Dec. 1, 2025

Intl. Ninja Day: Self-defense

Intl. Ninja Day: Self-defense

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Well, good evening, good evening, good evening.

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And welcome, Welcome, welcome to another night, a fabulous eye

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opening dialogue and intrigued this and information and just sit

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back and relax. And I have miss Kay here with me.

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I'm not sure if our other person is going to

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be able to show up, our other co hosts is

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going to show up. But what she does, she do.

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But we're going to do what we do in the

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name of Jesus. Let's take it to the throne room,

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Father God, we love you so much. We thank you,

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we praise you, we give you glory. First we have

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to ask for healing properties. Healing healing to go immediately

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to our it person. Father God, please heal her from

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the top of her head to the soul of her feet.

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Get rid of what she's got. In the name of

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Jesus and only Jesus, you can do it. Unlike ever

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before and unlike anyone else. Now again, this is this

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is your show. We say it every night, every every Monday.

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This is your podcast. This is your medium, This is

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your your diist to talk to your people and to

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set things straight. We love you so much.

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We get behind the cross in Jesus name.

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We pray. Amen and amen, I thank you, thank you

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for joining us tonight and everything. How is everybody's Thanksgiving?

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I'm gonna give it up. Come on, roll call, Come on, guys,

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you know who you are. If Tennessee is in the house,

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let us see you say hey, and how things are going.

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So please just I'll read you as you come in.

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But you know, God has been God is just so awesome.

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I had a great time. My daughter, mss kay. Just

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put a foot elbow, you know, all in the food.

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I don't know who this child is is. I don't

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know who this child is. It's not from well, it's

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kind of from my side of the DNA. But you know,

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but she can cook, and you know, you give her

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ingredients and she can put something together. Okay, So her

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catering so waring to people who don't support her business,

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her catering business, a baking business.

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Uh worn to you. You're missing out.

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And she has she's a she has a healing gift.

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One of her major gifts. It's that of healing. So

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if she's whether she's rubbing the shampoo in your head

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or cooking you a three course meal, healing is in

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is in it. And uh, too bad you lose out

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because you you know, don't want us support, but yet

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you want us to support you. So we're going to

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leave that alone because I'm gonna I'm coming in on

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a happy note. I'm ending on a happy note. I

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am not in the mood. And here we go. All right,

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where's my audience out there somewhere? I know you're on there,

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even you who troll, we know you're out there. But anyway,

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we're going to continue to go on. Miss kay. How

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was your Thanksgiving? Because you was in the kitchen, poor baby? Right, yeah,

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it was good that you know, for all of us

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just to be here, right, huh, overly productive, overly productive.

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She bake, she baked desserts as well, and you know

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it's just and she had to keep, you know, our

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little princess out of the kitchen because she she smells food.

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She thinks she's supposed to be a part of that.

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And so it was a day. But it was just

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good to have the kids, everybody's here at home. Thank

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you for everything. Oh you made even more special, misty

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my heart. God, bless you, God, bless you. That's God.

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But you can think good evening, looking good ladies. I

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thank you, But no, that's all God. That was all God.

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And and you know this is the reason God prompting me,

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allowing me and using me to do that, to be

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that conduit that further tells me and proves my point

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that no church should have a mortgage. No church, no

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physical building should have congregate members that are lacking and

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that are suffering and don't have Hey, Trey, Tray, how

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you doing good? Even I love Trey. Trey pauses before

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she speaks, even though she knows I need to say, Hey,

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how you doing, She's like, hang on a minute. So

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I love you for that, girl, I got you. You

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do what you got to do.

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But I was just you know, talking about Missy.

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I think it was Missy that was thanking us for

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the love offering and the seat offering, and it's all God.

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It's not us, it's all God. I do what I'm told.

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But I was just saying that that. But that's another reason,

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just that, just that that event by itself is a.

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Reason to me that further proves that no physical church.

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Or synagogue or temple or whatever, where you've got people

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coming in to be set free, to be yield and

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they are sharing, hopefully by the leader of the Holy Spirit,

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the tithe and they're offering and the speed offering, and

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they leave the church empty, emptier than they came that.

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I'm gonna let that sit for a minute. I shared

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with you week months ago that I had students in

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class that was saying, oh, missus Gray, if you had

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a church, I would be right there. And I said, well, no,

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we only meet by every three months. They're like what

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I said, Yeah, we only meet by three every three months.

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Just to make sure you have all your resources. You

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have all the toolkits, you have all the brochures, or

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you have the Bibles or you know, whatever what do

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you people need? You're gonna feed give me feedback all

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the time on what the needs are in your community

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or the the the sheep that you're you know, you're fostering,

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you're shepherding. I'm you're not gonna sit up nder me

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and I'm gonna sit there and preaching. We got to

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have us the service here we got. Oh, it's time

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for this, and it's time for that. I know we

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we we were hoodwinked. We were hoodwinked because back in

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the day, our people and Native American people, they weren't

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having all this, you know, ceremonial stuff like okay, it's

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eleven o'clock. Vicky, you were amazing. Thanks even it was

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even more fabulous. We thank you for being a part

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of our lives in many ways. And it was was

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it you, Mickey or Misty? H took that and gave

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it to a family that had had a need. Which

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one of you was it?

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I think it was Nikki, Maybe it's Missy, but you.

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Don't let me know. But yeah, they turned around and

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gave it because the kids in the car who listened

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to us, and somehow they found the driver with somebody talking.

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Oh the driver said yes, they needed it, so she

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in turn gives it to them. I said, no, you

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know that was supposed to it's supposed to be for you.

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Because no, that's what makes me happy. That's beautiful, that's

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what makes me happy. We didn't create this, guys. I

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just followed what God tells me to do. And I'm

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telling you there's no physical church that need to be

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dependent upon what they raise every Sunday or every Bible

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study night or whatever the case. And the dues to

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be a member. And then you've got the apostles out

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there who's supposed to be gathering developing churches.

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You got to pay a fee to be a part

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of that conclave.

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Come on, come on, This just a loan. This just

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a loan. As a past I'm standing at the front door.

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Just give me fifty dollar bills, one hundred dollar bills

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here here, don't ask, just go do, don't ask, don't

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just go do none of you. I'm gonna I'm gonna

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go a little further. And this is all me. This

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is all me. But I'm over it. I'm over people

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using us, I'm over people lying. I'm over people. You know,

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you gotta you know, you're making excuses instead of just

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telling the true. And that's why God told me heaven

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will not be crowded. We've got a church on every street,

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every street. He even here, God bless you even here

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in our life in central church. Every street. There's one

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area where three churches make up a cul de sac.

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Three churches and they have no more than three to

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five cars in the perko love. I drove by there

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on a Sunday on purpose, and I said, I got

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to see how this works here. How can you be

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three churches and a little circle Simmon's half circle no

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more than three.

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To five cars in each park? It made no sense.

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It made no sense.

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But I say it again. Go ahead, go ahead, you

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can get me off of this.

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I'd just be curious to see if you sat down

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with the churches. And I know some of them have

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a to draw people to discipleship, to lead them to Christ.

