Sept. 23, 2024

Self-care; 101

Self-care; 101

self-care, regene, revive, re-purpose, happiness, re-new, forgiveness, forgetfulness

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So good evening, Good evening, and welcome to another exciting

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segment of Setting it Straight with Miss Gray. I'm going

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to say hello to my co host and then we're

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going to pray. Hello, co hosts, Hello, let's pray.

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Follow me.

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Just thank you. We loved you so much. Lord, Oh

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my god, You've just been so good to us and

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allowing us to see another day, allowing us to have

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another opportunity to please you and to speak of your

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kingdom and to lead people to your kingdom. We just

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thank you, Father, We praise you because there are many

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who did not awaken through the weekend, let alone today. Lord.

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Now this is your opportun unity to speak to your people.

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We get behind the cross with our honor and glory

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unto you. You have your way, setting your captives free.

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In Jesus name, we pray. Amen and amen, Amen and amen.

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I tell you it's it's it's it's been something. It's

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a testing time. I know things are shifting in the

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spirit big time now with relationships and associations and your

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belief and where your faith really is. It's there's a shift.

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There's been several shifts been happening in the atmosphere. Something

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is just not oh you know, oh I felt that.

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Oh wow, Okay, I think there was another earthquake. I

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didn't get a chance to see where it was. Recently,

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what was a five pointer of one of the radio

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stations announced that this morning. So change is happening, whether

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we like it or not. There are a few people

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who didn't make it this morning, make it over the weekend.

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We have some actors that we know just pass it

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almost like every other day. I mean, it's I think

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the three it happening three times. I think that's out

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the window. Now it's three and four people at a time,

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and it's weekly. And of course she has that you

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can look at their age and say, well it was

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you know, it was their time they live. But no,

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we've got some folks that can you know, that are

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living in their nineties now, you know that are just

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as highly functioning as ever. So you know, it's it's

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just the clock. You know, the timer has stopped and

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it points and it says, okay, let's go tonight. We're

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talking about regimed and you know again we're talking about

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self care and I guess the Lord there's just something

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or maybe someone's not getting it out there that's gonna

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hear the message. So we have to go back and

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we have to see what it is that people are

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not letting go of. That's what I sens earlier today

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is some people just there. They're refusing to accept facts

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like they are. There's some people you just got to

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let them go. There's some situations you've got to just

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stop it. You're losing sleep, you're causing your high blood

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your pressure to go up, you're causing all kinds of

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disorders to step in. You're missing it and you're missing

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spending time with quality time with God because he's not

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gonna bless you. And you're looking at your finances and

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you're looking at like, you know, I only got twenty

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five dollars extra I could spend and we're here in Florida,

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and you know we got we're gonna be tapped by

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Helene possibly in the next forty eight hours, and you know,

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and stuff and people. I just look at people now

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that I know I'm jumping from subject to subject. But

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that's how that's why I'm feeling it in the spirit.

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Everybody's jumping, jumping, jumping, jumping, and we're not taking time.

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Oh they're not taking time to take a look at

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things and make some decisions. And you're allowing the same

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old thing that happened with the same old people, and

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you're not taking care of yourself being regimed, being restored.

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God is in the restoration business. I will restore everything,

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Joel to and to I'll restore everything that the cake

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of worman, the palmer worm, and the caterpillar in some

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translations have attempted to steal from you. And it's okay

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that has stolen from but you keep getting in God's way,

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so I'm not I'm hoping our folks will come on

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tonight and new folks will come on as well to

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tell us, let us know what you're doing, what you

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think you're doing wrong? Why is it that you can't

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let go of something? Traditions?

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Mistis And should we feel guilty? I didn't see it.

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Anastasia said something.

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Oh she did. Should we give the guilty ticket? Yeah,

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take go ahead, go ahead.

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You have to take care of yourself first, because if

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you don't, you can't help anyone else.

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I think one.

