Dec. 10, 2024

SAD; Seasonal Affective Disorder & the 5ws

SAD; Seasonal Affective Disorder & the 5ws

depression, disorders, seasonal

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Good evening, good evening, good evening. Welcome to another segment

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of Setting it Straight with Miss Gray and the fabulous

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co hosts. Hey, pastor, how are you this evening?

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It's one day and I am living the dream.

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Okay, Amen? Amen, Well, let's pray. Father. We just thank you.

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When we praise you, we give you glory for you

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alone are worthy. Lord, You is so worthy to be praised. Well,

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I think you don't hear the prayer, or well, I

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think maybe I didn't. I forgot to pray more. You know,

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soul felt and heartily, you already answering the prayer. You're

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already answering my needs. You're already providing for me and

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my family, and I just sit back in wonderment, like

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you are an amazing God, and I'm just so thankful

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that you thought of little old me to be a

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part of your army and to be a part of

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your family. I just thank you and Jesus the sacrifices

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that you've made, my God, just so that I can

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have access to eternal life and happiness here on earth.

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Holy ghost, that can't leave you out. As always, you

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come up there, you pull up the rear. You're the

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side guard. You're the rear guard. You comfort me, you

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guide me, you teach me, you chastise me too, And

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I receive it all because I can only get better

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with your influence and with your guidance. Now tonight we

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get behind the cross and we just want to sit

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back and see what you have to say to your people.

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We love you so much and we're forever giving you

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all the praise, the glory, and the honor. In Jesus name,

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we pray, amen and Amen. Well, we have a few

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things that we're gonna get to tonight, one of which

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my co host is aware of, and there are other

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things no one's aware of. I was just made aware

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over the last two days by God. So we'll do

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that at the end, but I want to stick to

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our subject matter tonight. We're praying that everybody you did

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well with Thanksgiving, and we did well. We reported because

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I'm not sure how many states that we represent, but

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there was a handful of people and families, individuals and

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families that were fed genuinely from our heart. And there's

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more to come because God is getting ready to provide,

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and we want to hear the testimonies of our viewers

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who participated. I'm still reeling from my giving and I

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just thought it. I don't even know what to expect.

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But the more beautiful thing, I had a client that

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was court ordered and he was determined to get his

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payment to me. He was determined to get everything going

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and everything. And then he texted me after the before

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the class, no after the class, and he said, Ms Gray,

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I got a surrender. I need to surrender to the Lord.

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I'm tired of running. And I'm like, well, I'm here,

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I'm running, I'm walking, I'm running and walking right beside you.

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And he said, can I count on you to pray

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for me and pray with me? And teach me scripture

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and can you do can you help me with that?

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And I said, I'm here. I'm here. Now, remember guys,

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about before this happened to me six years ago, becoming

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a quadruple ampute, I asked, God send me the chosen

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that don't know they're chosen. He's highly gifted, highly gifted.

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And I don't force myself on anybody, anybody that needs

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a prayer partner or someone a mentor to spiritually guide them.

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I'm here, I'm here, And I tell you, when I

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let go of three or four, there's three or four

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waiting in the wings. I kid you not that, and

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most of which I don't know who they are until

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we come across, and we have to spend time together.

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So he's precious, and uh, I know, God, he's gonna

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he's gonna disrupt the Satan's plans royally because of his

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influence in the street. Because of his influence in the street.

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He's a Hispanic young man, and he's just like, I'm ready.

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I'm just ready. I'm tired, I'm tired of running, and

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I'm like, praise God, Okay, let's go. And as part

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of his homework with the class within the class. I

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gave him scriptures to study. Amen. And so he's like,

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anything I need to anything you need to tell me,

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miss please don't hesitate. And I said, okay, I hope

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you realize what you're asking for, because I take this

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very serious. So I'm still reeling from that and the

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blessings and the favor and everything. I checked my have

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not because you asked not vision board every thirty days,

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and so the eighth was the day I had checked it,

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and I was just like, oh my God. So one

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hundred and seven miracles of supernatural blessings in the favor

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of God I received in thirty days, and just just

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it's just amazing. It's just amazing. And what you do

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on your vision board, what God has had me do.

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I recheck things like if I sold books, if I

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sold T shirts or you know, all of that. My

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businesses are on my vision board. So if I've done it,

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I go back and I checked. So I've got check

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marks on a lot of things. You know, you're probably

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saying one hundred and seven, Yeah, I mean I had

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a lot, But you go back and you check. When

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you that's what God has taught me. He may teach

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you all differently, but that's what he teaches me. I

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have wisdom seven times listed. I have overflowed seven times listed.

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So whenever he is I'm in an overflower, he gives

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me wisdom for the month. I'm checking them off and

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so I'm just I'm just blown away. I'm blown away.

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And how he gives us direction and a few people

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are minister to the last feed that. Oh thank you, mister,

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good evening. Amen, how just minister to people? And now

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it's no longer. I was never really soft, like oh okay,

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you know when it comes to teaching and mentoring, and

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you know, I'm the one that's gonna push a little bit,

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you know, because I know I'm gonna get resistance. You

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don't know, there are times that you need people to

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push you into the right direction. Now I tell you

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where to go, but just push and say, okay, let's

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get some energy. Let's go. Just like a trainer, you know,

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trader said okay, we got to do upper body today. Okay,

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here we go, so let's go. Come on one. And

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they counting with you, they're moving with you and everything.

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That's what a mentor, a spiritual mentor does as well.

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You know, we get on the scripture. If I'm a

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citing scripture, if God says have him read this, I'm

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reading it too. I'm rereading it. I'm studying it too

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along with you. Amen. And so it's just and then

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you look at the scripture, you'll be like, huh, I

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didn't I've read I've studied this for here and here's

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a new revelation. Here's a new revelation of God's mercy,

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his grace, his favor, his faith in you, his faith

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in you. And many times, folks, that's the most consistent

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theme out of the folks that I've spoken to in

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the last few days, was no, you're you're waiting for

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God to tell you something. God's waiting on you. He

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needs one thousand percent commitment because you can't serve two masters.

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You can't have your foot in the world and your

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foot out of the world. You just can't, because what

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you're end up doing is you'll have your foot on

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a banana peel and it's near the grave. It's near

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the grave. So for me, I've been instructed I have

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to push a little harder for some people, and that's

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also ripping off a band aid that's been on for

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more than seven days. And you know, I'm taking some skin,

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and I'm gonna take some hair if you have hairy

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arms or hair, and that I'm taking hair and skin,

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and you know, because come on, we need everybody on

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the front line. Everybody on the front line. We had

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this couple. There was this couple. I went to treat

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myself to breakfast. I may have shared that with y'all already,

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but if I'm repeating myself, please forgive me. But he's

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showing me what I should talk about. And when the

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wife came in, she was on her phone and the

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husband's like, you know, he's just fiddling with something. I did.

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I did share this, but it came back to me

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and I judged her. I judged her. I was like, woman,

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your man is trying to look at you. He's trying

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to get if I think if he had caught her glance,

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if she didnet looked at him, he would have just

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it'll melted. And he was sitting there way and he

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started patting his foot and she's on on the phone.

