a memory memorization part. You

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don't memorize the Bible. Intent with intent, you don't study

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the Bible to memorize scriptures, you will drive yourself crazy. No,

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But what you do is when you meditate on it,

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you're thinking on that scripture. You're thinking about why that

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scripture really means something to you, and you're like, oh

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my god, wow. And next thing you know, you're reciting

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the scripture. You're remembering the scripture itself because it has

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purpose for you. Now, I know it's going to mess

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you up because as I'm still doing my one hundred work,

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one hundred repeating a scripture a day still since April,

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I see scriptures that I hadn't seen in a minute,

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and I'm like, oh my god, there it is, and

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I'm highlighting it and everything else, and it's just I'm

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telling you, God, it's just so beautiful. And I just

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love him every minute, every minute of the day, and

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fall in love with him. But you've got to, you know,

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you've got to fast and pray, watch and pray. You've

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got to enter your court. I was looking at Matthew

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after watching the video. Rebel sent me this time, all

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right on the stage of good evening. All right, there

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you go, there you go. And what that's all about

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is the Lord told me to send to Rebel a

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certain video and I say, can you get this to

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the team? Do you get this to the crew? Please her? God? Okay,

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And remember I don't sing anything because I have nothing

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else better to do. I'm doing it because God told

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me to sind He'll stop me. I'm trying to watch

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it and he said, no, send this and I send

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it immediately. I send it immediately. This is a season

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that the seasons that are coming up now is what

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is a reaping season? Now? All of the seeds that

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you all have put in the ground, whether it's words

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of affirmation, positiveness, trying to just really seek God and

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let him know that you want Him in your heart

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and your heart seed offerings that you've planted. I mean,

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now here comes twenty twenty six, when the world is

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about to explode. God is saying getting ready to restore.

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I'm getting ready to read. He has a lot of

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ethics and gets the job done. Thank you, missy, And

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see somebody else had to say it. See I know

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Rebel thinks I'm just saying that. You know, thank you, missy,

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thank you. I need that back up. Thank you and

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good evening. But yeah, now he's getting ready to restore,

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he's getting ready to redeem, he's getting ready to recoup.

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He's getting ready to you know, to reignite and reinvent.

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And oh my god, I could just I could just

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through all the ries. You know, he's going to reorder

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some things. He's going to change the order of things.

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Anybody that's been nasty to you and saying ill words

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to you and you know, and talking about your on

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social media or talking about you in the pulpit or

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trying to make whatever. He is getting ready to slam.

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And so I am not gonna be surprised. You should

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not be surprised because you have done what you're supposed

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to do. And other people, people, the spirits in them,

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don't like you just for that, and that's not your business.

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Knock yourself out. You don't want you don't like me,

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You want to talk about me? Fine, The angels are

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recording it, and God is getting ready to hit and

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hit hard come January first watch and see watch continue

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to pray for the stimulus money is I hate to

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call it stimulus stimulus money, but you know what I'm

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talking about now, right now, they're holding at two thousand dollars.

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I still want five. I like the bun in your head.

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That's a cute hair.

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Dude.

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All right, Nicky, I got to stay with this person.

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Law you go thank cute it is though. She can

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do that, you know she can do that because almost

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like a little taekwondo, you know. Okay, okay, all right,

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like you're getting ready to work out. So and pray

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you to continue to give up your first fruit, to

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continue to give and to people, to to that to uh,

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to situations and to people period, to people, period. Wow,

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there's a lot. And I already have hipped you to

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Prophet Joshua Giles, Uh, prophetist Tiffany Montgomery. Uh, these are people,

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uh prophet is. These are people that I listened to.

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I listened to very few people. But God's already I've

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been blessed that he's already you know, had a conversation

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with me. So when the folks on a larger platform

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are allowed to release the word, I already kind of

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know it and then I could send it to y'all.

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And that's what I do. And I don't follow everybody.

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I just follow just a very few. Amen and Amen.

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And amen, because we've got false teachers out there still,

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we got all kinds of falsehoods and everything else. I

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want to talk to the kids. I think, mister, you're

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probably off, You're probably not doing running, doing the transportation

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things because of the school Christmas break. But I really

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want to tell the children out there in this and

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you know out there and Viewership Land. Parents, let them

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hear this, grandparents, let them hear this. You need to

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line up, you need to act right. I've been in

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stores and kids are just running like they're done, lost

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their mind, and the parents not even bothering to do anything.

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And I'm not saying anything because that's not my child.

