Sept. 16, 2024

"A Peace that Passeth; The Art of Self-care"

"A Peace that Passeth; The Art of Self-care"

self-care, peace, forgivness

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self-care, peace, forgivness

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Well, good evening, Good evening, and welcome to another fabulous

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opportunity of discussion, information, education, knowledge and wisdom. It's said

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to get straight with missus Gray, and thank you for

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all of you are listening, all of you who will

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be listening and viewing the show later on. I thank

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God for you. We're gonna pray and then I'm gonna

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welcome everybody. Lord, we just thank you. I am so

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hyped in you. I don't know what to do. I'm

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ready to just run on and see what the end

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is gonna be. Glory to your name, Father God, you

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have showed out and showed up in my life that

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has just beyond is beyond, and have given me a

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piece that passes all understanding. And we're going to talk

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about that later. Father God, we just thank you, We

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love you. We thank you that Rebel and our family

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are safe and everybody else and other folks and those

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who have experienced loss because of the weather and these

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hurricanes and tornadoes and tsunamis. We pray for you, and

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we take a moment of silence. We are praying for you.

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Loss can mean many things to many people, but we

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know that when someone actually transitions or is killed or dies,

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it's a whole different meaning. It's a whole different experience.

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So we are with you. We're praying for each and

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every one of you, and we pray that as you

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continue to move forward, that you will love the memories,

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embrace the memories, the experiences, and be able to forgive

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and forget. Just have it to be a moment now

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as always, Lord, this is your time, your time to

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do what you do best, and that's to set your

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captives free. Please fap God. We stand behind the cross

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in Jesus name. We pray. Amen and Amen. Welcome Pastor Miguel.

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How are you? How are things going over theres.

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Very well, very well joing the overcast afternoon over on

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this end of Florida. It takes off the take takes

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the pressure off the heat, so we get to cool

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off a little bit.

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It's cooling a little bit finally, you know, because back

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in the day with it rain, we always was guaranteed

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a coolness. And for the past few years, especially this year.

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Last year, we did not have coolness after a good

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hard rain, after a good and misty rain. But now

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I'm noticing it's cooling and we get a little breathe,

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just like the agels are like, you know, all information

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and they blow just a little bit just to say,

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oh wow, okay, okay, let me finish this up, Let

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me finish this task, let me do this, let me

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do that, you know, just to give us that breathe,

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that brand brother that they breathe. I've been calling on

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my angels a lot this week, and I see them

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showing up and doing things and preventing a car accidents

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and everything else. I said, thank you. I know that

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was you, angels. I know it was y'all because I

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can see y'all now and their information and you know,

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God is good, and we just thankful, And I just

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want to say to our viewers, our regular viewers, the viewers,

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that we have no idea who you are. We never

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see your name, but we know that you will make

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a point of checking in on the show sometime this week.

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We want to say, thank you. God knows who you are,

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and that's all that matters. We don't have to know,

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we don't have to acknowledge, and at the same time,

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we don't need to be acknowledged. We don't need to

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be a pad on the back every now and then,

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because the human side of us do make us want that.

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But I look to God at that point and say,

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I'm just make sure I'm doing what you tell me

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to do, what you would have me to do. I

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am here to please you. But we thank you all

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for taking the time, these fifty minutes that you spend

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with us, and just to listen, just to see it,

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just to hear what's next, because we're hoping to set

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things straight and get you keep you on the straight

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narrow path. Don't be fooled by it. A lot of memory,

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a lot of falsehood is on the rise now. It's

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on the rise now. And remember, but remember that the

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devil can't do nothing unique. He cannot or his workers

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of iniquity, they can't just make stuff up. They can't.

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They have to go by what's already been done, what's

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already been out there. Amen. And so just before we

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came on, as we were waiting to come on, I

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was just saying, Satan, you are still a liar. You

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are you still You're gonna remain in hell for the

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rest of your days. You cannot even repent, You cannot

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even set nothing straight. And if it's not already existing,

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you can't even give power to anything. You can't even

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help the raid, help your workers of iniquity achieve the

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attacks and the misinformation and the lies and the allegations

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that you've set them to do. On us, God's people,

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we are still the remnant, within the remnant. We get

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to go home one day. You don't, you don't, And

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everything your little inion millions of I want to say millions,

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because I like my millions, my little yellow people. Everything

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your demon possessed, whatever wanna bees try to do, it

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backfires on them every single time, especially if we hear moody,

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because we know how to pray strategically and specifically, and

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that's what we were to talk about tonight.

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You know.

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A peace that passes all understanding, and that for me

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and passed you good you might so I want you

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to hop in here but for me, over my physical

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plus years, for me, when the piece that that scripture applies.

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When there was nothing else I could do, I could

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not I couldn't employ anybody. I couldn't ask the loans

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I couldn't. I couldn't go over here. I couldn't do

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nothing else but say, God, forgive me that I took

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this loan. I need your help, and I'm just going

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to leave it in your hands because I also know

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I have to read what I have saw. If I

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called the delay for that by by answer my gift,

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my my the favor whatever was coming down from heaven.

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If I caused the delay, the delay, forgive me, forgive me.

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You all got to repent. You've got to repent. You've

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got to repent in Jesus' name. Take take the onus,

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Take take the take the charge, Take the charge, because

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that's an element of faith. So go ahead and share

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one of your peace that passed it all. Understand.

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Oh, if I may be greedy for for a little bit,

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I have two.

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Okay, do one, and then I'm gonna do one.

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Okay, I can do that. I will. I will say

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that there was a particular time in my life, and

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I'm gonna say really it was two thousand and fourteen.

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I was going through a very tumultuous time and at

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that time, I was the pastor that I was meeting.

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We we had we had a once a month lunching date.

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This gave us a time to really sit down, kind

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of bounce ideas off. I had just started school, so

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it was just a lot of things going on, and

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because I was going through this this really tough time,

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pastors said to me, Miguel, I don't know how you

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do it. And I'm like, what do you mean? He goes,

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You've just laid out to me all of the challenges

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that you're going through, and you seem to be at peace.

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You seem to be calm about it when you talk

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to me. Your emotions are a nice at a nice level.

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And then you're not letting it a chance.

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Yeah, we've noticed a change. Okay, we'll get to that.

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Thank you.

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So basically, when he said how do you do it,

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and I just said, well, he follow how I've been instructed,

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and that is to give Christ my yoke for his

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yoke is less cumbersome. Because I knew that that was

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the piece I was relying on. Because I knew God

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it's in control. He you know, He's allowing me to

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go through these moments, So why can be able to

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experience it? I grow in maturity. God gets the glory

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because knowing that, that's when I realized that I was

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getting through these moments. I was giving the glory to

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God because he was in control. And I know it

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sounds easier said than done, but once you really give

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it up, take it back because once don't be an

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Indian giver. Give it to God. Let him. That's what

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Jehovah Nissi stands for. God fights your battles. So this

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is why we should just give it to him. Just

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watch what he does because he's gonna overwhelm you. He's

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gonna really make you feel at peace, and he's going

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to dress those things so you grow. He gets the glory.