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Then she had a phone call, Then he had a

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phone call. Then she got off her phone and she

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looking like, who's calling you? Wait a minute? Wait a minute,

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what you getting upset for?

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Now?

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I'm gonna tell you a little sidebar. If you're out

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with your spouse or you're out with on a date,

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cell phones are not allowed at the table. What are

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y'all going out for? And you're gonna be on your phone?

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That's rude. I'm sitting there getting an issue with it.

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And then we ended up, you know, I ended up

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ministrying that I didn't want to say nothing. You know,

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i'd be sitting now, I'm trying to I got my

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crunchy bacon. I'm just trying to eat, and all of

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a sudden, I said, Lord, please do I don't want

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to My eggs will surprise something, you know, cook scrabbles

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softed it. It was just perfect. I had some grape

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jelly and I'm like, you know, oh, I'm toast, and

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I'm like, I don't want to say anything. Trust me,

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I don't want to say anything. I can't speak for pastor,

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but there are times you just don't want to say nothing,

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and you feel it in your spirit. It's hard to

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know how far to push people at times. Well, and

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I say, you got to be guided, though, you got

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to be guided. And I think that, you know, when

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somebody's finally just getting on my nerve. I mean, it's

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like this person's repeating themselves, repeating themselves, repeating themselves, and

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I'm like, Okay, does she not think I hurt her?

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And then I have to override it? Says, since, let

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me just tell you it's you. Well, no, I know

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it's me, I said, but I need to let you

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know how I hear you say that. Well, you know

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I serve to God. Well, I serve God. And you

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know she said, Oh God, I don't mean that. I said,

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I know you don't, but that's the way it's received,

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that's the way I hear it. Well, I serve it.

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Like you have to be on the offense. Off You're

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defending yourself all the time, and it don't take that

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in the Kingdom of God. Let God defend you. Let

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God defend you. You want to prove nothing to nobody unless

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you're starting a new job and you have ninety days

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to show them that you could do the work. You

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memorize the policy procedure manual and you do it, don't

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you know. That's the only person that you need to

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prove yourself too. Is your new supervisor. But God avenges

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and he is truly on his third trip of avengance

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as mind tour. He's going after folks. You didn't even think.

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You didn't even I think. I just think it's so

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sad when people are on the phone instead of being

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in the moment. Thank you country. See you're right. I

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just don't understand that. You turn the phone off and

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everybody carries their phone. Nobody. There's that clip on things

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still exists. Women, you have a person in a patty pack,

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you have a crossover, put your phone in there. But

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everybody is walking getting out of their car that got

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to have their phone. They are walking around. You can't

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even push the basket for your phone. I don't understand that.

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And people pick at the generations z and you pick

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up the younger kids. I'm talking about old folk walking

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in with this, you know, uh, a half a baking

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pant size cell phone? How can you? How can you? What?

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What are we doing? What are we doing? You know

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why you got to carry the cell phone? There are

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devices where you can hook it on your pant, hook

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it on your belt if you're wearing a belt, you know,

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and if you want to put it on the butt

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in the back pocket to go ahead, but you better

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remember it's back there because you can go and sit

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down and you ain't fit, you know, forgot the phone's

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back there. I don't understand why people are not making

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eye contact, why people are not talking to each other.

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Why is it that you're not talking? And we got

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to get beyond the text. I would want, I would hope.

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I want to hear your voice at times. And there

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are times I'll say, hey, give me a I'll text somebody, hey,

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give me a call when you have a minute, and

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they get on the phone want, hey, everything's up? What's up?

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And I hate I don't like people because when you

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say what up in immediately in the conversation, it's like

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what do you want? It's like, you know, how can

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You might as well said how can I help you today?

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You know, because you say you know, what's up? What's up?

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And there are times I have to say, you know,

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I just need to hear your voice. Is everything okay?

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Oh yeah, I just need to hear your voice. So

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and the people I ran into a cashier at publics.

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She was very nice. I didn't even notice this crocheted

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angel on her look on her blouse her uniform. I

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didn't notice it, and I don't know how God got

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into the conversation. And she goes, well, see I got

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this angel. I said, oh, I didn't even see it.

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And then she said, well, good luck with that. I said, no,

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in the Kingdom of God, there's no such thing as luck.

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You could say, you you can, I like blessing. And

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she still repeated herself, as I'm going out the door,

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well good luck. Oh, she don't never learn She'll never learned.

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They got to have my mask on as you couldn't

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hear me. But what are you doing? I just told

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you that doesn't exist in the Kingdom of Goa and

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a customer, a customer gave her the angel that she

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made herself. But how are you living? Did it change

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your your your relationship? Did it change your opinion of God?

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This is no joke and we need everybody on the

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front line. You can't clean yourself up enough, you can't

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put on enough perfume. The woman with the issue of blood,

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you can't clean up yourself. The leopards, the man filled

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with demons, the legions, the man sitting at the at

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the at the well. I still won't get over that one.

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The men brought them to the well and instead of

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taking them into the to the point where you get healed,

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and put them at the what it was meant to

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be because Jesus was passing by, and nobody realized that.

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They didn't say in the scripture, you know what, let's

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leave them out here because you know Jesus may be around.

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No listen here, we'll be back. And wins. It's like, oh,

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I'm not good enough to go in. I'm too heavy,

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I'm burdening you down. I'm weighing you down. So you

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just drop me at the well. But thank god, that's

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who Jesus is. He knows everything. He knows the right time,

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he knows when you're gonna come on it. He waits

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for you. And there's still some people that we gotta

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go get and bring in before they take their last breath.

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And he's waiting on them. We can't condemn them, we

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can't judge them. We all we can do is say, okay, well,

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how long this's gonna take because he knows, Oh, he's

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coming to me. Just give him a minute, because I

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have nothing but time. I have nothing but time. So

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this is who, this is where we are we've warned

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and everything else we've encouraged and stuff, and it's dropping.

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It's dropping, it's dropping. Stores are closing. I can't even

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tell you where tot to go. Get a job right now?

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Way to sign up? Where to apply? I want to

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give a shout out to pro Shred. Pro Shred company

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that came back by the day for me to my

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new spot. Picked up two half bags of shredded material.

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Done charged me. I can hardly wait the seat the

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sheriff department, in the police department and let him know. Now,

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let me tell you how much I had to pay

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it for be a coach shrip because you didn't have

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your free event. You spoiled me. So we got to

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talk about this. But just ministering to people and just

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saying hello. I was outside yesterday and this gentleman was

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walking and the the our people were leaving and they

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had pulled up. I said hello, and he just I said, well,

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I guess it's not a hello for him. He heard

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that and looked at me. He said hello. I said, oh, oh,

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guess you were deep. It's like, let me speak to you, hey, Okay,

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normally I don't do that. I see you no okay,

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but God has so much for us, and I really

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want folks who say they believe in Him, in Jesus

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Christ and the Holy Spirit. I really want you to

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live in the overflow. I really want you to experience

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increasing in wisdom. I really want you to see that

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the Bible is really real. It's not just sixty six

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books or stories of people. All of those folks in

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the Bible are related to me. I don't have to

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go to Africa. I'm not looking for I'm not looking

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for myself. I don't need to go find myself. I

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get in my word. I get in my word. Amen.