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Day, miss Gray or you pastor said it on the airplane,

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and they in cases of emergency, you know, they say

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put your mask on first, and then you help vulnerable people. So, yeah,

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you have to take care of yourself first because otherwise

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you won't be to anyone else.

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You can't help anybody else. You can't. You can't if

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you still want, you know. That's why some folks, some

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of my colleagues that were in the substance abuse counseling industry,

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I used to be very concerned that they came out

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of rehab of their own treatment too early because they needed,

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you know, they wanted to get back into counseling. And

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I'm like, no, you got to take care of yourself

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first before you try to take care of other people.

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And that's in any therapy. But my substance abuse counselors

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back in the day, seemingly we're going in for treatment

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and trying to come out and go right to work.

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And I'm like, no, no, no, you need to still

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take care of yourself. You still have to. So that's

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not a guilty thing. See, that's what the world and

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our flesh wants to make us feel like, Oh wow,

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you know, you're being self centered and narcissistic. If you

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want to you it's all about you, It's all about you. No,

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it's not all about you. Self care is not about

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all about you. That's different. That's narsis narcissism, that's that's

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an ego tripping. Now, Oh I I this is what

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I do, and I do this, and I'm known for this,

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and I my mine whoa, whoa, whoa, especially if you're

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a believer. So no, I got to take care of

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myself and and and you know, whether it's fasting, whether

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it's silencing my phone, whether it's me not looking at

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my social media, whatever that is, whatever's getting me upset

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and getting me out of the will of God, out

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of the earshot of God. Oh, I got to stop

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it because he's talking all the time. Pastor is this

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Oh go ahead.

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No, it's just something that made me think. I don't

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know because I heard it this way. It says position

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heal thyself. So does that have any reference to you? Know?

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You?

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You you got to know, so how can you.

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It's almost like going to a weight loss doctor and

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that weight loss doctor is over waight, So it's like, okay.

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Okay, excuse me, that was a child's been kidnapped. Oh no,

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alert Yeah, sorry, well I can't it's my phone's on silent,

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but it burst through.

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But go ahead.

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Just a minute. Oh God, we just pray for the situation.

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Please please allow them to find the child safely and

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from all hurt, harm and danger. Please Lord Jesus name Amen.

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All right, go ahead, Trey.

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Right on the time, I was going, yeah, I'm glad

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you did that, but yeah, I think I heard physition

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healed thyself. And so you have to be able to

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recognize if you're going through something and it's similar to

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somebody that you're trying to help and they're looking to you.

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You have to you have to know that boundary. You know,

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you have to struggling, be.

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Your best and so that that's something that I found when,

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you know, working with the clients that I had things

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that I was suggesting to them. I have to make

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sure that I was practicing in as well, you know,

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because sometimes you don't not necessarily you don't give out

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personal stuff, but you know, you can kind of reference

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when I found myself doing this.

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This is what helped me, you know, because you have

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to find that boundary.

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You got to take care of yourself first.

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Then it's not being selfish, especially if you're trying to help.

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Somebody, Amen, Amen, pastor get in here.

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So one of the things, one of the things that

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you touched on this Gray, and I really want to

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share with everyone, is that we're getting into that season

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where everybody's wanting Halloween to get here so quickly the

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month of October, and a lot of people don't understand

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that what they're doing is they're opening up doorways for

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the evilness to come in. And this is why October

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is a very crucial month because many many rituals get

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performed during this month. It's the fall month, and it's

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the last quarter of the year, and this is where

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a lot of things tend to happen, and most people

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don't understand. You even have some unfortunately, you have some

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Christians out there that want to decorate the house and

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Halloween and have fun, but they don't understand that they're

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opening up those doorways for the spirits to come in

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and create in their lives. It's so important to understand

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that what happens in in the in the spiritual realm

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is going to come to fruition in the physical realm.

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And this is why there's so much violence. There's so

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much vitriol that's that that's coming out, and compile that

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with everything that's going on in the political realm and

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and all that. You know. It says it very clearly

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in the in Ephesian six, where it says that the

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war is not against flesh and blood, but principalities and

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and and and principalities that enter into the people's mind

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to create things that that are evil.