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So, mister you asked, how long do we repent before

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we see change you? It varies for everybody because it

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depends on where your level of faith is. That's that's

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just the bottom line, you repent, You keep repaying until

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you believe that He's gonna do it. He hears you.

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Just like I've said once before, keep believing in God

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until how long do I keep praying about a thing? Well,

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you keep praying until you believe He's going to do it.

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So you keep repenting if you want to. I think

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you're beyond that misty. I think that when you go

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to your needs, or when you set some time apart

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to spend with God, he hears you right away. I

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think you think you may be further from Him than

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you think you are. And if you go again, if

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you do it the thing again, you have the thought again,

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you say the words again, you have the emotions, the

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feelings towards that person again. You repent again. You repent

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again until your love for God you don't want to

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disappoint him. I don't know how many people have had parents.

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I did not yet, as you all know, I was

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adopted at birth. Will it depends on the offense and atastasia.

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I don't think so, because sin, you know, sin is sin.

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I know everybody wants to have degrees and various excuse me,

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guys to do that, various layers of things, but cinacin

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gluttony is sin. Drinking coffee eight times a day makes

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no sense to me. That's just me though. Okay, so

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you're going up and down, up and down. You've got this,

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you know. I don't know what caffeine do to some people,

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but I've seen people bring in a little portable. Okay,

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I'm not gonna get digress here anyway, citizen, gluttony is gluttony.

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You overeat, You eat out of your emotion. That's gluttony,

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and that's a sin. It's mentioned in the Bible. It's

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mentioned in the Bible, but it's not saying it's greater

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then cheated. You know, having your sex before marriage, you

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repent and you move on. I think that's another thing too,

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that you know you want to stay the the fake.

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Your flesh wants to make you stay in that rut.

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Or you're not good enough. Oh he's not gonna ever.

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You can never be used for the kingdom. You know,

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what are you thinking? Look at you now, People just

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look at you and they don't all kinds of thoughts

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be in your head. Just like the same time you're

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at the job and you walk into the break room

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and everybody stop talking. You think they talking about you.

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They ain't talking about you. They just look. You know,

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you have to get to that point where you're say, God,

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I repent it. You tell your flesh stand down. I

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had to tell my flesh that today and whispered something.

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You know, you know, you know you may not you don't.

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You're not gonna like to do this because you know

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you're not gonna have the money. You're not gonna have

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money anymore. I said, flesh, shut up. And then people

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look at me like, but I said it, just like

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they're like, did she tell us to shut up? No,

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I'm talking about flesh. But sometimes you just got to

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be wild like that and tell you a f And

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there's a scripture that says, my flesh will bless your

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holy name. So you have to tell your flesh you

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got to stand down. So to both of your questions,

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you repent until you know that God has heard you

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and he has forgiven you.

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piece to that puzzle. Forgive yourself. When you forgive yourself

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when you're on the men, because the first thing you're

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doing is you're admitting you made the mistake. So I

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need to apologize for me because I disappointed me. So

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now I need to focus on doing it right so

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I can honor worship God. And that that that piece

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of the puzzle is so key because I will forgive us,

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but do we forgive ourselves? And that's where we learn

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how to give grace, because if we can extend grace

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to ourselves, we can extend grace to others. Charles, Yes, hi, Charles,

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and yes, you are correct. That is the hardest part

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because we we're we're we're we're finite, we we we

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are our our capabilities of growth. Asking God's grace is

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is just it can't handle it. And that's something that

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we have to really understand it. And I also, you know,

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sometimes I do struggle, struggle forgiving myself because I knew better.

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ourselves off and keep walking. And when we're faced with

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that decision again, now we know better and we make

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different decisions.

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Amen, and you again, forgiving yourself is the last thing.

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instructed by God to let them know, you know, okay,

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we're gonna we've gotta go through some processes. First, you

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may have to contact some external organizations and things like that.

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after it's all over and your your program officer has

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closed your account, your case, you got to go have

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it expunged. So give it forty five days. They're under

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throws people under the impression that know, they said, sometimes

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you have to do it, even to do even though

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you know better. Yeah, yeah, and you do know better,

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you do. But I would tell my clients, I say,

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after everything's done, after it's expunged, you've got the attorney,

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they've expunded that that offense does not exist anywhere anymore.

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But in your mind, I need you to go someplace quiet,

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someplace that you know really motivates you. And just even

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if it's to go to the beach if you're a

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water person, or if you like the park, go to

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loot Gardens here in Orlando. It's a flower place. It's

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got the flowers and all kinds of it's a beautiful

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walk through nature. But go someplace where you can scream

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if you need to scream, scream, get yourself back together

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and come on back. And while you're out there, forgive yourself.

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last to be forgiven by yourself. God's already forgave you,

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because the moment you did it, you already know. Okay,

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I'm gonna be I'm gonna be tapped. And that's why

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little saying Okay, God, I know I said I will

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not have inside car road rage today, and I just

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looked at a car. Even though my car is tinted,

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you can't see me and what I'm doing in there,

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and you can't hear me. Because I would I drive

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with the air conditioning. We got all kinds of critics

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that fly come all in your car, so I don't

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drive with my windows down. And I'm like, okay, God,

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I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's on this way. I'm sorry,

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and I'm tickled. When people are getting ready to do

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to do, they getting ready to do something. They know

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it's wrong, but they gonna do it anyway. And Lord,

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please forgive me an advance. No, I don't know scripture.

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I've never seen scripture that said we will forgive you

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in advance. I'm never in the Bible. So come off

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of that. Don't play with God, don't play with God.

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got as I said, I think it was I'm sorry guy,

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it my staff is bothering me. I think I said

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on one of the shows that oh gosh, I forgot Okay,

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it left me. But anyway, stop fooling yourself. You're wasting

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some time. Stop stop fooling yourself. And I'm not talking

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to our listeners here are Avid five. I'm talking to

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other people that will see this that I'm not trying

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to live the straightened arrow. Stop fooling. You're just fooling yourself.

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Get out of the line. God would prefer if you

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were to say, you know what, I can't do this

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this I have. I made the t shirts that say

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faith this faith journey eight for the week pastor yours

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are on the way. As a matter of fact, you know,

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it ain't for the weak and times, ain't for the week.