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And so just want to encourage you all. Just encourage

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you all. Keep striving, don't let go, don't stop. There's

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no stopping now. You can rest in the Lord, but

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you're still moving. You can go on vacation and they go,

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this is gonna be great seven days. You know. I

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don't have to worry about the phone. I ain't gonna

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answer this. And God is speaking, say I need you

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to go minister to those people over there.

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You have to be ready in and out of season,

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says the word. It's not when you just you're being

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asked to speak at this church or ask to attend

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this event. It's going to the grocery store, it's going

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to get gas. It's making eye contact with someone and

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giving them hope and through your eyes. Like I said,

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I wear my mask, so all you see is this,

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but I'm looking at you. I'm letting you know I

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got you. I get you. I'm not here to judge you,

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even though I have the I've been called a judgement

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prophet before, like Ezekiel, So be encouraged, guys, be encouraged

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and be safe out here fast. Did you want to

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add anything? And then I'm going to hop onto a subject.

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There is something that I want to share with you

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that I went to. I attended a three day seminar

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and it started on Thanksgiving Day and was Thanksgiving Friday

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and then Saturday, and in it there was something that

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was said that was just so powerful and it made

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me really use that, use it as part of my

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approach when I speak to people, when I hear about

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traditions and cultures. And let me give you an example

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of that. When you're talking to somebody and they'll say, well,

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in this way, because that's who I am. That's what

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I've learned from my family. So I want to share

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the expressions with you to let you know that what

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Miss Gray was talking about in regards to truth and

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what Jesus has to say and what the Bible has

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to teach us. And one thing we have to understand.

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The Bible is absolute truth. And here's the first point.

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Truth is eternal. It just never stops. More you're with Christ,

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the more truth is revealed to you. Not only is

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the truth eternal, but it's preparing you for eternity. I've

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always said that God is absolute truth. The second point

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I want to mention is that when people say, well,

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it's part of my culture. Well, the second point is

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culture expires. Well, let me kind of touch on that.

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The Miss Gray and I we're part of the same generation.

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Guess what you are generation or culture? It's going to expire.

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The generation behind us is they're going to have their

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own culture and then that culture behind them is going

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to have a new culture. So what we look at

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as this is how we teach, this is how we

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mentor we'll push here, we'll push there will be quiet here.

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We can communicate. And we were just talking about it

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our culture, believe it or not. We wrote letters, put

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a stamp on it, and mailed it to people. Today,

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people don't know how to structure a sentence. So you

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can see our culture and the culture of today. You

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can already see how one is getting ready to aspire,

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and then another one's about to begin. And then the

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last point, well, I'm going to do this because this

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works for me. That's called tradition. Tradition is frozen success.

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Charles. Yeah, and God will lead you. Trust God will

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lead you. Amen, Thank you, Charles, and we'll expound upon that.

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Go ahead, pastor.

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And that's that's exactly what I mean. Tradition is frozen success.

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So we don't want to do anything because that's the

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way it's been done. So we don't want to rock

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the boat. So how do you grow from that? Because

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you're so locked into what you only know, how do

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you grow? And this is why when we touch on

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topics like we're doing tonight, we have to really understand

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for you to be able to understand when to speak,

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when to remain quiet, when to push, when not to push.

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This is where the Spirit and miss Great touchdown it

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again in in our prayer. The Holy Spirit may be

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the third in the Trinity but it's not the least

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important because the Holy Spirit is the one that enacts,

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that annoys, that puts the wheels in motion for us

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to know.

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Don't fix that what ain't broken type of thing. Hey, mickey,

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that's a thin liner. That's a thin liner because when

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there are times that you need to pivot and change,

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even if it's not broken.

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This can modify, but you can modify.

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Modify, Yes, yes, yes, the minute.

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Yeah, if it's not broken, how does it stop you

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from modifying it?

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And has it worked for you? As is?

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There you go? And that's another thing. What works with

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one person doesn't work for you. Would you like to

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know why we're all made differently? My DNA is absolutely

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completely different than Miss Grace because God gave miss Gray

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gifts for Miss Gray. God gave me gifts for me.

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Gray can't claim it because you want to know why

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Gray doesn't understand my gifts and if she tries to

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use my gifts, guess what, Jill fail. That's why we

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work so well together. It's because some of her and

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some of me meet up together and as well as

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Trey together. We make a team. It's a unified effort.

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It's unity, not independent and that seems to be the

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mantra today. It's all about me. We want to be independent.

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God didn't create us to be independent. God created us

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to be in his family. This is why we have

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to understand that, because when we start thinking that we're independent,

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guess what mistake we become. We become self righteous. Well,

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that becomes a problem because then nobody can tell you

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anything and you don't grow. You become stagnant and you're

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wondering why you're not moving forward and everybody else is

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moving forward and you're still stuck in this, and then

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you start getting angry at God. And God's like, well,

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I've told you that this is what needs to change,

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and you still feel like you know better. Guess what

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I created you? You didn't create yourself, and I didn't

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get any input from you on how to create.

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You didn't ask. You didn't ask.

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So this is why we have to understand. Part of

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growth means that you have to surrender. You have to submit,

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and you have to be open to what you're going

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to be taught this way. When you learn it, then

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you come proficient at it. Then things fall into place

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with very little effort, and that's when you know the

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gift has been given to you because the Holy Spirit

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prepared you for the gifts that you're going to receive,

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those gifts will not be wasted.

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You mean, and you don't really know at time. Once

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you are really working on your relationship with God, you

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don't go out and boast, You don't go out and volunteer,

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you don't go out and be in front. You start this,

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you know, you stand back and you're like okay, and

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you watch and then and there would be times that

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you know, at a meeting and we're waiting for somebody

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to get started, and I'm like, look, time is precious.

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I got to get back to another place. So you know, what,

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can we get started and when the facilitator comes and

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we'll turn it over to them and they're like yeah, yeah, yeah,

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let's do that. So okay, everybody go around the room

456
00:29:33.680 --> 00:29:36.920
and tell you tell us your name, and where do

457
00:29:36.960 --> 00:29:39.359
you work, and what brought you to this seminar, what

458
00:29:39.440 --> 00:29:41.799
brought you to this? You know, this this this conference.

459
00:29:42.880 --> 00:29:45.920
That's a no brainer. You know, we are ten minutes,

460
00:29:45.960 --> 00:29:47.920
have already gone about fifteen minutes. We don't know what

461
00:29:47.960 --> 00:29:49.839
happened to the to the person that's going to lead

462
00:29:49.880 --> 00:29:52.599
this thing. I'm not trying to get nothing. I'm not

463
00:29:52.640 --> 00:29:55.000
passing our business cards. Most of the time when I

464
00:29:55.039 --> 00:29:56.640
go to a meeting, God has to tell me I

465
00:29:56.680 --> 00:29:58.880
need to go. And I'm wondering, why, how do we

466
00:29:58.920 --> 00:30:01.359
know what our gifts are? Well, Mickey, Well, what are

467
00:30:01.359 --> 00:30:05.400
you good at? Mickey? What are you good at? What

468
00:30:05.400 --> 00:30:08.279
do you like to do? Now here's another one. What

469
00:30:08.559 --> 00:30:11.319
burns you? What could take you from zero to a thousand?