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I understand that, but sometimes you have to do it

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non traditional way. You know, you have to do it

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outside of the walls. And I can. I'm sorry to

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keep beating this dead horse, but sometimes people will not

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come in the four walls. They're intimidated by that. And

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it's unfortunate that it's the people of faith or Christians

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or something like that that are pushing pushing folks away

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when you everybody that comes to the church needs healing

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for some type of way. Everybody's at a different level,

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So why why would you want to make someone feel differently?

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That's that's a teachable moment. That that's you teach them

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by the the the uh not invitedness, the pleasant trees,

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or the friendliness, show yourself friendly or kind you know,

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the kindness, the fruits of the spirit. That's that's what

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you do. Don't criticize what they have, okay, teach them

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or say, let me just show you this is you know,

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pull them aside a little later, but you don't want

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to say, you know, I'm glad you came, but you

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know you shouldn't have worn that. Then then you know,

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if that's all I have, then I'm not coming back

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and I might not try another one because seeing one,

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you're seeing them all. And that's that's the unfortunate part.

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And sometimes we have to do non traditional ways to

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draw people to Christ. And that might mean from your

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car mission work, ministries, outside of the walls, community event resources.

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Because you're showing Okay, I want to help you. So

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therefore I'm bringing resources. The church can do this, but

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let me bring some other people and partner with that

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to show them that we want you this to work.

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You know what I'm saying. So only if people hungry,

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they're not going to get fair. If they're not fed

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food wise, they're not going to be recepted to be

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fed spiritually. Because I'm hungry. I want to give thanks

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to you. Oh, we appreciate you at the stage.

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But I just I just want to be Okay. It's

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amazing to see the joy. The family is doing well

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and the father and the family found a job after

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helping someone out o the blue who had broken down.

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Wow.

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That see, that's what I'm saying. Technic is this church.

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Church can't make it up, church, saint nobody can't make

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it up. Oh my god, see see just a glimmer

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of hope, Just a glimmer of hope. That's all he needed.

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And he saw somebody else in need, didn't have time

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to reflect on nothing, and oh my goodness, let me

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go help. You don't need a physical church. And tay Trey,

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you just described the Book of Acts study, the Book

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of Acts. That's the book of Acts. I've been telling

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y'all forever. We're headed to Acts chapter two, were happened.

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We're headed to that where they came together because Jesus

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what Jesus barely went into the temple. He barely and

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every now and then he was in somebody's home. But

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he was in the street. The majority of his ministry

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occurred in the street. And he didn't have any flyers.

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He didn't have Okay, I need to send out some postcards.

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Ahead of me, No wherever he's stopped, and he's walking

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through and then he's walking You see them man by

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the pool of Bethesda, by the pool and the men

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the Bible said, the men brought him there, put him

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down by the pool, and they went into the church.

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Who does that? It's like a domino back. People helped him,

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He helped the person, that person offered him a job

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he needed.

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I'm gonna run run if I could run.

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This is my God, Jesus, Oh.

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You know this is this is so can I I

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have to share. I was, Oh, my gosh. So I

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had a moment over the weekend, and you know, I

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was all Thursday and Friday, and typically sometimes I go

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and work with you know, Lisa. And I got up

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and I said, okay, it's a beautiful day. All praise

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to God, yes el the kay and I went to

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the park and it was beautiful and I sat out

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there just kind of enjoyed the fresh air, the sunshine,

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and I just started talking to God and I and

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I said, what it? What is it? What am What

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am I supposed to be doing? And I was thinking

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to myself, and I said, you know what, I've done

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pretty much everything, with the exception of fasting and praying

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and I and I admit that I haven't. So Saturday night,

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I started fasting around nine o'clock PM, and I did

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not have anything to eat until nine o'clock this morning.

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It was a start, and and and I was praying,

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and I was organizing and listening to word and sermons

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and so I filled my days with that and and

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it's a different experience. I was trying to explain him,

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but I felt that God was discerning a lot. You know,

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I saw things a little differently to this morning. And

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and but yeah, yeah, so I just want to I

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did it.

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It's it's crazy that this is going on because I

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just had a whole conversation with a friend, like literally

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before I got on the show today about you know,

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especially when you're mentioning mentioned judging in the church and

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everything like that, I'm like, you know, they can't judge

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when they're doing the same thing.

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Why Christians want to put themselves on a pedestal when

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you're doing the same thing as somebody that's you know,

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trying to come into faith or just a center period,

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whether they have faith or not.

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And I was just expressing to him that, like, I just.

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Don't understand as young individuals, why aren't we taking heed?

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You wonder where you are in life, you wonder why

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you're in the place you are, but you're not seeking

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after God and then you're praying you're not. There's ways

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to pray correctly. And I tell people all the time,

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you think of first, How I do I think them first?

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For everything I rekent so forth. You know, everybody want

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to go to God and just ask, ask, ask, and

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that's not what it's about. And it's crazy, Like I

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had chills cause I'm like, you know, there's so many

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testimonies in the Bible, miraculous stuff, impossible stuff, and you

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wonder why you made it out of an impossible situation.

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And you think you did it by yourself, but who

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entire time you wasn't even by yourself. And I'm just like,

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and you know, I mentioned like when my mom was

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in the hospital, every day I got emotional, and I'm like,

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you know, if none of my friends believe in God

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based off of that story alone, you should believe in God.

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Simple. We didn't know my mom was dying. We didn't know.

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They called us up there for us to pull the plug.

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We went out there and prayed, and then a doctor

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saying she's doing a whole three sixty, taking her off

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of every much our kid, you not else, probably over

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fifteen machines in that room. You cannot tell me there's

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not a God. You cannot. That's what faith looks like.

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Like people want to actually see a physical being, to

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be able to believe, to be able.

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To guide them.

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And it's like, it's not about it's not about that.

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And I was expressing to them, I'm just like, you know,

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I don't understand why we're doing this to each other,

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Like I don't unders and what's to come is not

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gonna look pretty. I'm like, for all we know, majority

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of the people I know, I know is going to hell.

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Like I just had to have a real conversation because

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it's just like we're prideful. We're not repenting.

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I am, but we're not repenting. We're not reading you.

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All you do is pray. That's not enough and mistraining.

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When you mentioned fasting and everything like that, I stress

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how important it is because it's like when you have

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when you don't know where else to go, that's what

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you need to do.

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Like that's like it says it in the Bible. I

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forgot that.

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Yeah, it'll probably come back into my head. But we

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have too fast to see, like to really kill our

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flesh because we all love food. Everybody love food. Everybody

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love to eat. But you gotta turn that plate. God

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thinks like he knows we're not gonna sacrifice that. We're

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not gonna sacrifice food. We're not gonna stop eating to

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just sit there and dwell in his place, because you know,

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a lot of us we don't even give him enough time.

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I have to repent of that. I'm not giving putting

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my schoolwork above God. We don't even realize how much

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stuff we do daily.

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Just putting that over just spending that time with him.

