Sept. 22, 2025

Jewish High Holy Day #1

Jewish High Holy Day #1

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Jewish High Holy Days

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Good evening, another exciting opportunity dialogue. My dog is here

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to setting it straight with missus Gray. Good evening, good evening,

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good evening, And yes we're blowing the trumpets loud tonight

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because it is the beginning of a new year, and

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just a matter of a few about of maybe an

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hour once the sun sets, we are celebrating a new year.

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But before we do that, let's take it to the

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throne room of grace. Father God, we just love you

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so much, and we praise you, we give you glory

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and honor.

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I'm just excited that old year has passed.

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There's a new year upon us. This is a new book.

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It's not even a new chapter, it's not a new verse.

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It's a new book in you. And thank you, Father

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God for allowing us to share this opportunity and to

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really deep dive into it so people can have a

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clearer understanding of this season. And we just love you

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so much. As always, God, we get behind the cross.

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I just thank you, Father God for the opportunity to

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be able to share with your people and to love

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your people as you love them. We love you, Lord.

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Now you step in. This is your podcast. We are

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your people.

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Do what you do best, and then set your captives

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free in the mighty matchless majestic name of Jesus Christ.

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A men and a men. Well, good evening, good evening,

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good evening.

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I've got my mini me on and if trade comes on,

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she'll come on in. We're just thankful. I need to

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know who's with us tonight. Y'all go ahead and this

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du roll call just text in you're here, you're listening,

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Amen and amen, and we just thank you, We just

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thank you so much. This is an exciting time. This

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is an exciting night for God's people. I'm telling you,

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it's getting ready to just be mesmerizing. You haven't seen

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nothing yet. And yes, I used my show far because

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you have to blow the trumpet and blow it loud.

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So I started that off with that, started our new

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year off with that. Once we're off, we will begin

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to celebrate even more with We didn't get our apples

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a night, but we're gonna get them. And we have

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our honey. So you have apples and honey. But let

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me talk about Rassia Shanna. But before we get to that,

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I have to make a declaration.

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I am a child of God.

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Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. I believe in the

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Triune Being. I believe I am a servant. I'm a

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child of God and I'm his servant. I'm his living epistle.

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And until I take my last breath again, I will

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proclaim the good news that he's available. He is ready

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and waiting with his arms wide open, and it's up

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to you to make to take the steps towards him.

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There's nothing like him.

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There's nobody like him, and I'm telling you it will

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never be a decision that you will ever regret. But

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there are action steps that you'll have to take, and

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you've got to study your word, not just read it,

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and I know the Bible says to study to show

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yourself approved, to rightly divide the truth. We are in

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a season now, a heyday of false prophets, false teachers,

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false pastors, false.

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Evangelists, you name it. They're here. They've always been here.

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You just wasn't sure that they were and what they were.

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But they're here. Okay, we're here.

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Everything we've ever talked about, whether it was conspiracy, whether

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it's oh I heard all kinds of thoughts, commentary, it's here.

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Whatever thing it is, it is here.

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Now you have to rightly divide the truth, what is

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true and what is not. Oh, you will go crazy,

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and we're gonna see the madness. We're already seeing it

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unfold all ready. So I can't warn you. We can't

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warn you anymore. We told you you need to study

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to show yourself a proof. Meditate on this word day

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and night. The Word never says for you to memorize it.

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He says to study it and then meditate on it.

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Then fast and pray, watch and pray, enter his courtse

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or thanksgiving and praise. It's not when you go to

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church you need to praise God. You need to praise

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him right here, right in your living room, in your bathroom,

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in your front yard.

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Don't be ashamed to praise it. Amen. And you to

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give up your first fruit, your tithe, your offering, your

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seed offering. You are to give Amen.

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And you are to pray and fast and not step

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outside my house. I'm praised with God in my house.

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If I don't if I don't do it on the phone,

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if I don't do it through a text message, if

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I don't do it through a word of of motivation

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and declaration on through my pay my social media pages,

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I'm praised with Him right here in my house. I

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don't need anybody to see it. And man, hey, I

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don't need I don't need to prove anything. I'm a

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living epistol my fruit. You should move me by my food.

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But how can I see you what my food is

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if you've not studied the word. But that will be

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your homework for this week. Yeah, that'll be your homework

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to look up the fruits of the spirit and the

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gifts of the spirit, because that will emanate out of you.

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I don't have to walk around with a cross. I

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don't have to walk around.

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With the latest version of the Bible I don't have

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to look so deep because you're not living nothing.

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And God will quickly now say, even out in public, now,

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I don't know you.

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The demons. When the Disciples were to exercise.

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A demon out of a young young boy, the demon said, well, Paul,

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we know Jesus, we know, but who are you talking to?

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The disciples who walk to Jesus talk about mentioning Paul

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who never walk with the disciples, but he was deemed

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an apostle because of his conversion.

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Don't be fooled right now. This is an era of

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mass confusion.

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It will make your head hurt if you follow all

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your social media with everything that's going on around the country.

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We need you praying specifically brand for us on the show,

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praying for each other for protection and safety, discernment, increasing

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knowledge and all of that but the heavens.

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But I'm going to talk about Rocha Shan in a

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minute and give you some more insight on that, and

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then then remaining.

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For High four high holy holidays. We'll look in October

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next month right around the cour and they're right behind

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each other, and there's different things you are to do,

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so I'm not going to go into too much detail

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a by them, because.

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I want you to do your homework.

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All you have to google is the five Jewish high

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holy Days. That's all you have to do and it'll

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come up. So have your pit and pad ready ready.

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Be a student, Be a student our hearts, and go

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out to the losses that the world has experienced.

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Some person in the world has experienced.

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A loss of a loved one, a spouse, a child,

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an animal, whatever. We pray for those people and we

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pray that God will give them peace that passes all

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understanding we do. But I had to come on tonight

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and make a declaration. God said declare me, and we're

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making that declaration tonight.

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That's who we stand.

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And if I can't, if I if standing is too

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much God, I will get to my knees. And most

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of you who've been following us know that how difficult

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it is to get on your knees with no toes,

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because I've explained that to you. Normally I have to

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have help getting up, but now I know how to

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get up. It takes me a minute. My dog just

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sits down watches, but I get up because sometimes you

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just have to fall on your knees and say Lord

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please forgive me wretched man, that I am wretched.

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That I am center, that I am Please.

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I know my behavior, my conversations, everything about my thoughts

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of just this day alone were not pleasing unto you.

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If I were to die, I would not have seen

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your face.

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That's how serious it is now, that's how serious it is.

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And I thank you. I thank God for it.

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So mss K you have anything you want to add,

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and then I'm going to go into do a little teaching,

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a little bit more teaching tonight. I am well, you

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said everything long, so you can continue on for now, Okay.

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Rasha shaaa r o s h h a s h

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a n ah to.

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Say that real fast Russia. Shana means the.

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Head of the year, is Hebrew for head of the year,

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and is the new year in Judaism well also in

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anybody believe in Jesus Christ and the Lord Amen. The

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biblical name for this is yam tarah and it means

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cheer or blasting. It is the first of the high

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holy days and the days of awe. Okay, and it's

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noted specifically in Leviticus chapter twenty three, verses twenty three

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through twenty five. It occurs late summer, early autumn, and

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of course also today is the new year. This is

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the day of fall, the new year of Fall, I

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mean the day of fall, season of fall.

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Okay. It begins the tent with ten days.

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It begins the ten days of repentance, cumulating in yong Kapor,

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the day of Atonement, and is followed by the fall

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festival of so cult. And it ends with Shamini Azaret

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in Israel, and Azaret and chat Torah everywhere else else,

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everywhere else, But that's all. It's all five of them.