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It's not it's not so it's don't fool yourself. Yes

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we tried. Have we given out before?

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Yeah? Yeah, I wanted to give up. I wanted to

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let it go, not let him go. But all my assignments,

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all the people that I pray for, the act of

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praying the act of studying my word. Yeah, did I

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want to give it up? Yeah? In the hospital, can't

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move hands and feet of bandage. Nobody's telling me the truths. Yeah,

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God wear you. One night, I got so confused, Jesus,

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I don't know, Holy Spirit, who do I pray to?

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Who do I pray to? Which one of y'all is

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what we're doing? I got confused, and God quieted Heaven.

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And when he quieted Heaven, that spirit, that that that fragrance,

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that cool breeze, and that was Jesus that came into

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my room and I could feel him resting. The coolness

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rested on my I'm laying in bed if I could

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feeling resting on me, And all I could do was

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cry and say, I'm so sorry. I may not be

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the warrior you're thinking that I need to be when

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you gave me this assignment. You warned me in August.

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You didn't tell me exactly because you won't because you

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know I will beg you to not get that assignment.

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I would be like Jesus in the garden, Father, if

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you could remove this bitter cop But nevertheless, I will

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be done. There was no break, no coalon no next

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verse nothing, he said it can you remove oh? Nevertheless, nevertheless,

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And I didn't know the impact that mine going through

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this has impacted thousands of people in the medical field,

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thousands of people that I'm meeting. I just learned that

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the pastor that was also kind of out of the

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country for the last six years is back in consuding.

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He's not seen me nor heard from me in over

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five years. And I don't know if God's gonna say

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it's reconciling. I need you to go back and show proof,

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or you keep doing what I need you to do.

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Forgive yourselves. Guys, and when you are ministering the people.

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If I don't know what U alls ministries are and

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ministry does not, I'm not talking about being a being

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a pastor and being in a pool pit. There are

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millions of ministries ministry millions. You could take anybody out

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of the Bible. There was Lydia who was found in

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the church in the New Testament. That's what she was

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in the church, praying all the time. That was her ministry.

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But Jesus knew her by name. So you can be

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ministrying to your family or you know, and not people

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to take walk over you and walk, you know, treat

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you like the rug you know on the ground or

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dirt on the ground. No, I'm not talking. That's not ministry.

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They want to cuss you out and tell you to

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curse your God as well. That's not ministry. That's that's

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just evil and you need to get away from that.

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But you we want you all to live in a

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peace that passed all of the stand like you have

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to say. Literally, I don't know how I got out

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of that. How did I? I just my car just

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rolled over three times and I walked away without a scratch.

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I can't I can't explain it. I can't explain why

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I'm here today. I can't explain it. But I needed

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to finish up a book and now I'm writing the

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fourth book about this experience. I don't know. I had

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to meet Pastor mcguede. The only way I could meet

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him was the meet him through his wife, who was

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one of the employees as the supervisor at the home

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health agency that will take care of.

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Me for a year.

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He's not happenstance, he's not luck, he's not coincidence. He

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is Oh, by the way, uh uh no, no, because

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he said, I knew you before your mother's womb, knew

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you were even coming for me. That says that's telling

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me all the time. Geraldine did not know. She always

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said I've already got a son. He's going on he's

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two years old, or if I ever get pregnant again,

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if I get married. I don't know what was in

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her mind, but she wanted to have a girl one

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day and guess what two years later. But she couldn't

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keep me. It wasn't in the plan. That's why I

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could tell my biological folks, thank you for making the decision.

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if that's it, it's daughter. Oh no, you can't bring

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them more babies. I don't care. I forgive you with

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the love of the love God, with the grace of God.

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Thank you because you couldn't raise me because of you all.

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And I know my aunt's gonna listen to this, or

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my cousin, but because of you all, because of the decision,

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I had to go to private school, and in private school,

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I learned how to sing, my singing voice, developed my

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acting voice, developed that years later I would be back

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on stage here in Orlando at the History Center, portraying

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memorable people who have died, who gave contributed to our history,

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and who have died. I went to an event with

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the library. Remembery we had missus jen On from the

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County Library months back. They were having their Friends of

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the Library was having a little just a little thing

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that wanted to get together. I didn't know that they

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had never done this before. So the Lord said, no,

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get up, you gotta go. And I'm like, I don't

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see the flyer anymore. I don't know if they're having

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Brett and he's like, oh, yeah, we're preparing right now.

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We're open the doors at ten thirty. Not only did

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I get a parking space right at a handicapped parking

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space right in front of the library, but they came

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and ushered me in and escorted me in. Those other people.

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These people didn't know who I was at all. I

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went upstairs and I finally settled at a table because

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it takes me a little longer. I have to settle.

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It's my new normal. I can't just rush in and

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go and drop things down and go get a bottle

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of water, and go get a play of dessert.

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I can't do that. I have to. I skimmed the

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room and scan the room, and I'll talk about that

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another time. But here I am, and I'm thinking to myself, Oh,

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I won't know anybody here. I won't meet anybody but

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the staff here. Right. I go over to the little continental,

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you know, little desserts, little fruit on the little roll

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thing and all this, and I was like, I hat meca,

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I'll be in the bathroom. So anyway, I ate something

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I can do. Anyway, so I came, I had the bottle,

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I put my stuff. They gave me a little grab bag.

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I love it when you treat me. I love it

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when you treat me. So if you invited me to Louisiana,

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or you invited me the where you live, I love

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the little grab bag. Just just a hint, just a hint. Anyway,

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they gave.

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Me a little bag, and okay, I don't have it

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on here, but anyway, and so this lady, I go

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over to the little don't nothink.

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I got it on my plate and I'm trying to

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hold it like this and she turns around and I

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looked at her name tag and I said, Kathleen. She said,

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oh my god, she said Bessie. She goes on bee shop.

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She said, I'm thinking I'm hearing Bessie Colemy the aviator.

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She worked at the History Center.

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She was welling.

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before I even left. And she said, oh my god,

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she said, here, let me help you. I said, well,

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I'm I'm I'm gonna accept your help. Here's Kathleen. And

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she's like Lisia, I said, and she she didn't want

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to say. I said, I know I don't look the

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same the last way last time you saw me. She

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introduced me to her husband and he said, please sit

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at our table. Sure I will. So everybody else was like, well,

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who is this? Why they you know? But I didn't

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even know. Here's some train train from all the way

458
00:28:29.160 --> 00:28:32.359
from Virgin Yay.

459
00:28:32.880 --> 00:28:37.359
Everyone died from my Friday. Man, Oh my god, I've everyone.