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So it's like, I don't know what that is, but hello,

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God bless you els. But yes, and it's just like,

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you know, the fact that you mentioned that, it's just

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so important. I was really trying to stress that to

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my friend and everything like that to understand, like everything

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we've gone through in life is a testimony I believe

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for anyone if you went through traumatic so it doesn't matter,

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it's a testimony you got through it. You're here so right.

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But yeah, and it's just very inspirational that you shared

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that because it just ties in with the conversation I

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just had. It's more in depth. But it's crazy, she

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comes back, Mom, what did you do?

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But now I was just sharing how like just inspirational

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that was.

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And then like the season we're in right now, mam,

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and like what we're doing, and it's just everything just

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ties together and it's crazy conversation with him. I'm like,

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who are they to judge? You're doing the same thing

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this persons?

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Who are you to judge?

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And I just wish people would getting off off that

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pedestal because it's just like, but God's gonna judge at

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the end of the day he's coming for the church first, so.

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Take it out, take it.

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I just feel full, you know, I you know, but

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look look at this. I was listening to a sermon

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and a gentleman out of Atlanta, Bishop del Brauner. And

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when I say he I listened yesterday. I was last night,

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and stomach was starting to kick in, and it didn't

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bothered me the whole time. I said, Okay, now I'm

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on this stretch. I said, I'm trying to make it

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to nine o'clock in the morning, and my stuff, I said, okay,

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I got it. I'm gonna do it. And it just

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like I don't have my notes in front of me,

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but I was reading my notes to my coworker. But

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I'm listening to our conversations and and and the things

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that we've done. And one of the things he said,

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it's something about the path is not about money. Your

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purpose is not necessarily about money. It's about connections and relationships.

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And I'm looking at we you know, look at the

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relationships and connections right now. I don't know anybody on

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it that's chiming in. I've never met them outside of this,

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but look at that, and look at what this platform

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has been able to do with others a blessing and

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they're now reaping what they've sewn in right, we want

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your SOLM want you Yeah so, but but but look

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at that in that ministries. Isn't that church? You know

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what I'm saying, Isn't that what it's about? About this?

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And this is this is great? And I and I

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love our audience. They they, I mean, it's I love them.

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Those that we know are on, those that we don't

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know are on, those that see our show, those who

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share our show, those talk about it. And look at this,

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This is the blessing right here. And and so it

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wasn't was it? Was it easy?

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And I and I share my journey because I want

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people to feel comfortable with starting where you are. You know,

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like I said, I was always a believer of Christ,

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but I've just never stood still to listen and and

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and and now things are okay, Let me still still,

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Let me just learn, Let me just get hang hang

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surround myself with people that know it, that do it,

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that can guide me spiritually. Young. Oh, I don't care.

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And I'm learning and it's and it's feeling better and

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I can share and I come on here and say

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you don't have to be where I am. You don't

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have to be where Miss Gray or Miss k Is.

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Just start and let it pour and be around people

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who are gonna pour into you, not people that you

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have to always pour out stuff or they dragon. Negative

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stuff affects you and and that's what you don't You

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don't want that to pull your spirit. If it's pulling

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your spirit back away from that, that's not what you need.

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And Satan is going to try to destroy what you're doing.

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He doesn't like this. We're just trying to get you.

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And so Jess, you know, I'm I'm really full. I

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am full, and I was pretty proud of myself. I said,

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how I'm gonna do this? I really love that.

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You know. And I said, let me just try it.

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Let me because when everybody.

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Told us, I said, well, how do you do I

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have to stop what I need to do. I said,

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you know what, Lord, I'm just gonna do it. I'm

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just gonna do it. And and I did and stayed

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away things that could trigger me to want to eat.

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You know, I didn't even go downstairs, just kept my water.

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I didn't do my water because I needed that. But

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that was it and had my word and and just

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staying busy and organizing and processing and God just pouring

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into me. Okay, trade, this is what you need to

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be doing next, This is what you need to be moving,

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and just keep following stands. Sure has made different. Oh wow,

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I'm missing bless you.

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Oh you found the script.

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Go ahead, got to keep the book on me anyway.

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But just for anybody who wants to know what true

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fasting looks like, just read Isaiah fifty and it shows.

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You fifty eight fifty eight fifty eight.

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Okay, it you know, tells you the purpose and the outcome,

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the outcome of fasting.

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I'm not going to share it. You got to read

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it for yourself.

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That's your homework.

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That's your homework starting this month off right, that's your work.

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Hey, that's the home work.

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Well, I'm gonna tell you. I got a phone call

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this morning and the young lady was like, Hi, is

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this miss Gray? And I said yes, and her name

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came up on the dam. It was like the name

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sound familiar, but anyway, she she said, you may not

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remember me.

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And I had to look look, I had to look

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for you.

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And I'm like, okay, and she said, my husband and

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I we were just talking and actually you you. I

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work with you at this agency here in Orlando. And

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I said I met you there. I said okay, and

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she said, and you did counseling for me and for

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my roommate. And I'm still sitting there like I'm drawing

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a blank. I have no idea. And she said, my

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husband and I were just talking. You actually came and

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you ministered at you know, for us. And I'm like,

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I don't remember at all. She said, it's at our clubhouse.

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And I'm like, and it was fifteen years ago, whom

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I was like, okay, this was here. Go look up

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my age you know you were no nothing, never mind,

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don't And she said it was fifteen years ago. And

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I'm like, you got me, but I remember the agency,

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but you got me. And she went on to talking

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and it was her husband, I believe that said did

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we ever give her an offering? Let you sit with

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that for a minute. I said, I said what She said, yeah,

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and she said yeah. He said did we give her

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an offering for that? And she said I don't think

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we did. And I went to Tayble, like, who is

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talking about you? Fifteen years later and she he said,

463
00:25:00.559 --> 00:25:05.440
we need to send you the offering fifteen years later

464
00:25:05.759 --> 00:25:08.079
and preferbly we're gonna do some work. She's They both

465
00:25:08.079 --> 00:25:10.640
adminished they have ministry, to have the ministry at their church.

466
00:25:10.680 --> 00:25:14.079
And I'm still like, who is And I looked up

467
00:25:14.079 --> 00:25:15.480
her website. I said, oh, I.

468
00:25:15.599 --> 00:25:16.319
Know who she is.

469
00:25:16.960 --> 00:25:19.480
And I'm like, it's been fifteen years.

470
00:25:19.720 --> 00:25:22.880
Who's looking for you? Who's looking for you? It stunned

471
00:25:22.920 --> 00:25:24.680
me the whole the rest of the day, I was

472
00:25:25.240 --> 00:25:27.759
I was just okay. We were on the phone by

473
00:25:27.799 --> 00:25:29.359
the hour, forty five minutes to an hour.

474
00:25:30.880 --> 00:25:31.720
Girls, you goout to cry.

475
00:25:32.160 --> 00:25:39.960
No, okay, we ain't doing that anybody. It's just being

476
00:25:40.000 --> 00:25:43.079
my dog. I'm just gonna come and just just me

477
00:25:43.119 --> 00:25:47.680
in the backyard, just bring my arm Lioneer yesterday.