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But this is the beginning of that celebration. This is

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our new Year. We've been doing this for years as

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a family. We were exposed to it years ago. I

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was teaching at bell Haven University, well College then, and

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one of my students, we were getting ready to get

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started the sum was just getting ready to go down,

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and she said, miss Gray, oh my god, the holy

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Jewish Holidays are happening.

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And I'm like, okay.

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We turned our attention to her, and she's she went

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on to say, no, just what, the five holidays never

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occur in the same month. I said, oh, really, she goes,

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but this month they're occurring, and I'm like, wow, So

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that made me go home, That made me do my research.

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I got a notepad.

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Actually, I make sure when I'm moving, I keep it

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where I can put my hands on it. I went

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into a detailed study of each holiday and everything and

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whether what we're supposed to do. As I mentioned earlier,

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this is the time for your your apples and your

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honey as part of your staple, because it goes to

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it identifies, it claims, it brings forth a happy new year.

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A lot of things happen.

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During this in the heavens where the Lord opens up

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the lab Book of Life. He opens up the lab

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Book of Life, and he starts going down seeing what

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you're doing.

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Now.

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I know most of you are concerned about Santa Claus

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when he you know, checking his list and checking it twice.

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But that's that's that's over there. I'm talking about the Lord.

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This is written in the Bible. This is what he does,

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and he's checking off whether you're good or bad? Are

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you following suit or not? Do he know you or not?

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Trey, I see you, I see you, we see you, amen.

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But this is why and we the first moment I

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heard about it in that classroom that night, I went

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home and I immediately I got a special notebook.

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I started going through and just researching it.

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Occurred in that one month. Now since then, it's happened

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several more times. This month is only one just RuSHA Shata,

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and the other four are gonna going to occur next month.

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just blows you away.

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You'd be like, what, God, I didn't know? He said, yeah,

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I know, you didn't know or.

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Pay attention to me. Another thing of this season, You're

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gonna need to know God's voice. How do you know

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God's voice? Well, you have to ask him. You can

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ask him, bod, I don't know your voice. Now, you

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don't have to be as drastic as I was back

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in the day.

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I was just all I had four or five.

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Voices I heard, one of which was mine, and I'm like, okay,

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you know what that's it. Now This is where I

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went real. I went really drastic here because I was desperate.

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I needed to know God's voice. I know his presence,

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I know Jesus's presence. I know the Holy Spirit presents,

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I know my angels are present, but I did not

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know the three voices. And those are the only voices

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I want to hear. I don't need to hear myself.

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I don't lean to myself anymore. I don't have a

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comfort zone anymore. God is my conference zone.

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And that one year, the babies, the twins were baby,

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baby babies, and I just cried out to Li dropped

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everybody off.

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I dropped everybody off Donald Elementary, and.

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I went and came home and I said, Okay, you

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know what, I'm not going to church anymore.

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I'm not praying anymore. I'm not real studying my Bible anymore.

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I'm not doing anything until I know your voice. It

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took a minute, because you could hear all these voices

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in your head. Yes, And just a sidebar, I say

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this as a former therapist. All of you hear voices.

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All of us hear voices. It's just that some of

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us can control them without medication. Some of us can

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control them without therapy. Because I guarantee you home this

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morning being in a rush, and you wondered, now, did

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I unplugged the toaster. Did I unplug the iron? Oh

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my god, I didn't brush my teeth. Some people do

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that walk right out the house because they're such a hurt.

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And you answer yourself, did I do?

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Yes? I did? Yeah, I did.

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Okay, what's the rest of my day? Okay, I gotta

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do this, and I gotta do that. I gotta do this. Oh,

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gotta go by the grocery store.

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I go.

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I gotta go pick up the dry cleaning. You know,

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come on, you're talking to you something. Ain't nobody else

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in the car. Or you can have people in the

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car and say, you know what, but you and then

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sometimes somebody else say to you you said something. Oh no, no, no,

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I'm just talking to myself. I'm just talking out loud.

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Oh yeah, I got you.

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Been there, done that.

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And after a while I started hearing the voice of God,

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knowing the voice, hearing.

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The voice of Jesus, the Holy Spirit.

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Amen, What was that? I just I didn't see that, misty.

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I think it was misty that came up. And all

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of a sudden I got the voices down.

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But I didn't.

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I didn't settle for that. I said, I got to

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make sure it's you. Yeah, And there are things I

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wish there would be time enough for me to do

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some spiritual warfare teaching and things like that.

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I don't know if God's gonna open that door. Not again.

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I may do that in the future. On another page.

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I don't know, But I mean, I don't know what

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else more I could teach, but be specific about that,

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But just be determined.

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If you don't know God's.

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Voice, Jesus voice, only Spirit's voice, you don't even know

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their presence.

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It's presence. And most people will say it's something who

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something told me? Who?

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I felt something on my gut, my intuition. However, you

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need to get there to you know. Oh, that's the

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Holy Spirit talking. It's gonna do you good because you're

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gonna hear all kinds of commentary.

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Now you're gonna hear.

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All kinds of conversations.

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Now you're gonna hit misty. Is our own voice or

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that of another? Is it our own voice?

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No, it's not your voice, thank you, missy. No, it's

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not your voice. One of those voices you're gonna hear

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is yours.

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And let me tell you a little another sidebar.

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The closer I got to God the more I got

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into my calling and my purpose and everything. Oh, I

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was hearing my voice too, but I said it was

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one of the four voices. So I know my voice

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because I'll talk to my flesh and say, flesh, stand down.

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That's just you, flesh, that's not God. Now, God he

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does this for every everybody's different.

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I don't know about me, about anybody else, but I

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can tell you what he does for me, and that

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is okay. That is he shows me. Do we all

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have four or they're more? They should not. There should

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be three. There should be three.

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God's voice, Jesus voice, Holy spirits for it. Now, the

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mine's gonna play with you because your mind wants to

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be in control. Your mind wants to have the power.

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Your mind wants to say no, do it my way,

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and it'll be so squeaky clean, and it'd be like, oh, yeah,

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that makes sense. There will be times when God tells

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you to have to pray for your enemies. Your flesh

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is not gonna say that. There'll be times that like,

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oh that God is does the bat or even take

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a voice? Yeah, Oh yeah, yeah, it's your flesh. He

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had the devil could do it too. You walking down right.

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You ain't playing no attention to anybody. You at the

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grocery store and you're just and here comes a guy

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who is nicely built and everything.

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He's tall, and he looked clean and everything. Ooh he

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smelled good.

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And you're looking and you're like, oh wow, Okay, I'm

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not looking. I'm not looking, but you're looking in his

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eyes meet yours and you're like, whoa wow. And all

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you can do is smile.

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Thank god.

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I wear a mask by day, but you can't. I'd

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be like, oh my goodness, he's beautiful eye candy there. Okay, yeah,

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because what guess what, I'm a female, even though I

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have no desire to get married and be in relationship

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with nobody. Don't hurt the look. I can't help but look.

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And you gotta be careful.

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I know.

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My daughter's like, oh my god, but yeah, let's be

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real here. And then all of a sudden your mind starts, oh,

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I wonder if and then you look. I don't know

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about y'all. You look at the hand, You look at

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that ring finger, see if there's any indentation on it.

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I know y'all be doing it. Don't even try it.