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Now.

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And what most people may not be aware of, or

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some people that are aware aware of, is that we

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speak things into fruition. If you find yourself that you're saying, oh,

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why does this always happen to me? Or it never fails?

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This is what happens to me, And it's because you're

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speaking it into fruition. So if you start making shifts

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here and shifts there, you start walking in the path

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that the Lord has put in your has opened up

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for you and also has lit up the way for

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you to walk on. Understand that, Yeah, that's the path

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you're going to be on. Is it going to be easy?

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Absolutely not, because when you're trying to walk in righteousness,

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you always have the opposition to discredit God, to discredit

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his word. And if you stand firm and just like

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Miss Gray said earlier, that you're going through some you

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go through a season and as you go through the season,

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you come out of it, You come out and you

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look back and you're like, Wow, this is what I

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just went through. And then you find yourself on a

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different path. And this was right before the show started.

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But when Miss Gray touched on that point, I thought

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of the Apostle Paul. The Apostle Paul was out to

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persecute the Christians. He wanted to discredit the Christians because

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the Jewish faith was supposed to be the one and

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only Well. When Christ revealed himself to Paul, Paul shifted

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and realized that Jesus is the only way and all

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of a sudden, he went from one direction to another

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direction all of the kingdom, and it was all because

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of that shift. Then we always have to be ready

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for it, because when we go through a season, that's

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when he asked, okay, Lord, you got my attention, what

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do you want to teach me? And that's where really

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things really start to reveal. Yourself reveal itself for you

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which path to take?

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Amen?

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Amen? And it's about being guid and it's about being

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guided and being willing to be taught, be willing. You know,

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God needs to know that you're willing to be taught,

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that you're willing to listen, and you're willing to follow him,

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just like I was thinking about Jesus today and when

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he said to the disciples. You know, he didn't go

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around saying, oh you know what, Matthew, I like the

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way you count those coins there, you know what, you

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come on and follow me? And oh yeah, Peter, you

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and John y'all.

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You know.

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I like the way you don't throw the net out

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just right. But you know what, you don't come on

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and follow me, I'm gonna make you fisher. I mean no,

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he was like, I'm gonna make you fisher of men,

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drop everything, come with me, Come with me.

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He didn't.

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He didn't, And it just so happened that the disciples

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that had the specialties. Luke was a doctor. Luke didn't

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go and accompany Jesus. He didn't step outside. So, okay, Disciples,

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I got this. You know I'm a doctor now. So

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Jesus you're gonna heal the blind man. You got this.

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He didn't do that. Luke was in the mix. I'm here,

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here to be taught, and he was honored and as

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he was chosen to be one of the writers, writers

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of his book. And he has a different way he

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sees Jesus and he tells his story. All all of them, Matthew, Matthew, Mark, Luke,

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and John always all have different ways. They're talking about

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the same thing, but the way they describe, their descriptions

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are just beautiful because that's who they are, and that's

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who Jesus was to them. We're so busy looking back,

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you know, looking to see, oh I needed, oh I

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know that person you name dropping and everything else. But

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are those people willing to help you? Are they willing

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to sacrifice their time for you? Are you know, do

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you have a working talking about bord of directors. I've

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been plagued with that this past week. You know, or

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do you have a working board, do you have the

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are the people on your board? Are they your yes people?

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Or and they have nothing else better to do? Or

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are they really behind what you're standing for, what your

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organization stands for? You know? So it's you got to

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be you know, you got to put yourself in. I

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want to be changed. I'm a change agent, okay, And

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what that means for me is I like to see change.