478
00:25:48.119 --> 00:25:52.960
But but no, but but but miss Gray. You have

479
00:25:53.359 --> 00:25:57.400
that impact on others. And I told you the first

480
00:25:57.440 --> 00:26:00.680
time that I met you, me and my coworker, and

481
00:26:00.759 --> 00:26:04.240
we were out of women of Caucaus, Florida. I think

482
00:26:04.480 --> 00:26:11.240
of color, women of color, right, And I hurt you

483
00:26:11.799 --> 00:26:18.160
and you left me speechless that day. It was your delivery.

484
00:26:18.319 --> 00:26:23.920
The camaraderie was something that I think I never experienced before,

485
00:26:24.480 --> 00:26:27.759
and you left the impact in my life. And I

486
00:26:27.839 --> 00:26:30.200
know when I left there, and I know we crossed

487
00:26:30.200 --> 00:26:33.559
paths with different things, but when I left Florida lost

488
00:26:33.599 --> 00:26:36.039
kind of connection. You know, there was more connections when

489
00:26:36.039 --> 00:26:37.720
I did, and I just had to.

490
00:26:37.960 --> 00:26:38.240
I think.

491
00:26:38.279 --> 00:26:40.319
I looked you up and had genumba and I said,

492
00:26:40.400 --> 00:26:40.799
let me.

493
00:26:41.359 --> 00:26:42.359
Reach out that.

494
00:26:42.359 --> 00:26:44.920
That's what I'm saying is the connections. And then my

495
00:26:45.000 --> 00:26:48.119
co workers remembered you, and I think you but you

496
00:26:48.359 --> 00:26:52.640
have that impact on people and people who have met

497
00:26:52.680 --> 00:26:57.160
you and have come to know you are truly blessed

498
00:26:57.240 --> 00:27:01.599
because you are a blessing. You have the anointing spirit.

499
00:27:02.160 --> 00:27:06.160
You you you, you definitely can see Christ in you.

500
00:27:06.720 --> 00:27:11.880
And I appreciated you, and I love you, and you

501
00:27:11.920 --> 00:27:14.599
know I trust all that you say and all that

502
00:27:14.680 --> 00:27:18.200
you do. And you look at the followers, Look look

503
00:27:18.240 --> 00:27:20.480
at the followers. Look what God had you do and

504
00:27:20.480 --> 00:27:23.559
that was because you were obedient and I and I

505
00:27:23.640 --> 00:27:26.880
just love you. I tell you I do. And I

506
00:27:26.920 --> 00:27:28.880
got a chance to meet your you know, your kids

507
00:27:28.920 --> 00:27:33.160
more Miska. Who I'm looking at y'all, y'all really look alike.

508
00:27:33.200 --> 00:27:41.319
I'm sorry, I'm looking like like Okay, but I'm telling you,

509
00:27:41.400 --> 00:27:44.880
I just feel blessed and overjoyed to have you in

510
00:27:44.920 --> 00:27:45.440
my life.

511
00:27:45.599 --> 00:27:48.920
I really really really am and and and I really

512
00:27:48.960 --> 00:27:53.200
appreciate you guiding me, being one of the most instrumental

513
00:27:53.200 --> 00:27:56.559
people in guiding me through this journey. And like I said,

514
00:27:56.599 --> 00:27:58.799
I knew God as a young age, knew about God,

515
00:27:59.319 --> 00:28:04.079
always believe, but never took this walk. And it's definitely

516
00:28:04.200 --> 00:28:07.319
making a difference. It's not easy, but I just want

517
00:28:07.319 --> 00:28:09.680
people to get it, and I really want people to

518
00:28:09.720 --> 00:28:11.799
be able to see God. I want to see him.

519
00:28:12.440 --> 00:28:14.480
I don't want to see I don't want to see

520
00:28:14.480 --> 00:28:17.400
the devil. I never want to see the devil. And

521
00:28:18.240 --> 00:28:20.559
I'm really working hard and I just want my family,

522
00:28:20.680 --> 00:28:25.079
my loved ones, my friends and all to get it.

523
00:28:25.640 --> 00:28:27.720
But it's so good. I'm thinking for our past connected.

524
00:28:27.759 --> 00:28:29.720
Thank your Elder k You're gonna have to do a

525
00:28:29.799 --> 00:28:32.519
run for me, you and Elder Jane's on Sunday. Amen.

526
00:28:32.839 --> 00:28:35.799
Then you do I learn God. You won't realize how

527
00:28:35.880 --> 00:28:37.680
much I need Him. The more humble I become and

528
00:28:37.720 --> 00:28:40.200
want to serve Him forever. All glory to God for

529
00:28:40.319 --> 00:28:42.319
all you all do. Thank you, And it's it's this

530
00:28:42.519 --> 00:28:46.039
God Zion a place is mentioned in Isaiah in fifty

531
00:28:46.160 --> 00:28:49.200
nine to thirty. Did I read too far? It's Isaiah

532
00:28:49.279 --> 00:28:53.200
fifty eight, yeah, fifty eight, yeah, fifty eight in a station.

533
00:28:54.359 --> 00:28:56.640
I've got something else pulled up here. But let me

534
00:28:56.680 --> 00:28:58.160
go over there right quick, because I don't want to.

535
00:28:58.559 --> 00:29:00.359
I'm not gonna leave you hanging. Hang on a minute.

536
00:29:00.680 --> 00:29:04.160
And Zion, it's a place that it was a place biblically,

537
00:29:04.240 --> 00:29:05.759
and that could be part of your whole work too,

538
00:29:05.759 --> 00:29:08.720
because we're not gonna give it. Uh, oh what is that?

539
00:29:09.079 --> 00:29:11.720
What's what does that mean? What what you're put in

540
00:29:11.759 --> 00:29:12.359
a comment?

541
00:29:12.759 --> 00:29:16.519
Oh? Hamark? Yeah, Oh, prevent you from you know, getting emotional.

542
00:29:18.720 --> 00:29:23.960
Treat me, treat.

543
00:29:24.200 --> 00:29:32.720
Yeh see that. I'm just gonna I'm moving in.

544
00:29:32.799 --> 00:29:37.240
I'm bringing my emotional tears come out her eyes. No

545
00:29:37.359 --> 00:29:39.640
I didn't, I didn't.

546
00:29:40.480 --> 00:29:44.839
She's a okay. Yeah, here's the fasting, all right? Yeah, Zion, Yeah,

547
00:29:45.279 --> 00:29:47.759
look that up and Sag you take a look at it.

548
00:29:48.519 --> 00:29:50.279
And if you need some more, just you know, holler

549
00:29:50.359 --> 00:29:52.119
at me. You all know how to get in touch

550
00:29:52.119 --> 00:29:52.359
with me.

551
00:29:52.599 --> 00:29:54.279
But but it's important.

552
00:29:54.680 --> 00:29:57.319
Yeah, Isaiah fifty Yeah, it's gonna take you. And this

553
00:29:57.400 --> 00:30:02.039
is that was during consecration days where they bathe their animals.