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Don't even try it. You single and ready ready to mingle,

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especially you folks. Okay, you be looking like, oh he's

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looking at me, Oh my godness. Okay, just that scene

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in Oh God with the four actor Loretta It was

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Whitney Houston. It was Angela Girls, No no, no, not

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for Color Girls, the one before that, and then she

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was uh, Gregory Hines was the character played the character.

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He was moving in.

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And she went on and she talked to him and everything,

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and then she turned around, Oh I want to be

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looking at me. And she turned around and he's looking

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at the smile looking at yeah. And then that ees

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meeting there you go. Amen, So yeah, you now it's

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three voices. I just want to add, if the voice

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is negative, just know it's not a God. It's either

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your flesh trying to make you feel as if you

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can't do something or you're not worthy, whatever the case

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may be. It will never be negative from God. So

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the voices in your head is just like telling you

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can't do it, or you're not good enough, or whatever

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the case may be. Just no, it's not of him,

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and you will have to be more waiting to excel.

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I just got the comment waiting, but yeah, if you're.

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The case, come back to it. But yeah, yeah, thank you,

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thank you. That's that's it.

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And God, sometimes it'll be some unconventional now say unconventional,

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it'll be what you would never think. I'm like, God,

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you know, there're years and years and years ago. God

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used to say, you know you're looking for treasures.

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You're it's in your attic.

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We don't use that ad, you know, Or it's in

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the closet on the top shelf in the back, that

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box in the back. All of a sudden, you hear

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this voice and you're like what And sure enough, then

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you'll go follow it.

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Most of the time you dismissed it, like nothing's in there.

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I told you about the bag that was in my

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room at my common and I just having to look

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over and.

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I said, what is that fift bag sitting there for?

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And I went over to it and there was some

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receipts and stuff and at the bottom was up a bank.

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I'm a load full of money cash. I look like, oh, okay, Lord.

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Thank you, I'm seeding this out real quick. You know, amen,

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your mind, Thank you Lee for saying that. Your mind

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will tell you no, you can't do that. Don't start

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that right now. Also, you would want to fight against

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us as well. You want to either recite scripture, so

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like usually I'll do that if I'm thinking something negative,

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I'm like, you know, God, your comfort, your comfort, your piece,

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your piece of over my mind and heart and stuff

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like that. To go rebuke it, go against it, because

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you don't want to start believing those thoughts because as

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soon as you believe those thoughts.

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Now you're down.

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Now, you're sad, you're depressed, whatever case may be. You

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believe it now now it's you. You've turned it too

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that now, so you want to make sure you go

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against it because your flesh is not your friend at all.

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The body says that doesn't want you to progress and

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wants you to stay stagnant or in whatever position that

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you're in. So be mindful of that.

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And especially as you're working on your relationship with God,

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please know that that's the biggest trigger. That's the biggest

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ooh what why you're going through everything? And that's why

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I was hoping. I would always tell pastors.

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Especially those who are starting a church or those who

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were going to start a new beginner's class, you need

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to talk about the develop front. I know they used

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the Book of John, they used to you know, some

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Genesis and things like that, and I get that, but

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you've got to teach spiritual warfare.

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That's a six week course, eight week course.

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And you walk out you feel it so great, and

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you just prayed and you just feel like, oh, I

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just found the Lord.

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Amen, I just accepted the Lord.

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And you've got a flat tire when you walk out

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of the building of the house that you're in and

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you're like, what what?

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God? What? And that's where we go? God, why would

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you let this? What does this mean?

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Well, okay, let's back it up a little bit. Did

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you check any did the tire indicator come on at

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any point that week and you ignored it? Or did

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you wear such a rush you actually went off the

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road a little bit and then you got back on

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the paved road and everything, and you're not listening, not

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hearing a hissing sound.

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You're trying to get in because you're rushing because you're

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running late and your tire went down.

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Do you look at the balls of your tires, the

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treads where thin? That's part of maintaining your vehicle. I

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don't care how old it is. I don't care what

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year it is. Putting all in the car every three months,

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every so many, thousands of miles and checking the tread

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on your tires.

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That's part of car maintenance.

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But I encourage pastors, if you gonna do a new

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Believers class, I said, if I ever taught one, definitely

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of mind is gonna be filled with spiritual warfare.

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You've got to know how the devil will attack you.

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You got to know that how the workers of iniquity

471
00:23:49.920 --> 00:23:52.559
will It's little workers of iniquity.

472
00:23:52.160 --> 00:23:54.119
Will attack you. You have to know that.

473
00:23:54.519 --> 00:23:56.519
Most people don't teach that because they don't want to

474
00:23:56.599 --> 00:23:57.400
run you from God.

475
00:23:57.480 --> 00:23:59.759
You're not gonna run from God. I will strengthen you

476
00:23:59.799 --> 00:24:03.000
in Lord, it will strengthen you. And another thing I'm

477
00:24:03.039 --> 00:24:05.599
gonna have to I have to say this really nice.

478
00:24:06.759 --> 00:24:09.160
Just be careful how you talk about people and what

479
00:24:10.400 --> 00:24:11.720
information you share.

480
00:24:12.200 --> 00:24:14.559
Because you may know my story.

481
00:24:14.640 --> 00:24:17.480
You may think you know my story, and I'm honored

482
00:24:17.920 --> 00:24:20.599
that you care enough that you want to share the

483
00:24:20.599 --> 00:24:21.240
good news.

484
00:24:21.759 --> 00:24:23.559
But at the same time.

485
00:24:23.440 --> 00:24:27.160
If you're not rooted and grounded enough, somebody else is

486
00:24:27.200 --> 00:24:29.119
listening to that, and they'll pick that up and they'll

487
00:24:29.200 --> 00:24:32.720
use that against me, and I've got warfare all around. Lately,

488
00:24:32.759 --> 00:24:34.799
I've been having warfare all around. I finally have to

489
00:24:34.839 --> 00:24:37.880
ask God, where is this coming from? Like somebody's not

490
00:24:37.960 --> 00:24:40.640
praying for me. I know I'm doing the best I

491
00:24:40.680 --> 00:24:44.519
can to live, right, so this is outside interference. And

492
00:24:44.559 --> 00:24:47.279
God is like, well, some people are talking about you.

493
00:24:47.440 --> 00:24:49.799
And I'm like, oh, and it could be a good,

494
00:24:49.960 --> 00:24:53.519
good thought, but those who are hearing it don't know

495
00:24:53.559 --> 00:24:56.559
what that is. And then the Devil's like, oh, well

496
00:24:56.559 --> 00:25:00.039
that's her testimony. That's what she's telling people, Okay. And

497
00:25:00.079 --> 00:25:02.839
then my health got attacked once again over these last

498
00:25:02.880 --> 00:25:06.119
couple of weeks, and it's almost sent me somewhere because

499
00:25:06.119 --> 00:25:08.880
I'm like, how much more? I'm not going back to

500
00:25:08.920 --> 00:25:11.920
the hospital. I'm tired of taking supplements. I'm tired to

501
00:25:11.960 --> 00:25:13.039
take a pills period.

502
00:25:13.319 --> 00:25:15.799
I'm over it. I don't have the money for it now.

503
00:25:15.839 --> 00:25:17.440
I had to go get Medicare.

504
00:25:17.039 --> 00:25:19.200
Parts CE and I got to take that out of

505
00:25:19.240 --> 00:25:22.279
my disability check and I'm like, no, I don't like that.

506
00:25:22.640 --> 00:25:25.960
Then I've got taxes coming up on two properties. Now,

507
00:25:26.079 --> 00:25:28.200
Oh my gosh, what does it stop?

508
00:25:28.279 --> 00:25:30.319
Lord? I was just talking to my daughter today about it.