470
00:30:11.640 --> 00:30:15.440
You mistreat my black American elderly, you will have a

471
00:30:15.480 --> 00:30:18.799
problem with me. You disrespect my elderly. You have a

472
00:30:18.839 --> 00:30:22.559
problem with me. I lose all respect for you. You

473
00:30:22.680 --> 00:30:26.599
disrespect my God. I got a problem with you. You

474
00:30:26.720 --> 00:30:29.839
gonna have a problem with me. So what is it

475
00:30:29.880 --> 00:30:31.640
that you love and I want? That's gonna be your

476
00:30:31.640 --> 00:30:34.359
homework tonight and we'll talk about that next week. Write

477
00:30:34.400 --> 00:30:37.680
down three things that you love to do. Money is

478
00:30:37.720 --> 00:30:41.359
not an issue. Knowing the right person is not an issue,

479
00:30:42.279 --> 00:30:44.319
because we could pray. We could pray in one night

480
00:30:44.359 --> 00:30:47.759
and it'll manifest if it's meant to. Because guess what,

481
00:30:47.799 --> 00:30:50.880
God put it in us. That's what people are missing.

482
00:30:51.240 --> 00:30:54.920
God put it in us. I didn't say at age three, oh,

483
00:30:54.960 --> 00:30:58.359
I want to be a social worker. Social work didn't exist,

484
00:30:58.720 --> 00:31:01.640
the name didn't exist. This, Oh, I want to be

485
00:31:01.640 --> 00:31:04.799
a psychologist. All that back in the day when I

486
00:31:04.839 --> 00:31:09.160
was three, that was doctor. That was a doctor, and

487
00:31:09.160 --> 00:31:12.839
he's a mind doctor, head doctor. They have these fancy names.

488
00:31:14.240 --> 00:31:16.799
I didn't think all I think. I can all remember.

489
00:31:16.920 --> 00:31:19.039
The only thing I remember when I was younger, I

490
00:31:19.079 --> 00:31:22.279
was in private school. And I loved singing. I love acting.

491
00:31:22.359 --> 00:31:24.000
I love the singing. I say, one day I want

492
00:31:24.000 --> 00:31:26.279
to return to the stage. That's all. I never said

493
00:31:26.279 --> 00:31:29.000
I wanted to have twins. I even though my father

494
00:31:29.039 --> 00:31:31.640
they raised me, was a fraternal twin. I didn't say, oh,

495
00:31:31.680 --> 00:31:33.640
I want to be an author one day. Oh, I

496
00:31:33.640 --> 00:31:37.200
want to teach school. One day, I want to teach college. Though, wait,

497
00:31:37.240 --> 00:31:44.480
what was I It's to identify three things that you

498
00:31:44.519 --> 00:31:49.000
would love to do, that that you're passionate about. And

499
00:31:49.079 --> 00:31:51.279
money is not an issue. Who you know is not

500
00:31:51.359 --> 00:31:53.680
an issue. Because Miki just asked, how do you know

501
00:31:53.759 --> 00:31:56.640
what our gifts are? Do you have the gift of talking?

502
00:31:56.680 --> 00:32:00.279
Do you have the gift of listening? Let go, let's

503
00:32:00.279 --> 00:32:04.519
go to basics. But what people don't understand is God

504
00:32:04.559 --> 00:32:07.640
put it in you already. Those who are interior designs

505
00:32:07.680 --> 00:32:10.039
that could take five thousand dollars and blow up a

506
00:32:10.079 --> 00:32:14.160
wall and blow up a space and make it. They

507
00:32:14.200 --> 00:32:17.279
were gifted with that. I've told you about my daughter

508
00:32:17.319 --> 00:32:19.240
when she was first she was the first one to

509
00:32:19.279 --> 00:32:21.559
walk ahead of her brother. And she would go in

510
00:32:21.599 --> 00:32:23.519
the room and she'd changed her clothes and she put

511
00:32:23.559 --> 00:32:26.759
on outfits that match. They weren't purchased together. So you know,

512
00:32:26.880 --> 00:32:32.799
me being a therapist, Oh lord, she's got ADHD. She's

513
00:32:32.799 --> 00:32:35.759
got ADHD. Because she would run. She'd get a mouth

514
00:32:35.799 --> 00:32:37.720
full of grits and put my daddy and this year

515
00:32:37.799 --> 00:32:39.279
running the room, and I'm like, what is she doing?

516
00:32:39.440 --> 00:32:40.759
And she would go in. She was I don't know

517
00:32:40.839 --> 00:32:42.920
how she pulled the drawers out. She was just going

518
00:32:42.960 --> 00:32:45.960
through and changing. She's a fashioned nieces to today she

519
00:32:46.079 --> 00:32:49.319
can sew, she can put food together and make it

520
00:32:49.359 --> 00:32:53.079
look like a like a portrait. It was already in her.

521
00:32:53.599 --> 00:32:56.759
That's not me. I just wanted I was always overweight,

522
00:32:56.799 --> 00:32:58.839
so I just wanted to cover myself and I wanted

523
00:32:58.839 --> 00:33:03.200
to match that. Make sure my friends of my glasses matched. Amen,

524
00:33:03.960 --> 00:33:06.200
So what are your gifts? So that's that's the homework country.

525
00:33:06.200 --> 00:33:10.079
See list three things that you really are passionate about,

526
00:33:10.400 --> 00:33:13.359
you really would. I always love my elderly and that's

527
00:33:13.559 --> 00:33:17.200
that's part of my nonprofit. That's who I go in

528
00:33:17.200 --> 00:33:18.960
there and speak. I go to nursing homes, I go

529
00:33:19.000 --> 00:33:21.519
to assistant living facilities and sit down. What's going on,

530
00:33:21.559 --> 00:33:24.880
what's going on? Talk to me? Because everybody, every need

531
00:33:24.880 --> 00:33:27.599
has got the bow. And every time that's got you

532
00:33:27.720 --> 00:33:31.359
got to give them the chance to say yay, r nay.

533
00:33:32.079 --> 00:33:34.680
Somebody who could really sing, she's been singing all the life,

534
00:33:35.920 --> 00:33:40.960
all the life. You like music all the life.

535
00:33:43.000 --> 00:33:43.039
On.