460
00:28:37.119 --> 00:28:41.720
Doing everybody we're here, we're just thinking about you. And

461
00:28:41.720 --> 00:28:45.200
Rebel's doing good. She's okay as well. We did check

462
00:28:45.240 --> 00:28:48.039
in with her, but Oh, yeah, we're trying to get

463
00:28:48.039 --> 00:28:49.400
her down here, and then we got to get you

464
00:28:49.440 --> 00:28:51.400
down here at the same time, so that's gonna be fun.

465
00:28:51.640 --> 00:28:57.480
But anyway, but yeah, we're just talking about a piece

466
00:28:57.519 --> 00:29:00.279
that passes all understanding and that you have nothing to

467
00:29:00.319 --> 00:29:03.519
do with it. But I felt comfortable yesterday at this

468
00:29:03.599 --> 00:29:07.559
event and I was like, oh, okay, I can calm down,

469
00:29:08.599 --> 00:29:11.079
I can exhale. And I saw Jen, I saw Brett,

470
00:29:11.359 --> 00:29:12.720
and they were like, oh my god, it's great. Hey

471
00:29:12.759 --> 00:29:14.759
Chaplick Gray, how are you. I said fine anything. I

472
00:29:14.839 --> 00:29:17.279
was just and I'm sitting at Kathleen's table and her

473
00:29:17.359 --> 00:29:20.960
husband and he's just like, wow. He said, your energy,

474
00:29:21.400 --> 00:29:26.119
it's just he said, it's just I said, she said,

475
00:29:26.279 --> 00:29:29.000
but she's always been that way, and she said, but

476
00:29:29.160 --> 00:29:33.640
I'm thinking I'm hearing Bessie Coleman. I met one of

477
00:29:33.640 --> 00:29:36.599
the former staff members that worked at the History seven

478
00:29:36.920 --> 00:29:39.680
when I was acting there, and I was just telling

479
00:29:39.920 --> 00:29:43.400
my journey of being adopted. I had to come this way.

480
00:29:43.799 --> 00:29:45.839
I had to be introduced. I had to go to

481
00:29:45.880 --> 00:29:48.920
Saint Francis and I had to be introduced to Larry Poe,

482
00:29:49.000 --> 00:29:51.359
who was the best music teacher I've ever had in

483
00:29:51.359 --> 00:29:54.279
my life. And then there's Anne Hoyt from high school.

484
00:29:54.440 --> 00:29:57.240
I'm in private school and he's having us at teaching us.

485
00:29:57.240 --> 00:30:00.119
We did albums and stuff like that. There's no way

486
00:30:00.160 --> 00:30:03.240
I can be here, and there's no way going another way.

487
00:30:03.279 --> 00:30:09.440
I can't even imagine my beginning life any other way.

488
00:30:09.720 --> 00:30:12.920
That's why I can say thank everybody, biological people, even

489
00:30:12.960 --> 00:30:15.200
my biological mother, even though she didn't want to hear

490
00:30:15.279 --> 00:30:17.519
it from me. I said, I need you to be quiet,

491
00:30:17.559 --> 00:30:20.799
don't interrupt me. I need to say something. I don't

492
00:30:20.839 --> 00:30:24.599
know what you went through. I don't know when you

493
00:30:24.640 --> 00:30:26.519
had to when you made up your mind. I've got

494
00:30:26.519 --> 00:30:29.240
to give her away or give anyway, because she didn't

495
00:30:29.240 --> 00:30:31.440
know it was a girl then. Back then they didn't

496
00:30:31.480 --> 00:30:34.160
have that technology they am now all she know she

497
00:30:34.279 --> 00:30:36.960
was carrying a baby, and I have to give her away.

498
00:30:37.079 --> 00:30:38.559
So I don't know what you but I want to

499
00:30:38.599 --> 00:30:42.839
say thank you. And I know God's gonna bless you

500
00:30:42.920 --> 00:30:46.880
because you did what he told you to do. He

501
00:30:47.039 --> 00:30:49.519
told you you have no choice. There is no choice

502
00:30:49.559 --> 00:30:51.640
in this matter. And the only way you're gonna have

503
00:30:51.680 --> 00:30:55.319
a peace is to go talk to Queen and Willow

504
00:30:55.359 --> 00:31:00.920
Lee and ask him do you want a baby? And

505
00:31:00.960 --> 00:31:03.440
they immediately said yes because they could not have children.

506
00:31:06.960 --> 00:31:10.960
And then elderly elder care is my heart. I love

507
00:31:11.000 --> 00:31:14.039
the little people, but I'm going to nursing home anytime,

508
00:31:15.440 --> 00:31:20.359
anytime and pray and praise. I did it at an

509
00:31:20.359 --> 00:31:23.640
event last months, and I did it, and I did

510
00:31:23.680 --> 00:31:26.599
everybody to lay their cares on this table. Whatever you're

511
00:31:26.599 --> 00:31:29.720
worried about, whatever you're thinking about. These are sixty seventy

512
00:31:29.799 --> 00:31:31.559
eighty year old people. And I could tell in their

513
00:31:31.559 --> 00:31:34.000
eyes some of them had some dementias. Some of them

514
00:31:34.039 --> 00:31:36.680
have the house. I could see it, but Jesus just

515
00:31:36.920 --> 00:31:38.759
wiped it away. So I can say, I need to

516
00:31:38.839 --> 00:31:41.960
be able to walk away and know that you say

517
00:31:42.160 --> 00:31:48.200
yay or day. You don't have to remember me. You

518
00:31:48.359 --> 00:31:51.839
got to know God. So I can't leave y'all until

519
00:31:51.880 --> 00:31:54.200
you they all but cares. Everybody raise your head. Did

520
00:31:54.240 --> 00:31:56.119
you put your cares on the table? And I say,

521
00:31:56.240 --> 00:32:00.920
guess what? I got them there, And guess what I'm

522
00:32:00.920 --> 00:32:05.039
gonna do. You said, Lord, in your word, you will

523
00:32:05.119 --> 00:32:09.519
cast them it to that best to see your forgetfulness.

524
00:32:09.960 --> 00:32:10.160
Now.

525
00:32:10.799 --> 00:32:12.720
And then I prayed over them. I didn't ask them.

526
00:32:12.799 --> 00:32:15.240
Can I pray for you. It was time to pray,

527
00:32:17.240 --> 00:32:21.240
and they bowed their heads, they closed their eyes. I

528
00:32:21.240 --> 00:32:24.920
don't let people touch me. But the one lady she

529
00:32:25.039 --> 00:32:29.240
grabbed my extension here. I can't, yeah, let it go.

530
00:32:30.240 --> 00:32:33.119
And she was just like, oh my god, she said,

531
00:32:33.160 --> 00:32:34.960
you poor thing. I said, no, ma'am, you don't have

532
00:32:35.000 --> 00:32:39.200
pity on me. This is God's opportunity to get the

533
00:32:39.240 --> 00:32:43.759
glory because I wouldn't be here in front of y'all today.