509
00:25:30.680 --> 00:25:33.079
Do I go back to work, do I seek some

510
00:25:33.160 --> 00:25:34.480
sort of you know work?

511
00:25:34.519 --> 00:25:37.279
And she was on it. She said, no, my God told.

512
00:25:37.160 --> 00:25:39.240
You you're not supposed to work again. Won't you wait

513
00:25:39.279 --> 00:25:41.319
on him? Tell God what you want? And I have

514
00:25:41.400 --> 00:25:43.200
a hard time telling God what I want because I

515
00:25:43.240 --> 00:25:45.680
had to look back over my life and say, wow,

516
00:25:45.839 --> 00:25:50.400
I've worked since I was fourteen, and that's hard. The

517
00:25:50.400 --> 00:25:52.400
only time I've not worked I was working when I

518
00:25:52.400 --> 00:25:54.000
went in the hospital seven years ago.

519
00:25:54.480 --> 00:25:55.799
I've never not worked.

520
00:25:56.359 --> 00:26:00.200
So, like, what do I do now? Because and what

521
00:26:00.279 --> 00:26:03.759
do I want to do? Really nothing, But I know

522
00:26:04.160 --> 00:26:07.400
ministry continues. Ministry don't die until you die.

523
00:26:07.559 --> 00:26:09.839
It won't die, it won't go away. It just takes

524
00:26:09.839 --> 00:26:12.880
on different forms. You'll unfold. This is a season.

525
00:26:13.160 --> 00:26:16.759
I was in a season of mentoring and and and

526
00:26:17.319 --> 00:26:18.480
being that of a prophet.

527
00:26:18.720 --> 00:26:21.400
Now I'm in a season of apostolic again, I think.

528
00:26:22.039 --> 00:26:23.400
But I'm also doing prophecy.

529
00:26:23.480 --> 00:26:27.119
I'm teaching and mentoring pieces not so I'm not the evangelist.

530
00:26:27.359 --> 00:26:28.920
I guess I'm kind of evangelism.

531
00:26:29.680 --> 00:26:32.200
It's all of them now, so I don't know which

532
00:26:32.200 --> 00:26:33.319
way he wants me to start.

533
00:26:33.359 --> 00:26:34.680
So finally I got revelation.

534
00:26:34.799 --> 00:26:36.799
I was listening to Prophet Giles, and I got I

535
00:26:36.880 --> 00:26:39.599
was like, Okay, now I know way which way.

536
00:26:39.519 --> 00:26:40.680
I'm to go? Got it?

537
00:26:40.960 --> 00:26:44.359
But you're looking at a person. There's not a billionaire.

538
00:26:44.880 --> 00:26:47.200
But I really don't know what I want to do next.

539
00:26:47.680 --> 00:26:54.160
I'm fine binge, watching my shows, just movies, whatever, just

540
00:26:54.200 --> 00:26:58.079
getting more revelation written the fourth book. I already paid

541
00:26:58.119 --> 00:27:00.680
prepaid for the space for another book. That'll be the

542
00:27:00.720 --> 00:27:03.799
fifth book of that probably be my autobiography. But most

543
00:27:03.839 --> 00:27:05.920
of my stuff is in my books. What do you

544
00:27:05.960 --> 00:27:08.279
want to do? So here's a person I'm not sure.

545
00:27:08.400 --> 00:27:10.359
I just don't want to work for somebody. My dad

546
00:27:10.440 --> 00:27:11.720
had to tell me, you ain't supposed to be working

547
00:27:11.720 --> 00:27:14.680
for nobody. You know better, said yeah, I wake up,

548
00:27:14.920 --> 00:27:17.079
I ain't going nowhere. And you be like, why don't

549
00:27:17.119 --> 00:27:19.000
you go to work today? And I'll be like, I

550
00:27:19.000 --> 00:27:19.519
ain't going.

551
00:27:20.720 --> 00:27:25.240
So I can't hardly make commitments. Guys. It's it's really bad.

552
00:27:25.559 --> 00:27:27.920
Especially because I just like spending time at home in

553
00:27:28.000 --> 00:27:30.200
the Lord or spending time in my space with the Lord.

554
00:27:30.440 --> 00:27:32.160
I'll go to a movie and just sit there and

555
00:27:32.240 --> 00:27:34.480
enjoy myself. I'm having the.

556
00:27:34.240 --> 00:27:36.519
Most fun of my life, so I don't know, I

557
00:27:36.759 --> 00:27:38.720
don't know what to tell because I don't have a

558
00:27:38.720 --> 00:27:41.279
bucket list. I don't I don't have a check off list.

559
00:27:41.319 --> 00:27:44.640
I've done it. I've done it without even having a list.

560
00:27:45.039 --> 00:27:46.599
So he had me to go ahead and retire. I

561
00:27:46.640 --> 00:27:48.559
had to put the big R out there. I retired

562
00:27:48.599 --> 00:27:51.119
from this. I retired from that, and y'all, I know,

563
00:27:51.200 --> 00:27:53.680
y'all are looking at me like, oh, it's great. You

564
00:27:53.680 --> 00:27:56.319
know I liked you up until you sit. I have

565
00:27:56.440 --> 00:27:57.880
to I have to work.

566
00:27:58.119 --> 00:28:01.119
I have to save every dime I got my checks

567
00:28:01.119 --> 00:28:02.680
don't cover to the next way.

568
00:28:02.720 --> 00:28:05.160
I don't know what to do. I have borrowed from everybody.

569
00:28:05.279 --> 00:28:08.839
Been there, done that, gone to the jury pawn shop,

570
00:28:09.119 --> 00:28:11.839
the pawn of the two pieces of ten carred goal,

571
00:28:12.160 --> 00:28:13.920
fourteen carred goal that.

572
00:28:13.920 --> 00:28:16.200
Jury I had. Oh, I've been there, done that, been

573
00:28:16.240 --> 00:28:19.880
to the buy here, pay here place and going in

574
00:28:19.960 --> 00:28:24.839
to borrow five hundred dollars or one hundred dollars or

575
00:28:24.880 --> 00:28:26.880
three hundred dollars and having in two weeks to go

576
00:28:26.960 --> 00:28:29.920
back and pay it back. Been there, done that.

577
00:28:30.519 --> 00:28:32.160
Seems like you should take some time for you to

578
00:28:32.240 --> 00:28:34.839
enjoy your time with the higher power. I should, and

579
00:28:34.880 --> 00:28:37.799
I don't know why it's coming up, the responses coming up.

580
00:28:37.839 --> 00:28:40.720
You almost be on Facebook, but nevertheless because I don't

581
00:28:40.720 --> 00:28:42.079
know who Sue's saying that.

582
00:28:42.119 --> 00:28:45.079
But it's okay. I am enjoyed. But that's just it.

583
00:28:45.240 --> 00:28:47.559
Everything I've ever done in my life, I've enjoyed it.

584
00:28:47.880 --> 00:28:48.880
And I've been with the Lord.

585
00:28:49.200 --> 00:28:52.480
Because I was twenty twenty two years old junior in college. Well,

586
00:28:52.480 --> 00:28:53.920
I accepted the Lord Jesus Christ.

587
00:28:54.400 --> 00:28:55.480
So everything I do, I.

588
00:28:55.440 --> 00:28:59.079
Enjoy him, even when he corrects me, even when he

589
00:28:59.440 --> 00:29:01.720
checks me. I shared with you I was going to

590
00:29:01.759 --> 00:29:03.720
the dog training a couple of weeks ago, God, Jesus.