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But I'm so thankful that I didn't raise mind that way.

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People are. These kids are just I mean seven, eight nine,

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you know, three four or five, you know, they're just

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they're off the rip and they're not on medication. This

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is just parenting styles that are letting them get away

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with things and say things and to talk to their

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parents any kind of way. No, you won't do that.

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You won't do that. Honor thy mother and thy father,

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that thy days may be long is the only commandment

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that has a promise attached to it. They listen with

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their families when they're not with me. Okay, Missy, thank you,

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thank you. So kids out there, children, young adult adults,

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if your parents are still alive, you are to honor them.

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I'm not saying lay down on the carpet and be

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a red carpet. You know, welcome me, Matt for them

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saying that you were to respect them and you to

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do your best to make sure that they're okay. You've

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got to get yourselves together. Tonight, we're gonna talk about

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a seasonal effective disorder. They call it SAD, and I

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want to we're gonna talk a little bit more about

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that in a minute, but I just wanted to get

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out some just encouragements and to encourage you. You got

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to because it's it's gonna drop. Things are things are

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gonna happen, start happening in a week, in a few days,

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and people are just you know, I don't know, I

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really don't know. There's no like when it's a hurricane season,

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we can tell you, Okay, you need to get your supplies,

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you need to get your you need to do this,

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and you need to do that. But when it's a

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spiritual warfare, we can only tell you stay, stay in

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your word, check your relationship with God, Jesus and the

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Holy Spirit. Be kind, be watchful, be careful. Okay, those

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are the instructions, and get your life in order. Get

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your life in order. We don't know the timing of

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this thing. We don't know the timing, and people are

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just leaving here left and right. Another thing, I want

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to encourage you by saying, you still don't know the

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end of all of your life. You may think, Okay,

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I'm retiring, or I can't work anymore because I'm disabled,

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or Okay, that door has closed away, But you don't

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know what else he has in store for you. And

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I'm a living witness to that. Like I said, as

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a child, all I wanted to do is get back

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to the stage. Next thing I know, I'm in college

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study in psychology. We realize I wasn't gonna go get

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a PhD. So I heard about the field of social work,

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took that on, took that to a whole new levels,

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whole new levels as a social worker, which I'm proud of,

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turned into therapy, turned into an entrepreneur, turned into one

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door closes, Yes, Sir, Charles, Yes, sir, Charles, You're correct,

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and you got to leave it closed. Though you got

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to leave it closed, you can't say, oh my god

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that No, you looked at him and say, okay, you

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closed that. Where's the other door? Where am I going now?

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Where am I going now? And I'm telling you it's

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gonna blow your mind. It's gonna be like and I

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just there was something that happened today. I learned some

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information today and I was like, God, you had that

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for me. I was on a zoom call and I said, God,

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you had that for me. Oh my god. And you

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know you just never know, you just never don't. I

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do want to do a commercial. Ms k's handbags have arrived, hallelujah.

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So we're gonna do a soft lunch. Oh yes, yes, yes,

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and they are gorgeous and I can hardly wait and

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make you all. Take down my notes because I'm not

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going to discuss on the show. I'm not showing people

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because that doesn't you don't you know that people are

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still out there and they're in a different world. So

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I'm not coming for you. I didn't send for you,

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So take my number down, text me let me know

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if whatever you want, will to send you a picture

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and all that good stuff. But I got to know

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you because we're not playing here. And this all came

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out of a dream, something that's going to do. Her

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father had just passed, and we were going on a

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mother daughter cruise, a retreat at the alley, and when

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we got back, I said, well, what is it that

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you want to do? We were looking for handbags, little

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purse for her, and always I was hello, kitty, and

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and that other one. I forgot what the other one was,

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but she didn't I would wear large. I had large

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hand leather handbags. That was not her thing. And you know,

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we were trying to find a meeting back. We went

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to the high end stores, your North Strooms, your Macy's.

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We went to the lower end stores, your Marshals, you know,

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your targets and stuff. Couldn't find anything. I said, well,

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you know, I knew that she liked to draw. She

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could draw, and I said, well, don't you draw what

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you want? So she did came out. I say thirteen

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pictures and she said, well, Mommy, how do I choose? Now?

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I said, talk to your friends, your social social media friends,

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your friends, your classmates, and let them judge it. And

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we came up with two years later, we were able

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to produce that one. But we went to another extreme

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and we got it, and we got them. We've got

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we have boxes, and this is beautiful and it's got

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our initials on it. And I have a bad habit of

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trying to go back through those closed doors. Okay, Mickey,

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we're gonna stop that tonight. Thank you for admitting that

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I love a cheerful person, a cheerful giver, but also

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one that would repent. So you repent that right now.