536
00:33:44.039 --> 00:33:46.759
It's already in us, and I think it would help

537
00:33:46.799 --> 00:33:50.400
people to understand. I know you've heard it. God made

538
00:33:50.480 --> 00:33:53.359
us in our in his image, in their image. Let

539
00:33:53.440 --> 00:33:56.200
us make man, let us make us, let us make

540
00:33:56.240 --> 00:34:00.839
them in our image. That's your personality. That's your your

541
00:34:01.200 --> 00:34:05.039
willingness or your personality. You're you're able to you know speak,

542
00:34:05.079 --> 00:34:07.559
you're not an introvert or you are an introvert, and

543
00:34:07.559 --> 00:34:12.559
you're a great listener. That's a skill that don't come readily.

544
00:34:13.360 --> 00:34:15.960
You got to be born with that. You know, you're

545
00:34:16.000 --> 00:34:19.480
able to lead people, You're able to influence people. You're

546
00:34:19.519 --> 00:34:22.159
able to motivate people. You didn't go. There was no

547
00:34:22.320 --> 00:34:24.880
course that will teach you how to motivate others. There's

548
00:34:24.920 --> 00:34:29.079
no class. There's no class. It's either in you and

549
00:34:29.159 --> 00:34:33.199
all of a sudden something taps you and you're like, oh,

550
00:34:33.320 --> 00:34:33.800
I could.

551
00:34:33.639 --> 00:34:36.280
Do that, I could do that.

552
00:34:37.480 --> 00:34:40.079
I never knew. I never said I wanted to be

553
00:34:40.159 --> 00:34:43.039
an author. I've never I worked in a library. Didn't

554
00:34:43.079 --> 00:34:46.480
know here. Today's part of my mission is to get

555
00:34:46.519 --> 00:34:49.400
brand new books to every child. Every child should have

556
00:34:49.400 --> 00:34:52.840
a brand new book in their life. I did it

557
00:34:52.840 --> 00:34:54.880
when I was an America ORPS. That was one of

558
00:34:54.880 --> 00:34:59.519
my goals, to make sure every child receive the brand

559
00:34:59.559 --> 00:35:03.320
new book. I started working in the library fourteen, had

560
00:35:03.360 --> 00:35:06.159
no idea I'm working in a library. You know. Everybody said,

561
00:35:06.920 --> 00:35:10.840
you know how long I could get. But I had

562
00:35:10.840 --> 00:35:14.559
to go that ROUMP to learn the periodical system, the

563
00:35:14.559 --> 00:35:18.960
Library of Congress and the Dewey decimal. It's real. What

564
00:35:19.039 --> 00:35:21.280
if we lost our drive? Oh here we go. Things

565
00:35:21.280 --> 00:35:23.119
we used to love. Others have tried to snuff it out.

566
00:35:23.159 --> 00:35:25.880
Can we get our light back? Yes, Micky, but realize

567
00:35:25.880 --> 00:35:33.119
it's not your light, it's his. It's his, And said God,

568
00:35:33.159 --> 00:35:36.280
I can't do it. I don't have the motivation. I

569
00:35:36.280 --> 00:35:38.440
don't have the I can't even get up out. I

570
00:35:38.440 --> 00:35:40.880
can't get up. And we're going to talk about seasonal

571
00:35:41.119 --> 00:35:47.000
effective disorder, which is a form of depression. But if

572
00:35:47.039 --> 00:35:48.760
you want it bad enough, go ahead.

573
00:35:48.760 --> 00:35:51.880
So that's a good point, miss Gray, because here's the thing.

574
00:35:53.760 --> 00:35:59.440
When you lose your drive, that's God being quiet, because

575
00:35:59.440 --> 00:36:01.840
he's saying you're wanted to do it yourself. Figure it out,

576
00:36:02.639 --> 00:36:04.440
Figure it out, figure it out.

577
00:36:04.880 --> 00:36:08.039
It's easy. It's not here in the cart before the horse.

578
00:36:08.320 --> 00:36:10.920
I'll just wait right here. And that's why he loves

579
00:36:10.960 --> 00:36:13.760
us so much. I love him because he will wait.

580
00:36:14.920 --> 00:36:17.559
If he knows you are destined for heaven, he will

581
00:36:17.599 --> 00:36:22.320
wait on you. But don't take him for granted. Man,

582
00:36:23.320 --> 00:36:26.559
don't take him for granted, because guess what, that's one

583
00:36:26.599 --> 00:36:29.760
thing we cannot see. I have the gift of prophecy.

584
00:36:30.639 --> 00:36:34.039
I can see into the into tomorrow. I could see

585
00:36:34.039 --> 00:36:36.159
I was just recently in somebody's bedroom. I didn't mean

586
00:36:36.199 --> 00:36:39.400
to go there, but have to to show God's point.

587
00:36:41.079 --> 00:36:45.280
But guess what, Nobody taught me that that was already

588
00:36:45.320 --> 00:36:48.239
resting in me until I got closer to God to say, Okay,

589
00:36:48.440 --> 00:36:50.239
I know I'm gonna get have to get the teaching

590
00:36:50.480 --> 00:36:56.079
I love to teach. I love to teach. I didn't

591
00:36:56.079 --> 00:36:58.679
know I had to. I was be allowed to get.

592
00:36:58.800 --> 00:37:01.639
And it's destiny for me to get the rest of

593
00:37:01.679 --> 00:37:07.679
the ministerial gifts. But you can look them up. There

594
00:37:07.679 --> 00:37:10.000
are gifts in the Bible. They talk about. It talks

595
00:37:10.039 --> 00:37:13.559
about that my pulpit. It will not be in a

596
00:37:13.599 --> 00:37:16.960
physical church that we know, you know, framed and this

597
00:37:17.039 --> 00:37:20.559
and and that Paisley called the stained glass. And that's

598
00:37:20.639 --> 00:37:25.079
not my pullpit. My pulpit is the classroom. My pulpit

599
00:37:25.199 --> 00:37:29.440
is with nonprofit organizations and at meetings and convening people.

600
00:37:29.800 --> 00:37:33.880
Setting it straight is my pulpit as well as pastors.

601
00:37:37.239 --> 00:37:41.639
If I may go ahead, I one thing, Yes, there's

602
00:37:41.840 --> 00:37:46.840
there's something that really my spirit has really been its pressing.

603
00:37:46.880 --> 00:37:51.079
And that's why I want to mention this. If you're

604
00:37:51.079 --> 00:37:54.760
really wanting to understand your gifts, this is part of

605
00:37:54.760 --> 00:37:59.360
that surrender I was talking about. But while you're in prayer,

606
00:37:59.559 --> 00:38:01.639
you're not saying, well, God, you know this is what

607
00:38:01.760 --> 00:38:04.079
I'm good at. And God's women saying yeah, you're good

608
00:38:04.079 --> 00:38:04.320
at that.

609
00:38:04.400 --> 00:38:05.320
But you're better at this.

610
00:38:07.519 --> 00:38:11.039
And we have to understand God speaks to us in

611
00:38:11.119 --> 00:38:17.079
such a soft voice that he wants to make sure

612
00:38:17.079 --> 00:38:19.800
that you're focused on him so you can hear him,

613
00:38:20.599 --> 00:38:27.760
not you. So this is called and and that's the

614
00:38:27.800 --> 00:38:33.960
first level you're it's a prophetic impression. I'm not going

615
00:38:34.039 --> 00:38:35.840
to go too deep here, but I'm just going to

616
00:38:35.920 --> 00:38:38.519
give you the I'm just going to skim the surface here.