591
00:29:03.759 --> 00:29:06.759
All Jesus said was let them see me. Yes, sir,

592
00:29:07.640 --> 00:29:09.680
kid argue because he already knows what I was thinking.

593
00:29:10.000 --> 00:29:12.000
I was going in hot, but he said, let them

594
00:29:12.039 --> 00:29:15.599
see me. And that Jesus said, all the voices are quiet,

595
00:29:15.839 --> 00:29:17.920
except like when I was in the hospital and God,

596
00:29:17.960 --> 00:29:20.079
I was sitting there crying and laying there crying, and

597
00:29:21.039 --> 00:29:21.759
he knew my thoughts.

598
00:29:21.799 --> 00:29:23.039
I didn't say anything.

599
00:29:22.720 --> 00:29:25.480
But my thoughts, and he said, I've told you, warrior,

600
00:29:26.000 --> 00:29:28.200
you're not I'm not calling you home right now.

601
00:29:28.440 --> 00:29:31.200
That's before I knew I had died twice. I'm not

602
00:29:31.240 --> 00:29:32.839
calling you home, not now.

603
00:29:33.279 --> 00:29:36.039
I made a promise to you, and I'm gonna fulfill

604
00:29:36.119 --> 00:29:37.960
that promise. I know it don't look like it, it

605
00:29:38.000 --> 00:29:40.599
don't feel like it. And I told you in August

606
00:29:40.680 --> 00:29:44.039
when we had to talk that I need you to endure.

607
00:29:44.079 --> 00:29:47.839
I need you to go through something to your next test.

608
00:29:48.160 --> 00:29:52.359
Your next trial will be for the kingdom. Oh yeah,

609
00:29:52.559 --> 00:29:55.240
and it does because he'll soothe you down, he'll calm

610
00:29:55.319 --> 00:29:57.480
you down. And I'm like, oh, that's what you were

611
00:29:57.519 --> 00:29:59.960
talking about. That's what you This is what you were

612
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:02.400
I referred and my hands wild, bandaged, my feet, this

613
00:30:02.480 --> 00:30:03.519
is what you're talking about.

614
00:30:03.640 --> 00:30:04.440
This is a try.

615
00:30:04.880 --> 00:30:07.839
In that conversation in August, he said, you're gonna be

616
00:30:07.839 --> 00:30:11.119
before you start to cry. We're already crying because we

617
00:30:11.160 --> 00:30:13.920
know the sacrifice that you'll be going through.

618
00:30:14.200 --> 00:30:17.640
And I'm looking at him like I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

619
00:30:17.759 --> 00:30:19.799
He said, I know. I just need you to rest

620
00:30:19.920 --> 00:30:21.559
right now. And then after a while a.

621
00:30:21.519 --> 00:30:23.279
Few days later he said, I need you to get

622
00:30:23.279 --> 00:30:26.319
to that chair and stay in that chair fifteen minutes

623
00:30:26.640 --> 00:30:30.720
longer every day until your discharge. So once pt and

624
00:30:30.799 --> 00:30:33.400
Ot came in to get me up, I could not

625
00:30:33.799 --> 00:30:35.799
somebody had to be behind me on the bed because

626
00:30:35.839 --> 00:30:36.359
I had no.

627
00:30:36.880 --> 00:30:40.440
Waist down, no feeling, no energy, no power, no strength.

628
00:30:40.720 --> 00:30:42.240
And then get me to that chair and we do

629
00:30:42.279 --> 00:30:44.319
some exercise, and like you want to get back the best,

630
00:30:44.319 --> 00:30:45.039
and now I can't.

631
00:30:45.319 --> 00:30:45.720
I got that.

632
00:30:45.759 --> 00:30:47.319
I gotta stay here for a minute. So I would

633
00:30:47.319 --> 00:30:49.519
eat my lunch in that chair. I would eat be

634
00:30:49.680 --> 00:30:54.119
fed because I wasn't able to work. Then I would

635
00:30:54.160 --> 00:30:57.200
be fed in that chair. I have my dinner in

636
00:30:57.240 --> 00:30:59.720
that chair. I have all my vitlos taken in that

637
00:30:59.839 --> 00:31:02.839
chair until it was fifteen minutes and they would have

638
00:31:02.920 --> 00:31:03.920
to hoist.

639
00:31:03.599 --> 00:31:04.799
Me back to bed.

640
00:31:05.160 --> 00:31:07.079
So you got a worst story than that, and let's go,

641
00:31:07.519 --> 00:31:10.519
let's go. But all I had was my faith. All

642
00:31:10.559 --> 00:31:12.799
I had was my faith. And there are times that's

643
00:31:12.839 --> 00:31:15.240
all you're gonna have is your faith. You don't have

644
00:31:15.279 --> 00:31:18.519
any money. The lights would be turned off, whatever cable

645
00:31:18.720 --> 00:31:21.559
was playing all this whole weekend.

646
00:31:21.480 --> 00:31:23.799
Outages and don't know why the outages.

647
00:31:24.119 --> 00:31:26.000
And then finally I waited and the Lord said, go

648
00:31:26.000 --> 00:31:27.319
ahead and call them this morning.

649
00:31:27.359 --> 00:31:29.400
This is a Monday morning. You know that phone number

650
00:31:29.519 --> 00:31:30.279
is going to be busy.

651
00:31:30.519 --> 00:31:32.880
You're not gonna be able to get nobody live and

652
00:31:32.960 --> 00:31:35.240
all that kind of stuff. I got Amy on the

653
00:31:35.240 --> 00:31:39.519
phone at eight twenty three am am this morning and she.

654
00:31:39.519 --> 00:31:41.519
Said, hey, miss Gray. I said, thank you for calling me,

655
00:31:41.519 --> 00:31:42.079
miss Gray.

656
00:31:42.079 --> 00:31:44.359
I'm just old school, she said, I was raised in

657
00:31:44.359 --> 00:31:46.000
the eighties, so I know what I need to do.

658
00:31:46.079 --> 00:31:48.079
I said, well, thank you so much. And she said,

659
00:31:48.079 --> 00:31:49.680
how can I help you today? I said, well, I've

660
00:31:49.680 --> 00:31:52.839
had a lot of outages Saturday and Sunday. I just

661
00:31:53.000 --> 00:31:55.279
need to see if you've got any credit coming back

662
00:31:55.279 --> 00:31:57.240
to me. She said, yes, ma'am, you do a plot.

663
00:31:57.279 --> 00:32:01.200
You do you are able to You already got you.

664
00:32:01.240 --> 00:32:03.960
I said, yeah, see that's my spectrum. You already sitting

665
00:32:03.960 --> 00:32:06.200
there thinking about me. And she told me how much

666
00:32:06.240 --> 00:32:09.039
my account will be credited. It is already on your account.

667
00:32:09.200 --> 00:32:11.839
And that's how God. That was another sidebar. I was

668
00:32:11.839 --> 00:32:14.480
going to tell you that's how God rewards me, or

669
00:32:14.519 --> 00:32:17.319
let me know, confirms things for me. I get money

670
00:32:17.359 --> 00:32:21.279
from nowhere, whether it's a credit, whether it's a card, whatever,

671
00:32:21.359 --> 00:32:24.920
seat offering, whatever, money will just appear. How does he

672
00:32:25.000 --> 00:32:28.079
surprise you? How does he confirm things for you? That's

673
00:32:28.119 --> 00:32:31.480
another question. So take these next few days. The sun

674
00:32:31.559 --> 00:32:33.759
has gone down now, Happy New Year.