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But there's certain changes I don't like, I'm uncomfortable with,

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or it disturbs me. My CBS, my favorite store, my

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favorite location is going as Being Chill is on the

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chopping Block. I went in there the other day and

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the shelves are nearly empty, almost and they've got two

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more weeks they're supposed to be open. They've already transferred

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my medication, my profile history to another store, and I'm like,

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and I just stood there just shaking my head, like

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I don't like this, gud. Why couldn't they go after

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some of the other locations that have mean employees, disrespectful employees.

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Don't they don't You can tell they don't want to

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be their employees. You know, my folks didn't ack like that.

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They enjoyed their job. So that's a change. I don't like.

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That's a change I don't like. I don't like it

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when I find out what your hidden motives were, that

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you you've been on assignment for the devil and you

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got and you got really close. I don't like that.

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But I love change. So God regiemed me, revived me,

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regnite me, restore me, repurpose me. And I think this

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is the stage where I am in my life, you know,

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coming back in the hospital. I'm telling God when I

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woke up and everything, and I'm all bandaged up, and

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I'm like, oh God, I got to close my office.

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I gotta call my casting agent, my agent. I gotta

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call the PTA people because I can't be the PTA

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president anymore. I gotta close my office. And I gotta,

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I gotta, I gotta. And God said, know what you

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gotta do is rest and be quiet. And then after

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a while I was getting better, a little bit better

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than he really then he knew he could talk to me.

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Said no, what you need to do is get home

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and finish the book. When I finished the book. I

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can't even feed myself. How can I finish your book?

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He said, by being quiet and listening to me. Just

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be quiet. Now I've been repurposed, and it's so funny.

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My you know, my physical therapy teams and my OT

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and OPT teams, they were like, oh my god, it's Gray.

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It's just so funny. And my daughter was at a

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PTE appointment OT appointment with me one time and she

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was looking at her phone and my old tea. I

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had Christine on the show. We were I did you

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know acknowledging disability month and stuff? And Christine is like,

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miss Gray is just so funny. And my daughter said,

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she's always been that way.

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Yeah, and didn't look up.

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She didn't look up it all. She goes, y'all has

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been that way. I'm like, And Christine's like, I said,

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it's Lee. I said, she you know, give a break.

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She didn't know. She's just now meeting me, you know,

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and I do say something.

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You know.

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We laughed, But sometimes I'm real serious. I have to

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give so, you know. But I've been repurposed and now

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things have just come back full circle. Jobs I've had experiences,

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I've had knowledge that I had more knowledge, new knowledge

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I have now being an amputee, I've been repurposed. After

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he revived me, he regieenmed me my DNA. The nerve

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cells in my limbs are acting up now, and they

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like little ants in my skin because I can said,

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oh there, oh I'm alive today. Oh you know, because

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now they are being awakened after such trauma on my body.

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Six years later and my doctor told my foot surge

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and said it's gonna be forever because you don't know

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which which addible nerve is gonna pop up, you know.

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And that's where your phantom sensations come from as well.

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Your nerves are awakening, and it's like, okay, we need

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to be sending signal to the fingers. Oh well there's

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no hand there, how can we? So where does this go?

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And now we're coming up against the block. You're coming

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up against this, you know, and it's like, no, it's

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supposed to be more extension and I don't have that.

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So I've got nerves right here that's just ongoing. So

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that's the sensation. It's not painful, but it's just the sensation.

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It's oppressed to suppressed and it's not going anywhere. So

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how many is, Oh, glory to God, how many times

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have you pressed and you not know that's not the

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way you're supposed to go, and you're blocked every time,

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and you you want to blame it on the devil.

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The nerves coming back are a good thing, right, yes, Misty, Yeah,

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because they got to reroute themselves. See, the brain is

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just I think my brain has settled somewhat on the

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fact that, Okay, there's some things that are missing. Nobody

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consulted with the brain because I had to be talking

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to Jesus. I had to have everything in the spirit.

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I didn't need anything in the secular. So yes, it's

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a very good thing. But it's just annoying because like

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this weekend, I went through some spasms and that's when

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it just like something inside of my hernia, the surgical hernia.