534
00:32:44.480 --> 00:32:47.839
This was already on the assignment before my mother's wound

535
00:32:47.920 --> 00:32:52.559
knew I was coming. I'm just fulfiling his desire on

536
00:32:52.680 --> 00:32:55.480
earth as it is in heaven. Now y'all take it away.

537
00:32:55.799 --> 00:32:57.960
Y'all made me cry. I don't cry on the thing.

538
00:32:58.440 --> 00:33:00.720
Where does the tissue do? I haven't even how can

539
00:33:00.799 --> 00:33:08.319
we follow up on that? Nothing?

540
00:33:08.480 --> 00:33:14.039
Because you've got me going over here. I'm uh, pat

541
00:33:14.160 --> 00:33:17.559
you've got something. I'm gonna say something. But if you

542
00:33:17.599 --> 00:33:18.720
want to go first.

543
00:33:18.519 --> 00:33:23.319
Time, and and there's something that that I don't know,

544
00:33:23.359 --> 00:33:29.039
if you've noticed something here while dis Gray was giving

545
00:33:29.039 --> 00:33:36.400
it an amazing testimony. I want you have to forgive

546
00:33:36.440 --> 00:33:41.039
me because I'm one of these student pastors that I

547
00:33:41.319 --> 00:33:49.079
like to go deep and I'm gonna go deep here. Okay,

548
00:33:49.759 --> 00:33:53.839
one thing you notice that Miss Gray has done, I've

549
00:33:53.960 --> 00:33:58.559
learned from it because on Thursday I was told that

550
00:33:58.799 --> 00:34:04.599
I was borderline pretension. My blood pressure was a little

551
00:34:04.799 --> 00:34:15.039
yeah yeah. And in my prayer on Friday, as I

552
00:34:15.079 --> 00:34:21.119
was praying to the Lord, I found myself asking forgiveness.

553
00:34:22.880 --> 00:34:26.480
And the reason why I was asking for forgiveness, it's

554
00:34:26.559 --> 00:34:32.519
because I was saying, Lord, why am I dealing with

555
00:34:32.559 --> 00:34:41.079
this hypertension? So the Lord said, you're giving, You're giving yourself,

556
00:34:41.119 --> 00:34:49.760
You're putting yourself on the throne. And I just went, oh, Lord,

557
00:34:49.960 --> 00:34:55.320
forgive me because the focus is not on me, The

558
00:34:55.360 --> 00:35:00.599
focus is on you. That was the one thing that

559
00:35:00.679 --> 00:35:04.880
Miss Gray you touched. And I'm sorry, i'm gonna make

560
00:35:04.920 --> 00:35:05.960
your tear up here.

561
00:35:06.639 --> 00:35:16.559
But my wife, she was absolutely moved by what.

562
00:35:16.320 --> 00:35:21.760
Was going on with you and you were praising God.

563
00:35:21.559 --> 00:35:27.840
More because you know what, we need to take the

564
00:35:27.960 --> 00:35:33.800
focus off of what we're battling, and we need to

565
00:35:33.840 --> 00:35:37.039
turn it around and say, Lord, this is your battle.

566
00:35:38.679 --> 00:35:43.280
You're gonna get the glory. Take this off of me.

567
00:35:44.320 --> 00:35:46.760
Who I'm gonna give you the glory. You gave it

568
00:35:46.800 --> 00:35:49.440
to me for a reason. I'm gonna keep praising you more.

569
00:35:50.440 --> 00:35:52.159
It's not I'm not gonna be focused something on my

570
00:35:52.199 --> 00:35:54.480
high blood rush you. No, I'm gonna be focusing on

571
00:35:54.519 --> 00:35:56.599
you because you're the only one who can give me

572
00:35:56.639 --> 00:35:59.400
the piece. When you give me the piece, guess what happens,

573
00:36:00.159 --> 00:36:00.679
goes down.

574
00:36:01.360 --> 00:36:02.119
Mm hmmm.

575
00:36:03.440 --> 00:36:03.800
Mm hmm.

576
00:36:04.000 --> 00:36:09.440
So I'm not going to be focusing on my pretention.

577
00:36:11.119 --> 00:36:13.480
You just need to stop driving around Orlando a lot.

578
00:36:18.079 --> 00:36:26.400
Ultimately, Ultimately, when you're facing those battles, take the focus

579
00:36:26.519 --> 00:36:29.320
off the battles and focus on Christ.

580
00:36:30.559 --> 00:36:38.559
Let Him do the battling. Keep praising, glorifying, worshiping, no

581
00:36:38.559 --> 00:36:45.920
matter how tough it gets, you, pray more, very harder, wording, harder,

582
00:36:46.239 --> 00:36:47.119
being louder.

583
00:36:47.679 --> 00:36:48.719
Mm hmmmm hm.

584
00:36:49.519 --> 00:36:52.480
Because there's one thing that the devil doesn't like is

585
00:36:52.519 --> 00:36:56.519
that if you understand why you're doing certain things, he's

586
00:36:56.559 --> 00:36:59.559
got no other choice than the fear that he can't

587
00:36:59.599 --> 00:37:00.320
mess with you.

588
00:37:02.079 --> 00:37:10.000
A man. Yeah, oh yeah, praise the Lord.

589
00:37:10.119 --> 00:37:13.960
So I'm telling you this is, this is if you're

590
00:37:13.960 --> 00:37:18.599
feeling the spirit, this goes to show you, This goes

591
00:37:18.679 --> 00:37:21.079
to show you. And we don't have to be in

592
00:37:21.119 --> 00:37:21.599
the church.

593
00:37:21.880 --> 00:37:25.000
We don't have to be congregated together. We're we're we're

594
00:37:25.119 --> 00:37:30.679
speaking spiritually here that I'm a show that I'm a kid.

595
00:37:31.039 --> 00:37:33.039
Yes, I sense it.

596
00:37:33.199 --> 00:37:35.400
And and and I'm gonna tell you something. Miss Gray

597
00:37:35.639 --> 00:37:39.800
is ninety two miles for me. Trey is over one

598
00:37:39.840 --> 00:37:43.039
thousand miles from me. And we got the spirit all

599
00:37:43.159 --> 00:37:49.880
united in one body. Great is our God, O great,

600
00:37:50.039 --> 00:37:50.880
Great is our.

601
00:37:50.800 --> 00:37:57.599
God is, and he loves us unconditionally. He's got the answers.