675
00:32:34.200 --> 00:32:37.799
Happy New Year, take these next few days and run

676
00:32:37.880 --> 00:32:41.599
after God and like ever before, listen for his voice. Now.

677
00:32:41.680 --> 00:32:44.359
Like I said, don't go as extreme as I am.

678
00:32:44.640 --> 00:32:47.400
By Tennessee folks, y'all go to church. Okay, don't tell

679
00:32:47.440 --> 00:32:49.559
God I ain't going to church because you know Pastor.

680
00:32:49.279 --> 00:32:51.640
Will be calling me. So don't do that. Amen.

681
00:32:54.359 --> 00:32:57.440
Okay, but you let God know. I can't do nothing

682
00:32:57.480 --> 00:33:00.480
without you. I don't want to do anything with don't you.

683
00:33:00.839 --> 00:33:03.640
I'm waiting on you. And one of my spiritual warfare

684
00:33:03.759 --> 00:33:06.640
prayers God taught me himself about it over a year ago,

685
00:33:06.880 --> 00:33:09.880
was God, if you don't do it, it won't get done.

686
00:33:10.079 --> 00:33:13.200
So Lord, if they're asking to hear your voice, Jesus,

687
00:33:13.200 --> 00:33:15.960
if they're asking to hear your voice Holy Spirit, if

688
00:33:15.960 --> 00:33:17.960
they're asking to hear your boys, if.

689
00:33:17.880 --> 00:33:20.759
You don't do it, it won't get done. Meet them

690
00:33:20.920 --> 00:33:21.559
where they're at.

691
00:33:22.200 --> 00:33:24.720
Excuse me, meet them where they're at.

692
00:33:24.880 --> 00:33:26.759
That's my prayer for you. Let me sure you have

693
00:33:26.799 --> 00:33:29.599
prayer works. I'm praying forever. Is there anything extra that

694
00:33:29.640 --> 00:33:30.960
needs to be done on this holiday?

695
00:33:31.680 --> 00:33:32.400
You could do that.

696
00:33:32.559 --> 00:33:35.759
Go ahead and do some research yourself, but the main

697
00:33:35.799 --> 00:33:37.640
thing is knowing what's going on.

698
00:33:37.720 --> 00:33:40.359
In the heavens. And also, like I said, the apples

699
00:33:40.400 --> 00:33:44.400
and the honey, I don't have anything else before me

700
00:33:45.000 --> 00:33:45.400
to say that.

701
00:33:45.519 --> 00:33:49.119
So I'm gonna encourage you to please do your research

702
00:33:49.440 --> 00:33:51.519
and you find out, but make sure you go back

703
00:33:51.519 --> 00:33:55.279
old school. Don't listen too much the AI. Go to Wikipedia,

704
00:33:55.559 --> 00:33:59.079
things like that. Go to a Jewish website. They already

705
00:33:59.079 --> 00:34:04.279
got it on there. Rabbi Jonathan Kahan, he's already doing it.

706
00:34:04.640 --> 00:34:08.159
Hey dipped in honey. Yeah, yeah, just app couple of

707
00:34:08.199 --> 00:34:10.360
apple slices and you dip it in honey.

708
00:34:10.400 --> 00:34:14.440
Hey, Trey, it's a good to you. I know.

709
00:34:14.559 --> 00:34:17.199
See you see because of the topic todnight, you know,

710
00:34:17.280 --> 00:34:19.599
the devil is stupid, so he's like, you know, I'm

711
00:34:19.639 --> 00:34:21.679
just gonna make it really difficult, and he's what the

712
00:34:21.719 --> 00:34:23.880
Prince of the air, these princes of the lines, we

713
00:34:23.920 --> 00:34:26.760
got it, but you made it. You're there, you're listening.

714
00:34:26.840 --> 00:34:27.519
I know you were there.

715
00:34:27.559 --> 00:34:30.360
I could feel you. It's all good. Thank you, Jesus,

716
00:34:30.719 --> 00:34:31.480
Thank you Jesus.

717
00:34:31.519 --> 00:34:33.519
This is what we do. And that's another piece to

718
00:34:33.599 --> 00:34:38.800
this too. You push, you push your way through. You pushed.

719
00:34:38.880 --> 00:34:41.920
I fell asleep in that chair waiting for an extra

720
00:34:42.000 --> 00:34:44.639
fifteen minutes. They would wake me up and do my

721
00:34:44.760 --> 00:34:46.480
vitals in that chair because I said, no, I'm not

722
00:34:46.480 --> 00:34:48.159
going to I can't go to bed right now. And

723
00:34:48.199 --> 00:34:50.320
I'm looking at the clock as God said, you stay

724
00:34:50.360 --> 00:34:55.159
up extra fifteen minutes a day until your discharge, and

725
00:34:55.199 --> 00:34:56.960
I had to do it. So I did everything in

726
00:34:57.000 --> 00:34:59.159
that chair until it was time for me to be

727
00:34:59.199 --> 00:35:02.119
discharged to the physic therapy floor. And by that time

728
00:35:02.440 --> 00:35:03.840
I had to go out of the room and I

729
00:35:03.840 --> 00:35:04.719
didn't want to do that.

730
00:35:04.880 --> 00:35:06.159
I was like, I don't want to go to the

731
00:35:06.159 --> 00:35:08.639
group therapy sessions. I don't want to go and be

732
00:35:08.719 --> 00:35:10.920
there and eat with everybody. Why can I eat in

733
00:35:10.920 --> 00:35:13.199
my room? I'm just now using my fork, and the

734
00:35:13.199 --> 00:35:16.000
way I'm holding my fork is very different. Why do

735
00:35:16.119 --> 00:35:18.719
I have to do this? And I'm like, God, you

736
00:35:18.800 --> 00:35:19.440
don't please.

737
00:35:19.480 --> 00:35:21.440
You didn't tell me I had to do it this way,

738
00:35:21.920 --> 00:35:23.440
and nobody will God.

739
00:35:23.320 --> 00:35:24.119
The heavens will.

740
00:35:24.360 --> 00:35:26.880
And I learned over time when the heavens get quiet,

741
00:35:27.119 --> 00:35:29.480
oh they listening. They ain't got no answer for it.

742
00:35:29.599 --> 00:35:32.039
They're not answering they're gonna answer. They're like, we go

743
00:35:32.159 --> 00:35:33.559
see what she's gonna do. And there are times that

744
00:35:33.639 --> 00:35:36.400
God sit my angels down. That's another segment. I can

745
00:35:36.440 --> 00:35:40.639
tell when I'm angel less because I hit my baby.

746
00:35:40.719 --> 00:35:42.800
The younger age will be like oh oh, and I'm like, okay,

747
00:35:43.000 --> 00:35:45.079
you know, sat them down. Okay, there's a lesson for

748
00:35:45.159 --> 00:35:47.199
me to learn. I enjoy my lessons.

749
00:35:47.239 --> 00:35:47.840
This is hard.

750
00:35:48.079 --> 00:35:50.280
I have t shirts that said this faith walk ain't

751
00:35:50.320 --> 00:35:54.000
for the week. Faith journey, this in times ain't for

752
00:35:54.079 --> 00:35:56.840
the week. You can't get weak. I think God feel teaches,

753
00:35:56.880 --> 00:35:58.960
He gives you all. Thank you, elther k love you,

754
00:35:59.039 --> 00:36:00.000
thank you.

755
00:36:00.039 --> 00:36:02.400
Yeah, they had. They were stuck with me for three weeks,

756
00:36:02.400 --> 00:36:06.280
I mean three months, three years. Jesus, Jesus. It was

757
00:36:06.679 --> 00:36:07.159
one night.