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It grips me like this to where it will stop

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me from walking, it'll stop me from talking, and I'm

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trying to say, Jesus, please remove this removing So I

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got hit this weekend three times. I mean not hit physically,

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but the spasms occurred because I was sitting crooked. I

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wasn't sitting in a good way. And I was sitting

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crooked on a bench and I knew it. I said,

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in my mind, I'm gonna take it. I'm gonna take

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the heat for this. It's gonna tap me. And it did,

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and it took me out. I mean, I couldn't move

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because the pain is just like you, you're I locked

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up and stuff. So and it's it's it's painful. So

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you know, I had to Jesus please heal me. So

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it's like, Okay, I can never sit like that anymore.

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You would think I'm just a glectical punishment. I knew

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what it was doing. I knew what if I stayed

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in that position, just here it go. If I stayed

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in that position, I knew if I kept this going,

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I knew if I if okay, you know what, I know,

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she's greedy. I know she she's she's always she she's

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always not telling the truth. But if if I know that,

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if I could make a change, I know that if

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I and then you take the hit, we need to

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take the hit. So I was like a blue huh, Well,

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don't know what you say. Don't you say it, don't

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you say it, don't say book now. But yeah, this

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whole world of amputeism has taught me. I can't even

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at the School of Social Work couldn't teach me. I

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had to go down this road. I had to go

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down this road. And you know, yeah, took the hit.

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And that's what my autobiography is going to be about.

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I was going to.

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Take the hit.

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M going to take the hit. Yeah, I'm going to

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take the hit. And I remember my biological mother right

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before my biological father passed away from Luke Garrett's, I

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brought her over to the house to meet to talk

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with him because they don't they haven't talked in years.

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And I blocked the door and I stood in the

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door rather but my back was to them, and I

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could hear her say, yes, she's an overcomer. And I'm like,

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who is she talking about. I didn't overcome anything. And

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now I'm living that of being an overcomer. Yeah. So,

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and you're just it's okay, guys, my listeners out there,

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it's okay. With the nerve activity helped with new prosthetics. No,

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I've got the state of the art prosthetic. Now. They

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revamped my arm and uh, most of the electrodes and

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devide and gadgets that are in. The typical prosthetic arm

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or leg was invented in the sixties. Mine are just

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ten years old. Because my team was very innovative and

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they stayed right there in the loop of all the

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new industry and technology, and my hand surgeon signed off

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on it as well. So now whereas before I would

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I would my arm would tell me me what to do,

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We'll say, go ahead and reach for that plate, you know,

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because it's already knowing that I'm trying to eat. So

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I got to reach for the plate. Now I tell

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my arm what to do. That's a difference. And it's

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all nerves. So my nerves be hopping. Sometimes it's all nerves.

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Could that be mind over matter? Your mind is controlling

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the matter.

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M yeah, yeah. But I'd rather just go out like this.

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I don't have time to put that stuff on because

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it hinders me from driving stuff like that. That's another

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fifteen minutes. And I know people be, oh, she's coming

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to a meeting. Oh maybe we'll No, you ain't gonna

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see nothing here. You gonna see me just as raw.

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Because I'd just rather put my clothes on and go.

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And I don't like my team, don't like that they

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want me to, you know, exercise in it.

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Yes, sir, well, I was gonna say that. You know,

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you you touch on something. And something occurred last week

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with my with my wife.

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We are we have.

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Been supporting a church that is getting ready to go

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to Africa, and my wife was was supposed to go

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in twenty twenty one because of something that occurred with

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her health that kind of postponed then. And as I mentioned,

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we were helping out some of the other members of

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the church, and while we were praying, my wife became

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very moved that we were able to help other people,

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but he felt that she wasn't called to go. So

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I I, you know, we do our devotions in the morning, and.

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When after the devotion, I went to my wife and

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I said, we fasted, we pray, raid and God really

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never told us no.

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Because all of a sudden these things came up. My

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wife couldn't didn't have enough eto time. My daughter is

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about to deliver our fourth grandchild or our fifth grandchild

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in December, and she didn't have the time for that.