554
00:30:02.079 --> 00:30:04.359
They bathed every and you know there's nothing but saying

555
00:30:04.440 --> 00:30:05.200
and rocks.

556
00:30:05.400 --> 00:30:07.319
Thank you. I started at fifty.

557
00:30:07.559 --> 00:30:08.559
Go ahead and the stage.

558
00:30:08.680 --> 00:30:12.720
That's what the God's word do it just you gotta

559
00:30:12.759 --> 00:30:16.200
have more and more and more. That's what he does.

560
00:30:16.400 --> 00:30:18.680
It's interesting, it's very interesting.

561
00:30:19.079 --> 00:30:23.960
But they are They clean their cop their animals, and

562
00:30:24.000 --> 00:30:24.799
you know it's nothing.

563
00:30:24.640 --> 00:30:26.920
But dirt and rock.

564
00:30:27.440 --> 00:30:31.200
You're cleaning your you're cleaning the camels, you're cleaning the mules.

565
00:30:31.480 --> 00:30:32.599
What are you cleaning the winds?

566
00:30:33.720 --> 00:30:34.799
But that that.

567
00:30:34.839 --> 00:30:37.599
Was conson crazy. You put the bleach on the walls.

568
00:30:37.640 --> 00:30:39.799
You hear me on the caves. How do you clean

569
00:30:39.799 --> 00:30:40.200
the cave?

570
00:30:42.039 --> 00:30:42.640
But they cleaned.

571
00:30:42.680 --> 00:30:45.880
And that's why you need a stage. You need a stage.

572
00:30:45.920 --> 00:30:46.920
The one man show.

573
00:30:47.880 --> 00:30:54.400
Just go for it, go forward. Great. I'm just I'm

574
00:30:54.480 --> 00:30:57.160
just asking the questions. Is in your mind? How did

575
00:30:57.200 --> 00:30:57.880
they clean it?

576
00:30:58.400 --> 00:30:58.599
You know?

577
00:30:58.839 --> 00:30:59.839
I mean, but that was.

578
00:31:00.319 --> 00:31:03.319
Consecration to them, That was consecration.

579
00:31:03.839 --> 00:31:07.039
This fast thing that we do, even though it's very critical,

580
00:31:07.039 --> 00:31:08.720
it is important. You're supposed to be cleaning up the

581
00:31:08.720 --> 00:31:11.200
house before you get started. You're supposed to go I've.

582
00:31:11.000 --> 00:31:13.079
Cleaned my car I've gone to clean my car.

583
00:31:13.319 --> 00:31:15.160
I didn't do it this time, but I've gone to

584
00:31:15.160 --> 00:31:19.440
clean my car, had to detail everything. Yeah, everybody gets

585
00:31:19.480 --> 00:31:21.440
you know, the dog goes to the grooming. You know,

586
00:31:21.559 --> 00:31:25.559
everybody gets cleaned up. So it's really serious. It's really serious.

587
00:31:25.759 --> 00:31:29.160
But thank you, Trey. I needed to hear this today

588
00:31:29.200 --> 00:31:32.039
because there's some people, one or two people that just

589
00:31:32.720 --> 00:31:34.640
it's just like they're trying to wear my nerve and

590
00:31:34.680 --> 00:31:37.920
I'm like, I'm really not the one you want to

591
00:31:37.960 --> 00:31:40.319
push into a corner here. I'm not the one that

592
00:31:40.359 --> 00:31:42.759
you need to talk about. I really not. Because God

593
00:31:42.880 --> 00:31:45.400
loves his people, but he really loved me. He really

594
00:31:45.440 --> 00:31:48.880
loves me, and he already knows who my enemies are.

595
00:31:48.960 --> 00:31:51.920
He's already knowing who is talking about me and all

596
00:31:51.960 --> 00:31:54.319
this kind of stuff, and this is not the day.

597
00:31:54.680 --> 00:31:57.079
This is not the day. But you know, I'm mainly

598
00:31:57.119 --> 00:31:59.519
trying to get information and everything else, and then you

599
00:31:59.599 --> 00:32:02.359
push it back, not responding all that kind of you know,

600
00:32:03.000 --> 00:32:05.799
I'm just asking for information. I don't bother you. And

601
00:32:05.839 --> 00:32:08.440
if I'm texting you, if I'm calling you, there's a

602
00:32:08.559 --> 00:32:11.559
reason because I need an answer and I need it now.

603
00:32:11.960 --> 00:32:14.000
And I know you're busy. I know you know you

604
00:32:14.079 --> 00:32:16.559
got things to do. I get that, but I'm just

605
00:32:16.599 --> 00:32:18.440
putting it out there so you you know, but you

606
00:32:18.480 --> 00:32:20.480
don't have to you know, come back, you don't.

607
00:32:21.160 --> 00:32:23.880
I didn't send for you. I'm sending for you. I

608
00:32:23.880 --> 00:32:24.640
didn't send for you.

609
00:32:24.839 --> 00:32:29.039
And now here's the love over half of strangers. Love

610
00:32:29.119 --> 00:32:32.640
coming from people who we don't physically know. We wouldn't

611
00:32:32.640 --> 00:32:35.440
know them if we walked into their city, giving love

612
00:32:35.720 --> 00:32:40.400
and appreciation, just a little acknowledgement, just a little. And

613
00:32:40.440 --> 00:32:43.119
I love it that God brought us back Tray. Only

614
00:32:43.160 --> 00:32:45.880
God can do that. Only God and you agreed, and

615
00:32:46.039 --> 00:32:48.599
God's like, no, ask Trey, have Tray come on the show,

616
00:32:48.880 --> 00:32:52.680
on the podcast. This is what obedience looks like. Guys,

617
00:32:52.920 --> 00:32:55.079
how could anyone have an ill war towards it? I could,

618
00:32:55.240 --> 00:32:58.799
I couldn't see a reason. Anastasia, you be surprised. Jealousy

619
00:32:58.839 --> 00:33:02.160
make you look stupid. Jealousy and I don't know what

620
00:33:02.160 --> 00:33:04.519
you're jealous of. You you don't want to walk in

621
00:33:04.599 --> 00:33:06.960
my shoes. You don't want to try to obtain that

622
00:33:07.079 --> 00:33:09.480
which God has given me. You don't want to do that.

623
00:33:09.839 --> 00:33:11.680
You don't want to do that. I don't know what

624
00:33:11.720 --> 00:33:14.920
that is. I just stay on your lane. Don't talk

625
00:33:14.960 --> 00:33:19.079
to me anymore, delete me, block me, whatever, or come

626
00:33:19.079 --> 00:33:20.920
out and say, you know, you're really getting on my nerves.

627
00:33:21.319 --> 00:33:24.640
Tell me that, Tell me that. But don't go lying

628
00:33:24.720 --> 00:33:27.519
to your daughter telling about you know, I'm a it's

629
00:33:27.559 --> 00:33:30.839
a form of harassment. And I'm giving you scripture. And

630
00:33:30.880 --> 00:33:33.519
you don't think God not gonna comet. Come come deal

631
00:33:33.559 --> 00:33:36.920
with that. I don't bother anybody. I really don't. And

632
00:33:37.000 --> 00:33:39.599
I'm at a place now I don't bother people.