602
00:37:57.639 --> 00:38:02.800
That's why we lean and depend on him. I've lived

603
00:38:02.800 --> 00:38:05.599
a life of trying to lead, of leaning on my

604
00:38:05.639 --> 00:38:08.360
own as what I know, especially the more education I got,

605
00:38:08.360 --> 00:38:10.000
because that's what you know. It's supposed to be your

606
00:38:10.079 --> 00:38:12.159
education that gets you through. And then there are people

607
00:38:12.159 --> 00:38:14.760
who talk about you don't have to be educated of God,

608
00:38:14.800 --> 00:38:17.480
and you know it all is true. You don't have

609
00:38:17.559 --> 00:38:20.320
to It's it's all true. We all have a different path.

610
00:38:21.559 --> 00:38:23.599
It could have been the students I would have to

611
00:38:23.679 --> 00:38:29.360
eventually teach, that was my path. It's Pastor Miguel is

612
00:38:29.360 --> 00:38:31.599
in a classroom with other pastors people wanted to be

613
00:38:31.719 --> 00:38:36.000
pastors and wanted to learn the Bible. But his assignment

614
00:38:36.079 --> 00:38:39.199
may be in it. The assignment may be that he

615
00:38:39.280 --> 00:38:42.559
learns how to pray, and his prayers affect the teacher.

616
00:38:44.199 --> 00:38:46.480
You know, many times I would tell my students pray

617
00:38:46.519 --> 00:38:50.280
for me, and I can't tell you what to pray for.

618
00:38:51.880 --> 00:38:54.079
It's been very rare that I could tell people how

619
00:38:54.079 --> 00:38:59.360
to pray for me, and I don't do it. Tray

620
00:38:59.440 --> 00:39:00.760
you okay, I see.

621
00:39:00.599 --> 00:39:05.360
You over there, you know, And it's just would have

622
00:39:05.360 --> 00:39:08.320
been on five minutes and I'm full already. Oh my god,

623
00:39:10.000 --> 00:39:12.559
I think I needed this today. It's been one of

624
00:39:12.599 --> 00:39:15.960
those days, you know, the wee can then it's time

625
00:39:16.119 --> 00:39:18.119
we can. Been one of one of those weeks. But

626
00:39:18.159 --> 00:39:21.280
I you know, I was trying to handle some stuff

627
00:39:21.280 --> 00:39:23.880
before I got on the show, and I was praying

628
00:39:23.920 --> 00:39:25.960
that I would be able to get one, you know,

629
00:39:26.039 --> 00:39:30.599
because I really enjoyed this is not many it to me,

630
00:39:30.800 --> 00:39:32.360
but I.

631
00:39:31.719 --> 00:39:36.119
S in here because it's God, Mickey. It's God, Mickey,

632
00:39:36.199 --> 00:39:39.960
it's not And again that's why I apologize for telling

633
00:39:40.000 --> 00:39:42.280
you to share and like and all that kind of

634
00:39:42.280 --> 00:39:45.440
stuff being like, because who do I sound like? The world?

635
00:39:47.079 --> 00:39:49.800
Mm hmmm, I could do we could do unders with

636
00:39:49.880 --> 00:39:51.039
five people. Go ahead.

637
00:39:51.280 --> 00:39:56.000
I'm sorry, you got you know, it's like I needed this,

638
00:39:56.760 --> 00:39:59.320
It's I was looking forward to it, and I was

639
00:40:00.119 --> 00:40:02.519
kind of getting frustrated because I couldn't get on here

640
00:40:02.559 --> 00:40:04.880
fast enough. But there was something I really needed to

641
00:40:04.920 --> 00:40:08.079
take care of before I got on. But just to

642
00:40:08.119 --> 00:40:13.239
share with you, you know, I've been trusted to kind

643
00:40:13.239 --> 00:40:16.119
of sit with a young lady. He's ninety five years old,

644
00:40:16.920 --> 00:40:19.480
about to be ninety six in November.

645
00:40:20.320 --> 00:40:20.400
And.

646
00:40:22.079 --> 00:40:25.800
I felt good. You know, as you all know, I

647
00:40:26.280 --> 00:40:29.000
was taking before my dad, and so when he passed,

648
00:40:29.320 --> 00:40:31.559
there was a big boy like what do I do?

649
00:40:31.679 --> 00:40:34.840
You know, it was a lot of time allocated to

650
00:40:35.280 --> 00:40:37.920
make it sure he was good, and he chose y'all

651
00:40:37.920 --> 00:40:41.559
to get oh oh, y'all reach from people. Thank you

652
00:40:41.599 --> 00:40:46.599
so much. And so it felt good to sit with

653
00:40:46.679 --> 00:40:49.719
this young lady and we were having a conversation, and

654
00:40:50.159 --> 00:40:52.639
you know, she's got some medical challenges and stuff, and

655
00:40:52.719 --> 00:40:54.519
I told her I was inspired to be like her.

656
00:40:54.880 --> 00:40:55.559
Don't you like me?

657
00:40:55.679 --> 00:40:56.000
Baby?

658
00:40:56.719 --> 00:40:59.239
He said, it's hard being old. And I was trying

659
00:40:59.280 --> 00:41:02.519
to explain what we need you here. We need you

660
00:41:02.599 --> 00:41:09.840
because your generation is is what's helping us. The wisdom,

661
00:41:09.920 --> 00:41:12.480
the things that you can share with us, things I

662
00:41:12.480 --> 00:41:16.559
didn't know about people we knew, and comments. And so

663
00:41:16.679 --> 00:41:19.360
I was talking to one of my girlfriends on the phone,

664
00:41:19.400 --> 00:41:22.400
and I had her on you know, I introduced her

665
00:41:22.559 --> 00:41:26.559
VS speaker and the younger lady of nine if I

666
00:41:26.639 --> 00:41:29.519
just meet up. We were talking about politics, how we

667
00:41:29.519 --> 00:41:33.159
were going to solve world problem and I saw her

668
00:41:33.800 --> 00:41:37.440
the meanor shit, and I thanked my friends thanks for

669
00:41:37.519 --> 00:41:40.199
talking with her, and my friends said, no, thank you

670
00:41:40.280 --> 00:41:44.119
for connection. He said, I needed that because my grandmother

671
00:41:44.119 --> 00:41:46.920
would have been ninety five and that was the connection

672
00:41:47.039 --> 00:41:50.440
I was missing. And so she said, so when you

673
00:41:50.559 --> 00:41:53.679
talk to her again, please let her know she did

674
00:41:53.719 --> 00:41:57.960
something for me. And so I'm looking forward to telling

675
00:41:58.000 --> 00:42:01.719
her that to even though she steels that she's a

676
00:42:01.800 --> 00:42:05.159
burden at ninety five and and it's hard being old,

677
00:42:05.239 --> 00:42:11.039
I understand that, but it's what to look forward. You know,

678
00:42:11.320 --> 00:42:14.239
mind is sharp. Body might not be as sharp as

679
00:42:14.239 --> 00:42:17.719
the mind, but the mind is sharp. And the wisdom

680
00:42:17.800 --> 00:42:23.159
she imparted, and the knowledge and the memory, it was priceless.