617
00:38:39.559 --> 00:38:43.320
Our organizational efficiency a gift. Yep, yes it is.

618
00:38:44.239 --> 00:38:45.159
And what I mean by that.

619
00:38:48.280 --> 00:38:49.599
You came right time.

620
00:38:49.639 --> 00:38:51.159
You came in at the right time, right.

621
00:38:52.920 --> 00:38:53.119
Sick.

622
00:38:54.599 --> 00:39:00.800
And we are in prayer, okay, and we are deep

623
00:39:00.840 --> 00:39:03.760
in prayer and having a conversation. It doesn't need to

624
00:39:03.800 --> 00:39:10.559
be a perfect prayer. This is you talking to God

625
00:39:10.960 --> 00:39:13.920
or talking to the Holy Spirit like you would be

626
00:39:13.960 --> 00:39:16.639
talking to your friend or a family member. And all

627
00:39:16.679 --> 00:39:21.159
of a sudden, you'll be feeling an impression or you'll

628
00:39:21.159 --> 00:39:25.760
be seeing what an activity that you're like, wait a minute,

629
00:39:25.960 --> 00:39:30.119
what does that mean? That gets revealed to you? And

630
00:39:30.159 --> 00:39:34.599
then all of a sudden you're gonna say, I've always

631
00:39:34.599 --> 00:39:39.840
wanted to do that. That's that prophetic impression where you're

632
00:39:39.880 --> 00:39:42.679
going to go after it, and then all of a sudden,

633
00:39:42.719 --> 00:39:46.280
when you're going after it, there are no obstacles. It

634
00:39:46.480 --> 00:39:50.039
falls right in its place, and whatever challenge is in

635
00:39:50.079 --> 00:39:52.719
your face, you're like, hey, Lord, you put.

636
00:39:52.480 --> 00:39:56.719
This in my mind. Gone gone.

637
00:39:57.320 --> 00:40:01.000
And then all of a sudden, that fire that you

638
00:40:01.239 --> 00:40:04.440
felt that you lost, all of a sudden gets reignited,

639
00:40:04.719 --> 00:40:09.079
and you're like, how did that happen? And then you're

640
00:40:09.159 --> 00:40:14.440
asked to a oh oh, oh.

641
00:40:16.000 --> 00:40:19.239
Wow. And there been times I will say, Jesus, is

642
00:40:19.280 --> 00:40:26.719
that you? Jesus? Is that you? Wow? And one night

643
00:40:26.719 --> 00:40:28.480
we'll we'll talk. Before the end of the year, we'll

644
00:40:28.480 --> 00:40:31.880
talk about our testimony, how we came to Jesus. We'll

645
00:40:31.920 --> 00:40:39.880
talk about that. But just don't stop, Mickey, don't stop

646
00:40:41.000 --> 00:40:44.400
your your your curiosity, all of you. Charles, you know,

647
00:40:44.480 --> 00:40:47.400
country seat and the stage, You're, you're, you're, you're, you're,

648
00:40:48.079 --> 00:40:51.920
You've been piqued. Now something's got your attention. Now Wait

649
00:40:52.000 --> 00:40:53.840
a minute, Wait a minute, what do you mean to

650
00:40:53.840 --> 00:40:56.119
tell me I can All I have to do is believe.

651
00:40:56.159 --> 00:40:59.239
All I have to do is reconnect or connect God,

652
00:41:01.039 --> 00:41:03.199
and then things will fall into place. I'll get to

653
00:41:03.280 --> 00:41:06.559
do what I need to do, what I've been purposed

654
00:41:06.559 --> 00:41:08.480
to do. Because guess what it is your purpose.

655
00:41:10.880 --> 00:41:16.679
It's your purpose, fulfilling his plan, fulfilling his plan.

656
00:41:17.239 --> 00:41:20.559
His plan is all about kingdom work. He said, I

657
00:41:21.119 --> 00:41:23.760
your gifts will make room for you. Another scripture says

658
00:41:23.800 --> 00:41:27.119
I'll bring you before great many men. You can try

659
00:41:27.159 --> 00:41:28.920
to go to every meeting. Who can if you want

660
00:41:28.920 --> 00:41:30.199
to get on the dice. You want to be that

661
00:41:30.239 --> 00:41:33.000
public speaker and nobody's choosing you. Oh, let me, let

662
00:41:33.039 --> 00:41:34.800
me do it. Inlet down those of you who do

663
00:41:34.880 --> 00:41:35.440
go to church.

664
00:41:36.360 --> 00:41:36.559
I have.

665
00:41:36.719 --> 00:41:38.599
I cannot tell you how many times I walked into

666
00:41:38.599 --> 00:41:40.920
a church getting ready to minister, and I would ask

667
00:41:40.960 --> 00:41:48.440
two questions, Okay, where are my prayer warriors? They are like, okay, okay,

668
00:41:48.559 --> 00:41:52.519
let me okay, where are my inncessors? And then look

669
00:41:52.559 --> 00:41:54.400
at each other. I said, okay, well, I'll turn it

670
00:41:54.400 --> 00:41:56.360
to the pastors or the leaders of the church, and said,

671
00:41:56.400 --> 00:41:59.360
this is your first problem because nobody knows how they're

672
00:41:59.360 --> 00:42:04.840
supposed to prank. And then the mistake is they pray

673
00:42:04.920 --> 00:42:06.159
what you're telling them to prayer and say to going

674
00:42:06.199 --> 00:42:08.239
to God and asking him how do I pray for this?

675
00:42:08.599 --> 00:42:14.199
Pastor said I got tapped on that one time, and

676
00:42:14.239 --> 00:42:16.440
the church deteriorated, and I'm like, oh, God, looking at

677
00:42:16.440 --> 00:42:17.880
the palace he was on TV. I was like, oh

678
00:42:17.880 --> 00:42:20.280
my God, he looks a little torn, a little ruffles.

679
00:42:20.440 --> 00:42:22.760
And God the voice, this voice said, part of that's

680
00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:25.280
your fault. I was like what I said, Oh, the

681
00:42:25.320 --> 00:42:27.320
devil is a liar, devil, you can't talk to me.

682
00:42:27.440 --> 00:42:29.840
God in the small voice said no, no, no, it's me.

683
00:42:32.599 --> 00:42:36.679
His decreasing, his look at messy is my fault. Yeah,

684
00:42:36.679 --> 00:42:38.639
because you pray what he told you to pray. You

685
00:42:38.760 --> 00:42:41.320
never came to me and asked me how to pray.