633
00:33:40.279 --> 00:33:45.319
Don't. Numbers ain't saved anyway.

634
00:33:46.440 --> 00:33:49.559
You don't talk about numbers not being saved in your directory.

635
00:33:49.680 --> 00:33:51.559
I don't even know how you know all those people ain't.

636
00:33:51.599 --> 00:33:52.240
Nobody got to know.

637
00:33:52.440 --> 00:33:54.839
All you gotta do is memorize a certain few numbers.

638
00:33:54.920 --> 00:33:56.039
And you know who call him?

639
00:33:56.559 --> 00:33:59.079
Just don't pick a call her. They lean on her.

640
00:33:59.559 --> 00:34:02.799
That hurt leading on them. Who's gonna who does she

641
00:34:02.880 --> 00:34:05.839
lean on? Thank God? She know Jesus Christ, we ain't

642
00:34:05.839 --> 00:34:08.119
gonna go there. But not go go there because one

643
00:34:08.159 --> 00:34:10.280
of your folks may just look at the ship. I

644
00:34:10.360 --> 00:34:17.840
see you, but you know, just just come on. But yeah,

645
00:34:17.880 --> 00:34:20.360
they're out there at a stage and you'll be surprised

646
00:34:20.480 --> 00:34:23.079
who don't like you right there in the family, who

647
00:34:23.119 --> 00:34:26.199
don't like you for what? You're the first.

648
00:34:25.920 --> 00:34:26.920
Born, for what?

649
00:34:27.920 --> 00:34:30.719
I can't help who I look like I got? People

650
00:34:31.000 --> 00:34:35.599
hate once already deceased, hated me, hates me because I'm

651
00:34:35.599 --> 00:34:38.800
the oldest. So yeah, and guess what, you will take

652
00:34:38.840 --> 00:34:41.440
it to your grave because I'm not here to minister

653
00:34:41.559 --> 00:34:44.039
to you. I'm not here to disciphle you, and even

654
00:34:44.079 --> 00:34:45.320
the folks, the viewers are.

655
00:34:45.360 --> 00:34:47.639
All we do is get We're setting it straight.

656
00:34:48.000 --> 00:34:51.760
I want you to understand what the difference between religion

657
00:34:52.039 --> 00:34:57.239
and servanthood. There's a difference. What's the difference between denomination

658
00:34:57.599 --> 00:35:00.760
and serving and living a christ like life's out? It's

659
00:35:00.800 --> 00:35:04.280
a whole difference. We've been bamboozled because because of where

660
00:35:04.320 --> 00:35:06.320
we've come from and who took us from the native

661
00:35:06.400 --> 00:35:08.519
land and all this kind of stuff. They fed us

662
00:35:08.519 --> 00:35:11.039
a whole lot so they could do control. They could

663
00:35:11.159 --> 00:35:16.639
control us, just like twenty twenty, You're gonna release a

664
00:35:16.800 --> 00:35:23.239
viral fungus chilling millions of people from the globe, just

665
00:35:23.320 --> 00:35:25.639
so you could see if you could control people, and

666
00:35:25.760 --> 00:35:28.480
we did, or we can't go outside, they say, we

667
00:35:28.519 --> 00:35:32.000
can't go all the stores are closed. Oh boy, you

668
00:35:32.039 --> 00:35:33.800
better get the food. We've been warning you. We've been

669
00:35:33.840 --> 00:35:35.800
warning you for years. You better store up your food,

670
00:35:35.880 --> 00:35:37.679
know how to store. Then get the stores a clothes.

671
00:35:37.920 --> 00:35:40.599
They did it, so now we got all these funguses,

672
00:35:40.639 --> 00:35:42.760
these viral things out there. They ain't even try to

673
00:35:42.760 --> 00:35:44.800
find a back singing for it anymore because they know

674
00:35:44.840 --> 00:35:47.800
that the liars out. Get your natural herbs and things

675
00:35:47.880 --> 00:35:51.280
like that. Find somebody who knows that. Get and cure

676
00:35:51.320 --> 00:35:53.519
yourself and stop being around people who got coals and

677
00:35:53.559 --> 00:35:55.400
flus and everything. I know sometimes you can't help it,

678
00:35:55.599 --> 00:35:59.039
but we're a mask wearing family. I know you don't

679
00:35:59.079 --> 00:35:59.320
like it.

680
00:35:59.360 --> 00:36:00.000
I don't like it.

681
00:36:00.159 --> 00:36:02.239
Times I have to pull it down because I'm sweating

682
00:36:02.280 --> 00:36:05.920
and everything I get it. I get it for circling back.

683
00:36:05.960 --> 00:36:09.360
This is what lifestyle looks like. You're supposed to get,

684
00:36:09.480 --> 00:36:13.840
you know, get your learning, learn your scriptures, and meditate

685
00:36:13.880 --> 00:36:15.679
on his word day and like study his word to

686
00:36:15.719 --> 00:36:18.280
show yourself approved, so that you could rightly divide the

687
00:36:18.400 --> 00:36:21.760
truth people. Stop at study to show your self approved,

688
00:36:21.960 --> 00:36:24.800
approve to do what There's a rest. There's another part

689
00:36:24.840 --> 00:36:27.960
of the sentence. It's another part then meditate on that word.

690
00:36:28.320 --> 00:36:30.320
You don't have to memorize the Bible, you don't have

691
00:36:30.320 --> 00:36:33.199
to memorize scripture. But if you keep meditating on it,

692
00:36:33.239 --> 00:36:36.960
guess what you remember it? You just happen to remember it.

693
00:36:37.199 --> 00:36:40.079
And you're to watch and pray. I know many of

694
00:36:40.159 --> 00:36:42.719
you don't like to watch the news because it's all bad. Yeah,

695
00:36:42.760 --> 00:36:44.920
well we're here, so you but you got to.

696
00:36:44.880 --> 00:36:46.599
Peek in and see what's going on. You don't know

697
00:36:46.639 --> 00:36:48.280
if your full street.

698
00:36:47.920 --> 00:36:50.760
Is shut down because a pipe bursts somewhere. You're going

699
00:36:50.800 --> 00:36:52.320
to drive out to go to work and you can't

700
00:36:52.320 --> 00:36:54.719
even get out your driveway. It was all the news

701
00:36:54.800 --> 00:36:57.079
last night. So every day I did, you got to

702
00:36:57.119 --> 00:37:00.360
peak at the news. So you're the watch and pray

703
00:37:00.400 --> 00:37:04.159
fast and pray fast. Thing is, there's a lot of

704
00:37:04.159 --> 00:37:06.760
little pieces. Now. You need to have your word around you.

705
00:37:06.760 --> 00:37:09.400
You need to be listening to your gospel music or

706
00:37:09.400 --> 00:37:12.440
your Christian music. You know, you need to be praying.