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So my wife kept putting these kind of logical answers

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of why she couldn't go, and finally I told her.

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I said, when did God tell you no? And that's

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when she kind of start You saw her wheels started spinning.

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I said, are you working in the world way or

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are you working in the spiritual way? So, after thinking

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about it, she spoke to her manager. Her manager said,

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that'll be your question, miss Gray. You spoke to her

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manager and the manager said, well, it's you know. My

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wife offered to take the time off without pay. So

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the manager said, well, for on my part, I would

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say yes, but that has to go above me. So

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send an email to the director. Well in two hours,

460
00:28:32.279 --> 00:28:39.680
the director responded with one word, proved this is where

461
00:28:41.640 --> 00:28:44.640
I And then I told my wife, I said, going

462
00:28:44.680 --> 00:28:52.759
to Africa and you're going to get promoted. You're about

463
00:28:52.799 --> 00:28:58.839
to see something that you've been needing your heart because

464
00:28:58.839 --> 00:29:02.039
she's always had a art for missions, who's always had

465
00:29:02.079 --> 00:29:06.559
a heart to takeing care of people. She she she

466
00:29:06.559 --> 00:29:09.599
she always there was always a reason. And when we

467
00:29:09.640 --> 00:29:12.200
moved out to the part of Florida where that we're

468
00:29:12.240 --> 00:29:14.839
living in right now, I told her, I said, look,

469
00:29:14.920 --> 00:29:20.279
God took us out of our comfortable realm, put us

470
00:29:20.279 --> 00:29:25.079
in a realm where it's just you and I. So

471
00:29:25.279 --> 00:29:30.200
here we are learning from God. Now you're going to

472
00:29:30.319 --> 00:29:38.680
go to Africa graduate what you've learned. So we're talking

473
00:29:38.720 --> 00:29:44.599
about repurposed. My wife is about to go through something

474
00:29:45.240 --> 00:29:48.359
and I'm not going because the Lord said I want

475
00:29:48.720 --> 00:29:55.400
my daughter to go. I'm like, yes, sir, so I'm

476
00:29:56.160 --> 00:30:01.319
it's for her. I'd already told me, okay, I have

477
00:30:01.480 --> 00:30:05.440
you where you are. I need her to get ready.

478
00:30:06.079 --> 00:30:10.640
So this way, together, you're going to accomplish what I

479
00:30:10.720 --> 00:30:15.799
have for you. And sometimes, just like what Miss Gray said,

480
00:30:15.920 --> 00:30:23.200
sometimes we when we're going to bought something, we're going

481
00:30:23.240 --> 00:30:29.079
to become very uncomfortable with that change. And this is

482
00:30:29.200 --> 00:30:35.240
our spirit and our physical are fighting because the spirit

483
00:30:35.319 --> 00:30:39.279
is going to grow and the physical, the flesh, wants

484
00:30:39.319 --> 00:30:44.359
to keep us where we are and we're we're designed

485
00:30:44.440 --> 00:30:45.200
to be greater.

486
00:30:46.640 --> 00:30:47.319
And of course it.

487
00:30:49.519 --> 00:30:54.960
Is it is it's calling. See, when it's a calling,

488
00:30:56.000 --> 00:30:58.680
the first thing we have to do is we have

489
00:30:58.759 --> 00:31:01.359
to test it. Is it coming from God?

490
00:31:02.599 --> 00:31:02.759
Right?

491
00:31:04.240 --> 00:31:08.880
That is so essential because we think we're being called

492
00:31:08.920 --> 00:31:12.079
and we could be led down the wrong path that

493
00:31:12.160 --> 00:31:16.440
will lead to destruction, leave to heartaches and all that.