686
00:42:41.519 --> 00:42:44.159
So now that's why I tell people, no pray. Whenever

687
00:42:44.280 --> 00:42:46.079
you know I run across your mind, you get a

688
00:42:46.159 --> 00:42:48.639
visual of me, lift up a prayer for me. What

689
00:42:48.639 --> 00:42:49.920
do you want me to pray for us? Don't know,

690
00:42:53.000 --> 00:42:55.519
don't know unless it's something really pressing, and I'll say, hey,

691
00:42:55.519 --> 00:42:58.199
I need folks praying about this really please. I got

692
00:42:58.199 --> 00:43:00.280
to go to the doctor next week, and I you know,

693
00:43:00.320 --> 00:43:02.159
I just need everybody just d I can't. I'm not

694
00:43:02.199 --> 00:43:05.039
gonna take it. A man skipt. Thank you, get room

695
00:43:05.039 --> 00:43:07.639
for him and bring it him before a great many men. Yeah.

696
00:43:07.840 --> 00:43:10.920
God will do that. God will do that. And now

697
00:43:11.159 --> 00:43:13.159
I'm at a place where you want him to do it.

698
00:43:13.400 --> 00:43:15.360
I don't want to think of nothing. I don't want

699
00:43:15.360 --> 00:43:17.519
to think a thing. God, you tell me what I'm

700
00:43:17.559 --> 00:43:20.840
told to do tomorrow. I don't tell you something real fast,

701
00:43:20.880 --> 00:43:23.159
real quick. And we're not going to get to seasonal

702
00:43:23.239 --> 00:43:28.039
effective disorder tonight. But we'll talk about it. God always

703
00:43:28.039 --> 00:43:30.079
bakesally laugh because there's one thing I'm doing.

704
00:43:30.360 --> 00:43:35.000
Yes, we have, we actually touched on some of it.

705
00:43:35.719 --> 00:43:38.639
Okay, we'll have thank you.

706
00:43:39.480 --> 00:43:43.559
Okay. What the seasonal effect is when we we we

707
00:43:43.880 --> 00:43:50.920
listen to the wrong voice and it stops us. Yes,

708
00:43:51.639 --> 00:43:55.519
all the fire is running out. No, No, the devil's

709
00:43:55.519 --> 00:43:58.280
a liar, right, devil liar.

710
00:43:58.840 --> 00:44:01.239
You just need to pivot some times you need to

711
00:44:01.280 --> 00:44:03.920
do Okay, this is not working. So I may need

712
00:44:03.960 --> 00:44:06.960
to go this way. Now you need to go that way.

713
00:44:07.400 --> 00:44:08.679
As a matter of fact, you're slid to go that

714
00:44:08.719 --> 00:44:12.920
way in the beginning. But you want to go this way. Jonah,

715
00:44:13.079 --> 00:44:14.119
you want to go this way?

716
00:44:14.199 --> 00:44:16.880
Paul there, Oh no you didn't.

717
00:44:16.960 --> 00:44:20.400
So you know what guys like. But let me tell

718
00:44:20.400 --> 00:44:22.599
you something. And there's something I've been doing and there

719
00:44:22.639 --> 00:44:24.800
are times I just don't want to do it. I

720
00:44:24.880 --> 00:44:26.639
just thought, and I'd be like, I don't want to go,

721
00:44:26.960 --> 00:44:29.440
but I can't lie. I can't tell. I can't come

722
00:44:29.519 --> 00:44:34.119
up with an excuse. So I'm like, okay, And next

723
00:44:34.119 --> 00:44:35.840
thing I know, God told me the other morning, go

724
00:44:35.840 --> 00:44:39.480
ahead and say good morning to the person. I was like,

725
00:44:39.519 --> 00:44:42.199
good morning, and the person's like, oh, I'm not gonna

726
00:44:42.199 --> 00:44:44.679
be able to meet today. Is that okay? Yes, that's okay.

727
00:44:44.719 --> 00:44:46.719
I can't be to it. I was like, oh, is

728
00:44:46.760 --> 00:44:49.199
everything okay? And I'm really concerned. But I'd be like,

729
00:44:49.199 --> 00:44:54.559
oh Jesus, because sometimes you just don't want to be bothered.

730
00:44:55.360 --> 00:44:56.480
You just don't want to go.

731
00:44:57.440 --> 00:44:57.840
Come one.

732
00:44:58.119 --> 00:45:00.440
I told you a ten percent flesh. So I have

733
00:45:00.519 --> 00:45:02.960
to stay low. I have to just stay down and

734
00:45:03.039 --> 00:45:06.280
stay quiet. And it's a time and place for everything.

735
00:45:07.440 --> 00:45:09.639
And I just laugh. I say, God, you're just too funny.

736
00:45:09.719 --> 00:45:13.880
You're just too funny. He's just too funny because he knows.

737
00:45:13.920 --> 00:45:15.920
And that was I was gonna say that earlier. We

738
00:45:16.039 --> 00:45:20.840
cannot see into your heart. I don't know what you're thinking.

739
00:45:20.880 --> 00:45:22.400
I don't know what these two are thinking. I don't

740
00:45:22.440 --> 00:45:23.880
know what Rebel is thinking. And we don't know what

741
00:45:23.960 --> 00:45:26.119
y'all are thinking. We don't know what you're thinking. It

742
00:45:26.159 --> 00:45:28.719
starts in your heart, then it goes up here to

743
00:45:28.760 --> 00:45:33.159
be rationalized. So between here and here, I don't know

744
00:45:33.239 --> 00:45:37.000
what you're thinking. I don't know what's motivating. I don't

745
00:45:37.039 --> 00:45:39.719
know what your issues. I don't know until it comes

746
00:45:39.719 --> 00:45:47.119
out of here. But God sees your heart and now

747
00:45:47.280 --> 00:45:49.920
times he'll let us down and tell you stay away

748
00:45:49.920 --> 00:45:53.119
from that person. Once they disconnect from you, keep the disconnection.

749
00:45:53.480 --> 00:45:56.000
Don't go running after them, don't go trying to send

750
00:45:56.000 --> 00:46:00.320
them a Christmas card, because things are shifting and I

751
00:46:00.400 --> 00:46:03.719
know their heart and their heart is not for you.

752
00:46:04.800 --> 00:46:07.360
Boo yah. Dropping the mic. I had a mic. I

753
00:46:07.480 --> 00:46:09.639
drop it, but I'm gonna get a play mic. I

754
00:46:09.679 --> 00:46:11.880
saw a play mic in Target the other day. I

755
00:46:11.920 --> 00:46:13.480
was gonna get for this little girls in the basket

756
00:46:13.480 --> 00:46:15.159
because she was just singing. And the mom was like,

757
00:46:15.400 --> 00:46:18.639
I said, no, no, no, you let her sing. You let

758
00:46:18.719 --> 00:46:22.480
her sing. She may be the next uh the vocalist

759
00:46:22.719 --> 00:46:25.400
that the world needs to hear. And so later on

760
00:46:25.400 --> 00:46:26.840
I saw this mic and I was like, oh, man,

761
00:46:26.880 --> 00:46:28.480
if I run into her, Lord, do I get the mic?