758
00:36:07.239 --> 00:36:09.519
It was supposed to be one night of teaching, and

759
00:36:09.599 --> 00:36:11.400
it ended up three years of teaching.

760
00:36:11.519 --> 00:36:15.599
This October would have been four years. They were stuck

761
00:36:15.639 --> 00:36:17.519
with me. They was stuck.

762
00:36:17.840 --> 00:36:23.719
But nevertheless, nevertheless, I will be done. And guys and gals, all,

763
00:36:23.760 --> 00:36:26.719
I can tell you it's worth it. When you come

764
00:36:26.760 --> 00:36:28.960
out on the other side of that thing, it's just

765
00:36:29.000 --> 00:36:31.079
like you're in a tunnel and it's dark and you

766
00:36:31.119 --> 00:36:32.719
got your lights over, but it's like and you know

767
00:36:32.800 --> 00:36:35.320
the road. You're like, okay, I'm just hoping. Let me

768
00:36:35.360 --> 00:36:37.800
just get through this. Let me just get through this tunnel.

769
00:36:38.079 --> 00:36:40.079
And then all of a sudden you see the breaking

770
00:36:40.159 --> 00:36:42.239
of the sun, the breaking of the day.

771
00:36:42.559 --> 00:36:45.400
You see some lights and it just took you were

772
00:36:45.440 --> 00:36:49.199
just uncomfortable for a minute. And yes, it's hard, testing

773
00:36:49.519 --> 00:36:50.679
and trials are hard.

774
00:36:51.000 --> 00:36:54.800
Don't be scared of that. He's got you. He's got you.

775
00:36:54.880 --> 00:36:58.800
Just to know it. That's the comfort he's got you.

776
00:36:59.360 --> 00:37:02.039
He's got you, he made that's in the word. I

777
00:37:02.119 --> 00:37:04.320
knew you before your mother's womb knew you were coming.

778
00:37:04.559 --> 00:37:06.920
Do you know how big that is? And you all

779
00:37:07.400 --> 00:37:10.280
know I was adopted at birth. My biological mother was

780
00:37:10.280 --> 00:37:12.840
thinking of she you know, she she wasn't gonna abort me,

781
00:37:13.239 --> 00:37:13.800
but thank.

782
00:37:13.639 --> 00:37:15.880
God, she just happened to say, you know, Queen willing Lee,

783
00:37:16.039 --> 00:37:16.920
you don't have a child.

784
00:37:17.239 --> 00:37:20.119
You want this baby, and my parents, yeah, we want

785
00:37:20.119 --> 00:37:22.599
the baby. So I should be all messed up, guys,

786
00:37:22.599 --> 00:37:23.960
I shouldn't even be able to talk to you.

787
00:37:24.039 --> 00:37:25.880
I shouldn't even be able to Okay, all right, what

788
00:37:25.960 --> 00:37:27.239
you want? What do you want?

789
00:37:27.519 --> 00:37:29.599
Okay, you don't want to be on TV? Okay, she

790
00:37:29.639 --> 00:37:33.639
don't want to be on camera. She comes and she's

791
00:37:33.639 --> 00:37:36.400
making sure I'm okay. I'm okay's and I have a

792
00:37:36.400 --> 00:37:39.840
different definition of family. I have a different definition of

793
00:37:40.000 --> 00:37:41.960
you know, I was thinking about being a mom. I

794
00:37:42.000 --> 00:37:44.719
was talking the pastor earlier this morning and about our

795
00:37:44.800 --> 00:37:48.320
motherhood and how God is blessed and and and and

796
00:37:48.320 --> 00:37:50.280
and you know, the blessings of God.

797
00:37:50.400 --> 00:37:52.960
And I had never thought. And then he allowed me

798
00:37:53.000 --> 00:37:53.840
to have a daughter.

799
00:37:53.960 --> 00:38:01.199
And she got part of my personality anyway, she got.

800
00:38:01.039 --> 00:38:01.639
That other side.

801
00:38:01.639 --> 00:38:04.320
She got that other side too, but she got part

802
00:38:04.360 --> 00:38:07.480
of person that money and looking like me, and it

803
00:38:07.679 --> 00:38:11.719
just you know, it's just only God, because he knows,

804
00:38:12.400 --> 00:38:13.320
he knows.

805
00:38:13.559 --> 00:38:17.039
I have my boys too, tall, fellas handsome.

806
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:18.559
I said to my baby boy the other day he

807
00:38:18.679 --> 00:38:20.440
was taking out. I said, look at you, Look at you.

808
00:38:20.559 --> 00:38:22.000
It's as handsome as you want to be.

809
00:38:22.440 --> 00:38:25.679
You can do. That's your twitter.

810
00:38:25.880 --> 00:38:32.639
Watch yourself, watch yourself. He's got the oldest. He's the oldest. Anyway,

811
00:38:32.679 --> 00:38:35.719
I hope some of this helps you all. Tonight we talked,

812
00:38:35.719 --> 00:38:38.519
you know, we talked about Rashashana, and go back and

813
00:38:38.559 --> 00:38:39.599
do your that's your homework.

814
00:38:39.639 --> 00:38:40.920
Go back and do your research.

815
00:38:41.199 --> 00:38:43.159
I want you to create a note pad for that

816
00:38:43.840 --> 00:38:46.480
so you can write down the different things. Have a

817
00:38:46.480 --> 00:38:49.480
couple of apples and dipped in some honey. You know,

818
00:38:49.519 --> 00:38:53.599
over these next couple of days. Yan Kapoor comes in October.

819
00:38:53.679 --> 00:38:56.559
Like I said, there were mainy four occur in October.

820
00:38:56.800 --> 00:38:59.880
There's different things. Young Kapoor is twenty five hours of

821
00:39:00.079 --> 00:39:03.000
fasting in prayer. I know you're gonna say, what a

822
00:39:03.079 --> 00:39:06.320
whole day a fasting and praying? But I'm on medication.

823
00:39:06.519 --> 00:39:08.920
I know what I know that you are. You seek

824
00:39:09.039 --> 00:39:10.559
God and say that how do I do this?

825
00:39:11.119 --> 00:39:12.400
How do I do? Fasting?

826
00:39:12.639 --> 00:39:16.440
Is just it's a way to keep your flesh at

827
00:39:16.559 --> 00:39:19.599
bay when you turn that place. And I know everybody

828
00:39:19.679 --> 00:39:22.280
the other people have added, oh you faster your time,

829
00:39:22.320 --> 00:39:25.280
you fast from social media, and they've had out all that.

830
00:39:25.280 --> 00:39:26.239
That's not in the world.

831
00:39:26.320 --> 00:39:30.159
It's about It pertains to food, it pertains to communication

832
00:39:30.719 --> 00:39:33.800
and if sometimes I mean if it pertains to what

833
00:39:33.840 --> 00:39:36.000
you wear and some of these holidays.

834
00:39:36.039 --> 00:39:38.440
You don't go to work now, don't don't get carried

835
00:39:38.480 --> 00:39:39.880
away there unless you got this.

836
00:39:39.960 --> 00:39:44.159
You got the annual lead time. I'm Jewish now, so

837
00:39:44.239 --> 00:39:45.639
today we're not supposed to go to work.

838
00:39:45.920 --> 00:39:48.400
You won't have a job, So don't do that. Okay,

839
00:39:48.480 --> 00:39:51.239
unless you got annual leave or sickly if you can

840
00:39:51.400 --> 00:39:53.519
use you know.