707
00:37:12.800 --> 00:37:15.840
You need to just have your mind. And every commercial

708
00:37:15.920 --> 00:37:18.000
came on that come on, will be a dessert, will

709
00:37:18.039 --> 00:37:22.400
be food? Every commercial, all of a sudden, everybody got

710
00:37:22.400 --> 00:37:25.719
to talk about food. Everybody, and you said, there, like

711
00:37:25.760 --> 00:37:28.159
for real, but you laugh at the devil said, for real,

712
00:37:28.280 --> 00:37:31.400
you tell your flesh no, I command you. My flip.

713
00:37:31.440 --> 00:37:33.679
The scripture said, my flesh shall bless your holding name.

714
00:37:33.880 --> 00:37:37.199
When you become closer, the enemy makes them jealous. When I, oh, yeah,

715
00:37:37.199 --> 00:37:39.119
when I started getting closer and started walking with God,

716
00:37:39.159 --> 00:37:40.719
they talked about me. It hurt.

717
00:37:40.920 --> 00:37:42.800
But God takes the pain. Yes, it does.

718
00:37:43.360 --> 00:37:46.199
And if you're looking for purpose, it comes with pain.

719
00:37:46.639 --> 00:37:48.719
If you look at what's my purpose? What's my read?

720
00:37:49.239 --> 00:37:52.199
From the moment you go to the right to look

721
00:37:52.400 --> 00:37:54.000
more into that, there's pain.

722
00:37:54.320 --> 00:37:56.559
Somebody talking, what's she doing?

723
00:37:56.760 --> 00:37:57.079
What's she?

724
00:37:57.280 --> 00:38:01.159
Always the most hurtful thing. I'm an early adult. My

725
00:38:01.239 --> 00:38:03.400
mom was still alive, my dad was still alive, and

726
00:38:03.719 --> 00:38:08.039
I bought an answering machine, and I told my mom, now,

727
00:38:08.159 --> 00:38:11.360
if the phone rings more than three times, because the

728
00:38:11.360 --> 00:38:13.840
phone was always right beside her, even though it was

729
00:38:13.840 --> 00:38:16.760
an extension with the coil old and all that, I said, Mommy,

730
00:38:17.000 --> 00:38:18.440
don't let it if it rings. If it goes to

731
00:38:18.519 --> 00:38:20.840
ring the fourth time, just my answering machine's gonna pick

732
00:38:20.880 --> 00:38:24.760
it up. Oh okay, I come home. I'm tired, and

733
00:38:25.119 --> 00:38:28.360
my light blinking, I said, okay, So somebody I can

734
00:38:28.679 --> 00:38:31.199
you know anyway save phone number where you have different

735
00:38:31.239 --> 00:38:33.920
numbers and if you die that number, it's going after

736
00:38:33.960 --> 00:38:37.440
four rings, just going to my answering machine, all my answerments.

737
00:38:37.440 --> 00:38:39.400
So I'm sitting down taking my shoes off. I'm sitting

738
00:38:39.400 --> 00:38:40.840
on my bed, I'm taking off my shoes, and all

739
00:38:40.840 --> 00:38:43.199
of a sudden, I hear my mom's sister in Mary say, yeah,

740
00:38:43.199 --> 00:38:45.039
I don't know what she thinks she doing, who she

741
00:38:45.119 --> 00:38:47.159
thinks she's talking to. So I'm saying, oh, no, is

742
00:38:47.199 --> 00:38:49.760
she talking about Yeah, I don't know. She going to

743
00:38:49.880 --> 00:38:53.599
church and looking more like Geraldine, and I just don't know.

744
00:38:53.639 --> 00:38:54.480
I don't know what to.

745
00:38:54.440 --> 00:38:56.679
Do with her. Well, what are you talking about me?

746
00:38:57.159 --> 00:39:00.360
Yeah? She thinks she know all about God now and

747
00:39:00.440 --> 00:39:03.159
all that, and now she wanted my mother got a

748
00:39:03.519 --> 00:39:06.760
upset because I want to take over my car insurance

749
00:39:07.079 --> 00:39:10.719
bill and pay for it. But here I'm listening to

750
00:39:11.039 --> 00:39:15.159
my mother and her sister, who don't have children, don't

751
00:39:15.199 --> 00:39:20.079
have a husband, can't even drive, talking about me, and

752
00:39:20.199 --> 00:39:22.239
she just went all into it, and I'm just all

753
00:39:22.280 --> 00:39:25.239
I could do is cry. I said, God, dog, you

754
00:39:25.320 --> 00:39:27.679
can't even celebrate the fact that your mother, your sister,

755
00:39:27.719 --> 00:39:31.159
who could not have children, was giving a baby, and

756
00:39:31.239 --> 00:39:34.119
she grew up to be pretty decent, didn't bring no

757
00:39:34.280 --> 00:39:37.239
shame to the family. It was a straight age student

758
00:39:37.679 --> 00:39:41.199
suffered in silence. I can't help fool. I looked like,

759
00:39:41.519 --> 00:39:43.360
and you gonna sit there and talk about me? And

760
00:39:43.360 --> 00:39:45.039
then all of a sudden, my mother must have heard it.

761
00:39:45.000 --> 00:39:46.199
And she's knocking on my door.

762
00:39:46.519 --> 00:39:49.679
And I got myself together, said, yes, ma'am, what you're

763
00:39:49.679 --> 00:39:53.199
doing listening to the voice messages? Yes, yes, said thank

764
00:39:53.199 --> 00:39:55.679
God for light of Jesus, Satan's God, We're gonna beat

765
00:39:55.719 --> 00:40:00.360
you down, yep, amen, amen. And I said, I'm just

766
00:40:00.360 --> 00:40:02.199
listening to the messages. I'll be out in a minute.

767
00:40:02.480 --> 00:40:05.639
What messages say anything? Change my clothes. And I came out.

768
00:40:05.679 --> 00:40:08.480
She's standing at my door and Alice, the other sister

769
00:40:08.599 --> 00:40:11.639
who lives with us, no children, no husband, They standing

770
00:40:11.679 --> 00:40:14.559
there like what you're gonna do? And my mother was like,

771
00:40:14.760 --> 00:40:18.039
here on me. So I'm like, what you're doing? What

772
00:40:18.480 --> 00:40:18.920
we're doing?

773
00:40:19.400 --> 00:40:21.760
Well? I made dinner, I said, Mommy, I'm not hungry.

774
00:40:21.920 --> 00:40:23.800
I ate something on the job. I'm good.

775
00:40:24.199 --> 00:40:26.280
So I'm like, okay, Well, I got to get past

776
00:40:26.400 --> 00:40:29.480
y'all to go to the TV. Room. So why YouTube

777
00:40:29.559 --> 00:40:32.039
ooper loops are standing in front of me. What we're doing.

778
00:40:32.760 --> 00:40:35.559
I ain't gonna lay my hands or what we're doing. Yeah,

779
00:40:35.599 --> 00:40:38.719
you're feeling guilty because I heard you talking about me

780
00:40:39.119 --> 00:40:41.320
to your other sister. But I still took care of you.