762
00:46:28.480 --> 00:46:29.840
He said, you don't have to get the mic. I said, okay,

763
00:46:29.840 --> 00:46:32.119
I'm gonna get the mic for myself later on, but anyway,

764
00:46:32.320 --> 00:46:35.199
so I could drop it all right, Trey, come on

765
00:46:35.280 --> 00:46:38.239
in here, close us out. We only got three more minutes. Yeah,

766
00:46:38.239 --> 00:46:38.800
didn't hear you?

767
00:46:39.239 --> 00:46:42.360
Yeah, okay, I wasn't sure. Look I tell you that

768
00:46:42.440 --> 00:46:44.199
that one was determined. That I was even more than

769
00:46:44.280 --> 00:46:45.519
turning to get on this show.

770
00:46:45.920 --> 00:46:48.159
I my connecting was crazy.

771
00:46:48.280 --> 00:46:51.480
But anyhow, passing, you are right walked in on the

772
00:46:51.599 --> 00:46:55.360
right moment because I tell you, I feel saying shifting.

773
00:46:55.800 --> 00:46:59.559
You know, I feel saying shifting and you know, like

774
00:46:59.599 --> 00:47:02.000
I said, at least like I said, Uh the great.

775
00:47:02.519 --> 00:47:05.599
We'll share our testimonies later. But right now, I'm in

776
00:47:05.719 --> 00:47:10.039
a mode where I'm feeling it. You know, I'm feeling it.

777
00:47:10.360 --> 00:47:14.400
I'm coming back, So training back, watch out, beware, because

778
00:47:14.400 --> 00:47:18.079
I tell you she's back and getting better and so

779
00:47:19.519 --> 00:47:23.360
yes and better back and better back. Oh the sure

780
00:47:23.559 --> 00:47:28.519
back and better Yes. I like that.

781
00:47:30.199 --> 00:47:30.840
A man.

782
00:47:30.920 --> 00:47:34.039
Look, I tell you I'm just feeling good and so

783
00:47:34.840 --> 00:47:37.960
he I feel him moving and my walk. I tell

784
00:47:38.000 --> 00:47:40.679
you it's just saying fair, you know, prayer whole thing,

785
00:47:41.559 --> 00:47:44.559
believing in him and trying to remove the sinking thinking.

786
00:47:45.719 --> 00:47:49.039
And you know, because where pastor we're saying, you don't

787
00:47:49.079 --> 00:47:51.039
know what voice, and sometimes you can listen to your

788
00:47:51.079 --> 00:47:54.760
own self talk you out of something, and so you

789
00:47:54.880 --> 00:47:57.599
kind of have to combat that and put something, you know,

790
00:47:58.039 --> 00:48:00.880
some positive affirmations. I'm going to do it. I'm going

791
00:48:00.960 --> 00:48:03.440
to conquer this and just say so fast in prayer

792
00:48:03.800 --> 00:48:06.119
and talk with him and and and once I learned

793
00:48:06.159 --> 00:48:08.679
that because I was intimidated by fraying to I didn't

794
00:48:08.719 --> 00:48:09.320
know what to say.

795
00:48:09.840 --> 00:48:11.000
And I think you.

796
00:48:10.880 --> 00:48:12.159
And have to say it.

797
00:48:12.320 --> 00:48:14.960
Just just talk to them, just tell them.

798
00:48:14.800 --> 00:48:17.920
You know. And and that's what I'm doing. And sometimes

799
00:48:17.920 --> 00:48:20.519
I said, Lord, like I think you should share with me.

800
00:48:21.000 --> 00:48:24.800
It's right, just say I surrender all to you. If

801
00:48:24.800 --> 00:48:27.159
they don't do it, it's not going to get done.

802
00:48:27.199 --> 00:48:30.599
And so really I can't wait to share my testimony.

803
00:48:30.760 --> 00:48:33.239
And I'm just, oh my god, I'm just a lady.

804
00:48:33.320 --> 00:48:34.679
Like I said, I was determined to get on this

805
00:48:34.760 --> 00:48:37.800
show tonight. It was trying to move my.

806
00:48:40.920 --> 00:48:45.119
No no say not to day and so I'm just

807
00:48:46.480 --> 00:48:50.599
and tonight is a perfect example of the shift. We

808
00:48:50.599 --> 00:48:54.360
we've already we know the title tonight, we've already and

809
00:48:54.400 --> 00:48:56.719
we were all probably you know, I think trade was

810
00:48:56.760 --> 00:48:58.639
going to lead, and you know we're all gonna put out,

811
00:48:59.119 --> 00:49:02.320
but you see how just shifted. But he's still included.

812
00:49:04.199 --> 00:49:09.440
He's still included, So you go with the flow. I'm

813
00:49:09.480 --> 00:49:11.360
not gonna say, he said, Oh, why are we going

814
00:49:11.360 --> 00:49:13.039
out with? Okay, I'm not gonna talk about that. I'm

815
00:49:13.079 --> 00:49:17.199
gonna talk about We're gonna talk about no. No, because

816
00:49:17.239 --> 00:49:21.159
he knows someone either tonight or next week is gonna

817
00:49:21.199 --> 00:49:23.039
need this. So let me say this. There's a challenge

818
00:49:23.039 --> 00:49:25.760
for you guys. The Lord told me to ask you all,

819
00:49:26.119 --> 00:49:29.239
each of y'all, to please begin to post the show,

820
00:49:29.679 --> 00:49:32.239
just to post the logo, just to setting it straight

821
00:49:32.280 --> 00:49:35.519
with Mss Gray with the lighthouse. Just post it on

822
00:49:35.559 --> 00:49:38.039
your page. That's all you have to do, he said.

823
00:49:38.159 --> 00:49:40.320
Challenge them to post it on your on their page.

824
00:49:40.599 --> 00:49:44.719
He said, I'll do the rest. So I'm putting it

825
00:49:44.760 --> 00:49:48.440
out there. I'm being obedient because I ain't about doing that.

826
00:49:48.480 --> 00:49:52.079
God said that, tell them to post it on their page.

827
00:49:52.320 --> 00:49:55.440
Everybody to do that, he said, and I'll take it

828
00:49:55.440 --> 00:50:00.199
from here. So God said it. Don't be mad, be

829
00:50:00.239 --> 00:50:02.960
trying to shoot at me because he said it. And

830
00:50:03.000 --> 00:50:06.360
I said, but I said, you tell him, yes, sir,

831
00:50:06.880 --> 00:50:11.840
because he's found me faithful and I'm keeping that doing.

832
00:50:12.159 --> 00:50:15.280
And God gave you the word. God gave you the word,

833
00:50:16.360 --> 00:50:21.280
You delivered it. It's off your hands, done it, it's

834
00:50:21.320 --> 00:50:23.880
off your hands. How what are you gonna do with it?

835
00:50:24.599 --> 00:50:26.840
What are you going to do with it?

836
00:50:26.960 --> 00:50:30.599
Nothing? And having said that, that's our time. We're gonna

837
00:50:30.639 --> 00:50:35.639
see you next Monday, same time, same station. You better

838
00:50:35.760 --> 00:50:42.480
beat us there and meet us there. We love you. Kisses,

839
00:50:43.159 --> 00:50:43.559
night night,