841
00:39:54.719 --> 00:39:59.599
But for the Greek and Hebrew interpretation, it's fasting from

842
00:39:59.679 --> 00:40:04.280
food and communication and interaction with people. But you'll see

843
00:40:04.280 --> 00:40:06.320
that and you'll study it, and then you ask God,

844
00:40:06.360 --> 00:40:08.159
can you please accommodate this?

845
00:40:08.400 --> 00:40:10.000
Help me with this. I don't know what to do.

846
00:40:10.079 --> 00:40:11.639
I want to fast. I gotta fast.

847
00:40:11.920 --> 00:40:14.119
So he changed some things around, said don't do this

848
00:40:14.199 --> 00:40:16.079
and do that, and I'm like, oh, okay, thank you Lord,

849
00:40:16.159 --> 00:40:18.400
and he received it. But one thing the Lord loves

850
00:40:18.480 --> 00:40:22.320
is when you ask him, when you ask him his opinion, when.

851
00:40:22.159 --> 00:40:22.840
You ask him.

852
00:40:22.880 --> 00:40:26.480
That was my biggest stumbling block early on in my years,

853
00:40:26.360 --> 00:40:28.400
and even after I gave my life to Christ, was

854
00:40:28.719 --> 00:40:29.920
oh my God, I got in trouble.

855
00:40:29.960 --> 00:40:32.920
I can't go and ask God this. I can't And

856
00:40:32.920 --> 00:40:33.920
God's like, no, why not?

857
00:40:34.679 --> 00:40:38.800
I got the answer. I wrote a whole book about answers, solutions.

858
00:40:40.039 --> 00:40:40.840
Why don't you ask?

859
00:40:40.960 --> 00:40:44.039
You know, ask me? And he's waiting there and you're

860
00:40:44.039 --> 00:40:46.000
feeling you, and that's one thing your mind will do.

861
00:40:46.039 --> 00:40:47.280
Oh no, you can't pray about this.

862
00:40:47.360 --> 00:40:49.400
You can't even tell everybody about this because if they'll

863
00:40:49.400 --> 00:40:51.440
look at you like, oh my god, she did that.

864
00:40:51.679 --> 00:40:54.719
Oh my god, he did that. Go to God, be

865
00:40:54.880 --> 00:40:57.880
humble and lay it at the altar. Lay it at

866
00:40:57.920 --> 00:41:01.159
the altar, and you'll be surprised. He's already got the answer,

867
00:41:01.480 --> 00:41:03.599
he said, I wrote this. I already know how this is.

868
00:41:03.679 --> 00:41:06.159
I already know what you're gonna do, which doesn't excuse you.

869
00:41:06.239 --> 00:41:06.920
Now some people.

870
00:41:07.159 --> 00:41:09.880
You got some folk out there in church that figure, well,

871
00:41:10.199 --> 00:41:13.000
he knows me. And God's like, okay, she goes, She's

872
00:41:13.000 --> 00:41:14.559
gonna use that excuse one more time.

873
00:41:14.880 --> 00:41:17.039
Yeah, I know you. You're going to jail. You're stealing

874
00:41:17.079 --> 00:41:19.320
the money. You're going to jail. You're not gonna be

875
00:41:19.360 --> 00:41:21.000
able to pay. You're not gonna be able to pay.

876
00:41:21.119 --> 00:41:23.960
No, because you know what you're relying on the tide

877
00:41:24.000 --> 00:41:26.599
and offering. Okay, nobody coming to church, what you're gonna do.

878
00:41:26.639 --> 00:41:28.519
Then I'll shut the whole world down.

879
00:41:28.559 --> 00:41:30.320
What you're gonna do. Then you can't go nowhere.

880
00:41:30.960 --> 00:41:32.880
You remember that time in twenty twenty, the pastors and

881
00:41:33.000 --> 00:41:34.639
just begging send you money, and I just put it

882
00:41:34.679 --> 00:41:37.639
in the mail, and that God gives us, gives our judgment.

883
00:41:37.760 --> 00:41:40.880
He ment in the mail, send it to the po box.

884
00:41:41.000 --> 00:41:43.199
Oh what pastor was I think he was here. He

885
00:41:43.320 --> 00:41:45.599
was standing outside the church. Just come you don't have

886
00:41:45.679 --> 00:41:47.480
to stop, you don't have to say anything. I'm praying

887
00:41:47.480 --> 00:41:49.719
for you all, but please pay your time. Yeah, the

888
00:41:49.760 --> 00:41:52.920
bills still needed to be paid for the church. Here's

889
00:41:53.000 --> 00:41:54.480
bills still needed to be paid.

890
00:41:54.760 --> 00:41:55.280
Come on that.

891
00:41:55.920 --> 00:41:58.880
I just want to add though, please for those who

892
00:41:59.760 --> 00:42:05.199
are suffering right now. We suffer at times like God

893
00:42:05.320 --> 00:42:08.480
sends that suffering in a way to see if we

894
00:42:08.519 --> 00:42:11.679
trust him, to see if we truly have faith in Him.

895
00:42:12.079 --> 00:42:14.840
So it's like in those times, like I said before,

896
00:42:15.119 --> 00:42:18.280
just really reading your Bible to see what faith actually

897
00:42:18.320 --> 00:42:21.920
looks like and having that despite what you're going through,

898
00:42:22.280 --> 00:42:25.119
and ensuring that you're repenting in that process as well.

899
00:42:25.159 --> 00:42:28.159
Because we suffer. We you know, we have consequences to

900
00:42:28.199 --> 00:42:31.280
our actions when we sin, of course, so make sure

901
00:42:31.280 --> 00:42:33.880
you're repent him. But at times we suffer because God

902
00:42:34.000 --> 00:42:37.519
wants to see if we actually do trust Him at.

903
00:42:37.480 --> 00:42:39.760
The end of it, through it and at the end

904
00:42:39.800 --> 00:42:40.000
of it.

905
00:42:40.079 --> 00:42:42.239
So it's important to continue to talk to him. Don't

906
00:42:42.280 --> 00:42:46.079
be hesitant to ask, don't be hesitant to go to him,

907
00:42:46.119 --> 00:42:48.840
Like God, what's going on here? Like what is this for.

908
00:42:49.400 --> 00:42:52.800
It's all to test to see if you truly trust him,

909
00:42:52.800 --> 00:42:54.599
So I just want that at that in Yeah, thank

910
00:42:54.639 --> 00:42:57.480
you Ms Trey. We got one half a minute. You

911
00:42:57.480 --> 00:42:58.719
have anything you want to add?

912
00:42:59.199 --> 00:43:04.000
Thank you, Jim. Amen.

913
00:43:04.440 --> 00:43:08.800
Amen, Well we only got less than a minute going here,

914
00:43:08.960 --> 00:43:10.960
so I'm going to do what I did as I

915
00:43:11.000 --> 00:43:11.760
opened the show.

916
00:43:12.239 --> 00:43:16.719
What are you holding on my show? Far? I'm getting

917
00:43:16.719 --> 00:43:22.199
ready to blow? It's good who was looking there? But

918
00:43:22.360 --> 00:43:25.760
here we go. We're gonna end this with that.

919
00:43:26.079 --> 00:43:28.679
And may you have for those of you who will

920
00:43:28.719 --> 00:43:33.719
follow the high holy days, God bless you, stay focused,

921
00:43:35.159 --> 00:43:38.519
enjoy God, because he's got some things waiting for us.

922
00:43:38.880 --> 00:43:39.239
Amen.

923
00:43:46.039 --> 00:44:16.199
Next week, same time, same station, y'all be blessed.

924
00:44:02.840 --> 00:44:14.679
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