681
00:42:23.199 --> 00:42:26.119
And so the end of the day, she told their

682
00:42:26.199 --> 00:42:28.960
daughters said, I had a good day. I had a

683
00:42:28.960 --> 00:42:32.480
good day, and so it was just great. And so

684
00:42:32.679 --> 00:42:36.559
just listening and looking too that people need to feel value.

685
00:42:37.000 --> 00:42:39.239
I don't care what age it is. And so when

686
00:42:39.280 --> 00:42:43.639
you talk about Nisha, the you know, embracing the older generation,

687
00:42:44.760 --> 00:42:49.639
I'm with you right there. Youngers, okay, but the older generation,

688
00:42:49.960 --> 00:42:52.800
it's something that we need to capture because they know

689
00:42:52.960 --> 00:42:56.239
what it takes to get where they are. They know

690
00:42:56.400 --> 00:43:00.880
what it took, struggles all without you know, that age

691
00:43:01.320 --> 00:43:04.679
didn't have the phones and all the technology, a lot

692
00:43:04.760 --> 00:43:08.320
more racism, but they've made it. When is it that

693
00:43:08.360 --> 00:43:10.559
you could share to make it to where you are?

694
00:43:10.719 --> 00:43:13.480
What do we need to know as a people? How

695
00:43:13.519 --> 00:43:16.840
can we do better? How can we love each other more?

696
00:43:16.960 --> 00:43:20.000
And I think just striving to do that, you know,

697
00:43:20.639 --> 00:43:25.079
and being on with you Pastor and Lisha and Rebels

698
00:43:25.079 --> 00:43:28.880
in the background, see I know she's there, and the

699
00:43:29.000 --> 00:43:33.280
audience number, it's just it's just a great thing. And

700
00:43:33.360 --> 00:43:36.039
I'm just so blessed to be able to do this

701
00:43:36.159 --> 00:43:39.960
because I really was support. It's goennough trying past me.

702
00:43:40.239 --> 00:43:43.559
So but this is this is why I love y'all.

703
00:43:43.840 --> 00:43:48.480
I tell you we loved you too. And I've said

704
00:43:48.519 --> 00:43:51.000
I just recently said this, I think it was yesterday

705
00:43:52.199 --> 00:43:54.280
to a stranger. I said, let me tell you something.

706
00:43:54.679 --> 00:43:56.639
If you don't know anything else about me, let me

707
00:43:56.679 --> 00:43:59.559
tell you this. Let's say the Bible is just the

708
00:43:59.599 --> 00:44:06.559
best fictitious novel ever written. Sixty six chapters of people

709
00:44:06.639 --> 00:44:10.840
and lives and seeing their evil ways and their thoughts,

710
00:44:10.880 --> 00:44:17.159
and people conniving and manipulating. Let's just say that this

711
00:44:17.360 --> 00:44:20.239
book where they are still the best selling book in

712
00:44:20.280 --> 00:44:25.119
the world, the oldest book in the world. Let's say

713
00:44:25.119 --> 00:44:31.360
it is all make believe, it's all fictitious, it's all animated. Well,

714
00:44:31.599 --> 00:44:34.719
I don't know about you, but I've read it and

715
00:44:34.760 --> 00:44:37.480
studied it four years in a row, and it has

716
00:44:37.639 --> 00:44:41.599
never let me down. It has made me the best person,

717
00:44:41.800 --> 00:44:45.679
a better person every single day, even when I quote

718
00:44:45.760 --> 00:44:50.119
the scripture. It has given me health, has given me wealth,

719
00:44:50.199 --> 00:44:55.039
It's given me a stealth to stay focused. And so

720
00:44:55.280 --> 00:44:58.320
you could say, is you can do whatever you need to.

721
00:44:58.360 --> 00:45:01.519
Just get out of the line. Get out of the line,

722
00:45:01.559 --> 00:45:04.280
because we're walking over here, and am I talking to

723
00:45:04.320 --> 00:45:07.719
my beautiful five folks out there, eight folks, nine people

724
00:45:07.800 --> 00:45:10.840
on the night. I'm not talking to you when I'm

725
00:45:10.840 --> 00:45:14.400
talking to those others. Like Steve Harvey said when he said,

726
00:45:14.400 --> 00:45:16.400
now if you all are Christian people, if you're not

727
00:45:16.480 --> 00:45:18.400
Christian people, you don't believe in God. I'm not talking

728
00:45:18.440 --> 00:45:20.480
to you. I didn't know you were coming. It's a

729
00:45:20.519 --> 00:45:24.039
funny thing to hear, but that's where I'm at. I

730
00:45:24.599 --> 00:45:27.920
don't even ask. Do you have are your personal faith?

731
00:45:27.960 --> 00:45:31.280
I don't even ask. We don't have time. A tsunami

732
00:45:31.440 --> 00:45:37.119
just happened yesterday. One hundred and fifty people dead, well

733
00:45:37.119 --> 00:45:41.280
over two hundred missing. They don't even get a notice.

734
00:45:41.800 --> 00:45:43.599
I don't even know if they've got the technology over

735
00:45:43.639 --> 00:45:44.880
there to get the note. But where did they go?

736
00:45:45.480 --> 00:45:49.599
They're on an island. Where do they go? We don't

737
00:45:49.599 --> 00:45:52.400
have time. I don't have time. I'm not the one

738
00:45:52.400 --> 00:45:55.079
the baby. I can't do it, can't hold your hand

739
00:45:55.079 --> 00:45:58.039
on this one. We gotta go, and we gotta go fast.

740
00:45:58.760 --> 00:46:01.000
So you hit the ground running. So tonight you all

741
00:46:01.079 --> 00:46:06.800
homework will be Forgive yourself, let it go and let

742
00:46:06.920 --> 00:46:10.000
God handle it. Say God, and this is I think

743
00:46:10.039 --> 00:46:13.039
I've shared this with you before. I'm this is one

744
00:46:13.079 --> 00:46:17.719
of my warfares prayers. God. If you don't do it,

745
00:46:17.719 --> 00:46:21.480
it won't get done. And be quiet. Your flesh will

746
00:46:21.519 --> 00:46:24.159
stand down, your brain will say, well I can't. I

747
00:46:24.159 --> 00:46:25.000
can't do nothing with that.