781
00:40:41.599 --> 00:40:44.360
I still did my best because I'm your child and

782
00:40:44.400 --> 00:40:45.800
I have no regrets.

783
00:40:46.119 --> 00:40:47.519
So this is the lifestyle.

784
00:40:47.840 --> 00:40:50.599
And again going back to the steps of the righteous,

785
00:40:50.800 --> 00:40:53.679
Fast and pray. Give up your first fruit. You're tied

786
00:40:53.800 --> 00:40:57.519
your offering, give it, give it service and time, but

787
00:40:57.760 --> 00:41:01.519
money answered a thing and you're into His course of

788
00:41:01.599 --> 00:41:03.360
thanksgiving and praise. You don't wait till you get the

789
00:41:03.440 --> 00:41:05.960
church on Sunday to start praising God. You should be

790
00:41:06.000 --> 00:41:08.880
all prayed up from frid from Monday to Saturday, you

791
00:41:08.880 --> 00:41:12.960
should all be praised up, ready to go. And you

792
00:41:13.239 --> 00:41:16.280
the moment the congregation opens up at the church opens

793
00:41:16.320 --> 00:41:18.599
the doors, I mean that it should be a fault.

794
00:41:18.679 --> 00:41:23.119
Have you all ever had the physical inside building be

795
00:41:23.239 --> 00:41:25.920
so foggy you can't even see each other because of

796
00:41:25.960 --> 00:41:28.599
the anainting of God? Been there? You seem to have

797
00:41:28.599 --> 00:41:32.559
done more good will even Yeah, Mickey, don't tell nobody

798
00:41:32.559 --> 00:41:34.119
because people be looking for me, I don't want to

799
00:41:34.440 --> 00:41:41.360
look well, okay, uh, but fog. We had six am

800
00:41:41.480 --> 00:41:44.400
prayer at the church the fall. We just praising, got

801
00:41:44.480 --> 00:41:47.920
on our knees, praying, rock and just praying and crying,

802
00:41:48.079 --> 00:41:50.480
praying and cry. And I opened my eyes. I couldn't

803
00:41:50.639 --> 00:41:53.599
it was fag inside the church. Couldn't see it, couldn't

804
00:41:53.599 --> 00:41:56.760
see the person sitting next to Jesus was always outside

805
00:41:56.880 --> 00:42:01.280
most of the time during his ministry, teaching and preaching, feeding,

806
00:42:01.719 --> 00:42:05.199
I would be outside. Now I'm glad I'm outside. I'm

807
00:42:05.360 --> 00:42:08.519
attached to the church in Tennessee. And that' says about

808
00:42:08.559 --> 00:42:11.440
as far as it goes. Why crying because we were

809
00:42:11.480 --> 00:42:14.679
just overfitted. We're filled when you're and crying helps you

810
00:42:14.719 --> 00:42:17.920
to purge. Also, you're so full you can't even talk.

811
00:42:18.239 --> 00:42:20.719
All you could do is cry and just think, Oh Jesus,

812
00:42:20.719 --> 00:42:23.000
thank you. And if you want to do this and

813
00:42:23.000 --> 00:42:25.599
in your prayer time, here's another piece of homework. I

814
00:42:25.599 --> 00:42:27.519
want you to sit in your favorite chair and I

815
00:42:27.599 --> 00:42:29.320
just want you to start rocking. I want you to

816
00:42:29.360 --> 00:42:31.159
start rocking. I want you to say Lord, thank you.

817
00:42:31.199 --> 00:42:34.400
Just just that, Lord, thank you, thank you. Don't say

818
00:42:34.440 --> 00:42:37.360
nothing else, just Lord, thank you. Keep doing that. Stay

819
00:42:37.400 --> 00:42:40.000
right there, stay right there, and you can't.

820
00:42:39.800 --> 00:42:41.760
Tell me you you won't be transformed.

821
00:42:42.000 --> 00:42:44.239
You won't be We got two more minutes, guys, y'all,

822
00:42:44.320 --> 00:42:45.800
y'all'll be from here.

823
00:42:46.199 --> 00:42:46.440
I mean.

824
00:42:46.480 --> 00:42:48.880
And God has a way of doing things. Because he

825
00:42:49.000 --> 00:42:51.079
was supposed to talk about self defense, y'all.

826
00:42:52.360 --> 00:42:53.760
Well we kind of did.

827
00:42:54.199 --> 00:42:55.920
We kind of in a way.

828
00:42:56.320 --> 00:42:59.599
It's an almighty defender, our shield. We high behind him.

829
00:42:59.760 --> 00:43:01.039
So there we go.

830
00:43:01.639 --> 00:43:02.480
We tied it.

831
00:43:02.519 --> 00:43:06.760
Then, like I said, we tied. We always come back around.

832
00:43:07.199 --> 00:43:10.239
Definitely back around. Yeah, And it's about self care.

833
00:43:10.559 --> 00:43:12.639
And the best self care is to get yourself in

834
00:43:12.719 --> 00:43:14.360
tune and in touch with Jesus Christ.

835
00:43:14.719 --> 00:43:15.480
You can heal all.

836
00:43:15.880 --> 00:43:18.440
He can give you the confidence you're missing, the piece

837
00:43:18.480 --> 00:43:21.239
you miss, and feel every void in your heart from heartbreak,

838
00:43:21.519 --> 00:43:23.039
anybody broke your heart, He'll feel it.

839
00:43:23.280 --> 00:43:26.760
I guarantee you Just asks, just asks.

840
00:43:26.360 --> 00:43:28.039
You defend yourself with the grace of God and you

841
00:43:28.079 --> 00:43:30.760
will be okay, Thank you, missy. Just know his grace,

842
00:43:30.840 --> 00:43:35.519
it's sufficient, His mercy is ever lasting, its peace that lasts,

843
00:43:35.840 --> 00:43:39.199
you know, beyond his unconditional love.

844
00:43:39.599 --> 00:43:42.000
He has favor anyway.

845
00:43:42.800 --> 00:43:45.840
All right, well we'll try to talk about international Ninja day.

846
00:43:45.920 --> 00:43:48.880
Next week maybe, yeah, I don't want you all flipping

847
00:43:48.960 --> 00:43:51.159
and going to get the little mask. But don't don't.

848
00:43:51.280 --> 00:43:54.000
Don't, don't start throwing the stars and stuff.

849
00:43:54.320 --> 00:43:55.599
Mom, be for real, you don't have.

850
00:43:57.039 --> 00:43:59.960
Yes, put on that armor God, put on the armor guy.

851
00:44:00.199 --> 00:44:00.840
That's what we did.

852
00:44:01.440 --> 00:44:02.719
That's it done.

853
00:44:02.920 --> 00:44:07.199
That that amen, armor of God. That's it all right.

854
00:44:07.679 --> 00:44:10.360
Next week at the same time, same station.

855
00:44:10.519 --> 00:44:12.480
You better be blessed. Night night

856
00:45:00.119 --> 00:45:00.679
It is