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You're in the company of believers now and said that's it.

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I don't like it because it doesn't get me anywhere.

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It doesn't get me anywhere, and it's gonna keep these

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feelings going over and over and over. You know what

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happened to the Israelites when they were finally released from Egypt.

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They went on a journey. Scientists say it took them

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forty years, but I was still merciful. No, they didn't

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lose hair, they didn't lose shoes, they didn't lose clothing.

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Who was already always available. But scientists now say that

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that forty year journey was only eleven days, eleven days

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versus forty years. So you're going back there, mickey, thank you.

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We're not going back there now. It's over. The door

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is closed. Leave it alone, leave it alone. As a

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matter of fact, we're gonna go a little further, Lord,

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seal it to where it don't even exist. You wouldn't

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even know how to get back in there. Love you.

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That's how you pray, That's how you pray. I've been

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talking to folks in these past few days and I'm like, boy,

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I said, well, yeah, well, how does that work for you?

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Has it worked for you? Has it produced anything? Well? No, okay,

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So when are you tired? When are you just done?

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You know what? I don't. I love this Lord, I

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love my God because I don't have to think about

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a thing. I really don't. And yes, I go back

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on some things, and I know he's gonna tap me.

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I know he's gonna tap me because I'm ten percent

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human and I could be triggered. I've been triggered. And

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the triggering came all this week, last few weeks, and

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I'm looking and some of it fell for and the others.

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I was like, what are you doing? So it's time

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for me to get back keep my war clothes on.

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Now I got to brush them off out to sharpen

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up my swords. Now, I got to polish up my boots. Now,

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my helmet. Now, I kept them on. Never take them off.

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I never take off. In the name of Jesus and

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man eld k Tennessee is in the house. Yeah, sometimes

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you can still have your war clothes on, but you

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forget that you got him on. So I had to

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go back in. I got to shine up, you know,

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I got to be able to see my reflection. Amen. Amen,

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So I'm ready to fight. Now, let's go. Let's go.

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And I'm not bringing I already know I ain't bringing

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nowhere near the people. I never was a type of

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person that said, oh, I want to bring this person

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with me. Oh I want to bring Oh she's my

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cousin I want to bring. I was never that type

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of person, believing or not. Just before I even gave

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my life to christ. I was never that, oh I

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want to save this for I just wanted to be

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friends with everybody. I wanted everybody to accept me, not

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reject me. But I was never the person like, oh,

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come on no, and I'm so glad that he gave

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me that personality. So now because I hear people say, oh,

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I know when the ministers are ministry and they're like,

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we know you. You want to pray for your family.

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was never that person because most of my family that

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raised me, that loved me, are deceased. So I'm just

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so thankful. I'm just so thankful that he saved me.

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I want you to sit with this, and then we're

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gonna talk about season all effective disorder. God loved you

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so much that he waited until you wanted him. I

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want you to sit with that. You've gone to church

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as a child. You probably got baptized as a child.

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You know, you did the little Christmas plays or the

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Sunday's Easter plays, and you did you participated and everything else,

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and you dressed up all the time, and you went

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to watch night service. He went to VPK in the

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summer and all that, and you never He waited on

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you and you as parents, as children, we do what

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our parents tell us to do. So it's time to

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get baptized. I go. I had to go get dipped. Okay.

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Then I get older, I'm like, oh my God, And

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I found them and gave my life to my I said, oh,

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I need to go get dipped again, because this is

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my own militia, this is my own decision. God, Jesus

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and the Holy Spirit waited on you for such a

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time as this. All you went through, all the isms,

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all the tics, all the traumas, all the rejection, and

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yet he still waited for you. Let that sit, and

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you sit in that for a minute. And no matter

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your age, it doesn't matter. All that matters is that

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you say, Lord, I surrender. I am so sorry that

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it took me this long, but I surrender unto your mighty, matchless,

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magnificent name. I'm a wretched person. I don't deserve you.

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I don't deserve your forgiveness. I don't deserve it. But Lord,

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your words say that's why you need to read the bike,

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study the bike. Your words say that come unto me.

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All ye that are heavy, lady, I'll give you rest.

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I'll remove your shoulder from the burden and free your

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hands from the poets. Don't deny the children to come

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unto me. I will fight your battles. Binges is mine,

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