748
00:46:25.000 --> 00:46:26.920
She done, gave it to God. Hey, you walk to Hey,

749
00:46:27.239 --> 00:46:30.960
I shocked to hate. Shee gave it to God. And

750
00:46:31.000 --> 00:46:34.400
then God chows me in heaven. He quiets heaven down

751
00:46:34.400 --> 00:46:39.639
and say, my daughter needs me. Come on, man, so

752
00:46:39.719 --> 00:46:40.960
make sure God is saying my.

753
00:46:41.000 --> 00:46:47.159
Son needs me, my daughter needs me. Because he said,

754
00:46:47.199 --> 00:46:52.079
try me, and see that scripture. God himself said, try

755
00:46:52.280 --> 00:46:55.880
me and see you don't need a warranty on me.

756
00:46:57.480 --> 00:47:03.280
My word is my bomb, and he'll do it. And

757
00:47:03.280 --> 00:47:07.360
then for you tray sometimes you know we can't let

758
00:47:07.400 --> 00:47:09.800
go on somethings. You know, I know because I'm gonna

759
00:47:09.840 --> 00:47:12.440
tell you. You know I need a new car, and I

760
00:47:12.519 --> 00:47:15.239
know this car. You know I know what I need.

761
00:47:15.280 --> 00:47:17.679
But God, you know what I make. And God say, yeah,

762
00:47:17.679 --> 00:47:19.960
but who made the cattle on a thousand hills? Did

763
00:47:20.000 --> 00:47:22.960
I consult you with that? Because I got cattle on

764
00:47:22.960 --> 00:47:25.280
a thousand hills? And if y'all know anything about cattle

765
00:47:25.280 --> 00:47:31.400
they lay on top of each other. I will give

766
00:47:31.400 --> 00:47:35.000
you a peace that pass it all. Understand. I had

767
00:47:35.039 --> 00:47:38.159
to push an envelope today. I pushed the envelope and

768
00:47:38.239 --> 00:47:41.920
the Holy Ghost and the recipients are like, no, we

769
00:47:42.000 --> 00:47:48.239
believe in God. And then from another country and he

770
00:47:48.320 --> 00:47:51.480
told his son I like her, and he told my realtor,

771
00:47:51.559 --> 00:47:55.119
whatever she needs, whatever I can do, I will do it.

772
00:47:55.360 --> 00:47:58.119
You have my word, because I believe in God. I

773
00:47:58.199 --> 00:47:59.760
just talked to him like I talked to y'all. Y'all

774
00:47:59.760 --> 00:48:03.519
talk to God the other day. And then look, she's

775
00:48:03.519 --> 00:48:09.960
talking to God. And guess what he talks back to me. Ah,

776
00:48:10.039 --> 00:48:14.239
he walks with me, and he talks with me, and

777
00:48:14.320 --> 00:48:21.840
he tells me I have his own. He'll walk with you. Guys,

778
00:48:22.800 --> 00:48:26.719
you all, five of y'all, y'all think y'all are far

779
00:48:26.920 --> 00:48:30.519
further from Jesus than you really are. You just need

780
00:48:30.519 --> 00:48:31.840
to get out of the way so you can see

781
00:48:31.880 --> 00:48:39.239
for yourself and experience it for yourself. Last two words, guys,

782
00:48:39.320 --> 00:48:48.760
Yes on, y'all, Thank you Jesus.

783
00:48:44.800 --> 00:48:52.199
It's a warfare. To be good as warfare. To be

784
00:48:52.239 --> 00:48:54.599
a good parent his warfare. To be a good husband,

785
00:48:54.639 --> 00:49:00.000
a good wife is warfare. It's a warfare. You can't

786
00:49:00.119 --> 00:49:01.440
he can't walk away from it.

787
00:49:02.000 --> 00:49:04.599
And if you're still hear, you can't walk away from me.

788
00:49:04.960 --> 00:49:07.119
If you wake up in the morning, you can't walk

789
00:49:07.119 --> 00:49:10.440
away from it. So just do it. Just do it

790
00:49:12.159 --> 00:49:15.039
and get out the way. It's time for you to

791
00:49:15.039 --> 00:49:18.639
go get a new cars right.

792
00:49:19.519 --> 00:49:20.280
It comes.

793
00:49:20.840 --> 00:49:23.159
Nope, it's only there. You just got to go see

794
00:49:23.159 --> 00:49:24.039
it and choose.

795
00:49:24.079 --> 00:49:29.880
Say for real, real quick, real quick. The story of

796
00:49:30.039 --> 00:49:33.239
the Feeding of the five thousand, when Jesus took the bread,

797
00:49:33.480 --> 00:49:35.480
the five loaves of bread, and the fish and he

798
00:49:35.559 --> 00:49:36.519
gave thanks.

799
00:49:36.960 --> 00:49:39.360
He didn't give thanks just for the fish and the bread.

800
00:49:39.960 --> 00:49:44.599
He gave thanks for the miracle that g that God.

801
00:49:44.400 --> 00:49:49.960
Was going to perform, beating those fifteen to twenty thousand.

802
00:49:50.440 --> 00:49:53.119
He thanked God for the miracle that was going to happen.

803
00:49:53.679 --> 00:49:56.360
That's what that's your next step. Thank God for the

804
00:49:56.440 --> 00:49:56.920
new car.

805
00:49:57.280 --> 00:50:01.159
He's going to give you, yes and no down payment.

806
00:50:02.039 --> 00:50:04.480
If the tow truck get it to the dealership, the

807
00:50:04.519 --> 00:50:06.639
tow truck will get it to the dealership. The dealership

808
00:50:06.639 --> 00:50:08.639
will pay the tow truck. Come on, now, that's how

809
00:50:08.679 --> 00:50:12.480
we want. That's why I drove. I got a car

810
00:50:12.599 --> 00:50:16.400
that came by tow truck to the dealer and he said, so,

811
00:50:16.719 --> 00:50:21.559
I said, trade in, you'll make it work one of

812
00:50:21.559 --> 00:50:24.960
your newest old car you know, old car sales. Here

813
00:50:25.000 --> 00:50:27.079
you go. And I walked off the lot. That evening

814
00:50:28.480 --> 00:50:31.800
no longer and I didn't even play it down they

815
00:50:31.840 --> 00:50:35.760
took the trade in off the tow truck. Y'all be

816
00:50:35.800 --> 00:50:39.199
blessed as always as that time. We're gonna see you

817
00:50:39.519 --> 00:50:42.639
next week, same time, same station. You got homework to do,

818
00:50:42.719 --> 00:50:45.360
so don't forget night night, Bye

819
00:50:46.039 --> 00:50:48.800
Nice everybody Love you God,