494
00:31:17.160 --> 00:31:19.880
But this is why when I told my wife, I said,

495
00:31:20.039 --> 00:31:24.880
I don't recall God ever telling us, now that's between

496
00:31:24.960 --> 00:31:27.880
you and me. I mean, that's between you and him,

497
00:31:28.359 --> 00:31:32.160
and he wants you to go.

498
00:31:33.759 --> 00:31:33.839
Me.

499
00:31:35.960 --> 00:31:43.799
So talking about repurposed regind that I found that I

500
00:31:43.839 --> 00:31:46.759
wanted to take the opportunity to talk about that because

501
00:31:47.319 --> 00:31:51.200
my wife was always on the fence until I had

502
00:31:51.240 --> 00:31:53.400
to push her over the fence and saying this is

503
00:31:53.400 --> 00:31:56.920
where God wants you. I'm glad she's not here so

504
00:31:56.960 --> 00:31:58.880
I can say that. But I know you, miss Gray,

505
00:31:58.880 --> 00:31:59.960
You'll have a converse.

506
00:32:01.279 --> 00:32:06.720
She's gonna watch the show and you're gonna get it

507
00:32:06.759 --> 00:32:11.359
and there's nothing I can do about it. But thank you, yes,

508
00:32:11.519 --> 00:32:16.440
And you know, it's just sometimes it's a it's a

509
00:32:16.519 --> 00:32:19.480
it's a thin line between your voice and God's voice.

510
00:32:19.519 --> 00:32:23.480
Sometimes it is because you can be so close to them,

511
00:32:23.519 --> 00:32:25.759
and I'm like, now, God, it's this okay, you know what.

512
00:32:25.880 --> 00:32:27.880
So I had to back up and say, you know what,

513
00:32:28.119 --> 00:32:29.960
this is a test. So I'm gonna look at it

514
00:32:30.000 --> 00:32:33.079
as a test. Now. How now that takes my flesh

515
00:32:33.079 --> 00:32:35.279
out of it, because my flesh don't want to be tested.

516
00:32:35.720 --> 00:32:37.680
How can we tell the difference between the truth calling

517
00:32:37.759 --> 00:32:41.720
or false leading to evil? Well, it goes back to

518
00:32:43.480 --> 00:32:46.000
the scripture, I knew you before your mother's womb knew you.

519
00:32:46.039 --> 00:32:48.759
And that This is where I don't understand where people

520
00:32:48.799 --> 00:32:51.599
some people, not you guys, but people get this disconnect

521
00:32:51.640 --> 00:32:55.319
because they're like, they're so good at interior design, they're

522
00:32:55.400 --> 00:32:59.279
so good at designs and colors and putting colors together.

523
00:33:00.079 --> 00:33:02.799
And you sit there and you're like, oh my god,

524
00:33:02.960 --> 00:33:06.680
you know, and you should be. But they said, but

525
00:33:06.839 --> 00:33:08.720
I got to make money because I've got student loans

526
00:33:08.720 --> 00:33:10.319
and I got to pay them back, so I might

527
00:33:10.319 --> 00:33:12.240
as well go ahead and become a lawyer. I might

528
00:33:12.279 --> 00:33:14.319
as well become you know, do this and go way

529
00:33:14.359 --> 00:33:18.799
away from their true calling. Another example, Bellisia. My daughter,

530
00:33:19.359 --> 00:33:21.519
she's just she's the first one to walk it. As

531
00:33:21.519 --> 00:33:23.920
you know, I have twins, boy girl. My son was

532
00:33:23.920 --> 00:33:28.359
old born first by two minutes, so she's up walking.

533
00:33:28.799 --> 00:33:31.160
Her daddy was speeding her. One morning he was filming.

534
00:33:31.160 --> 00:33:32.640
He put the film, the camera up and he was

535
00:33:32.640 --> 00:33:35.880
filming her and she just waddles back into her room.

536
00:33:36.400 --> 00:33:38.920
How she got the drawer opened. It's like the little

537
00:33:38.920 --> 00:33:42.880
plastic drawers. I had stackables. I had her clothes in now,

538
00:33:42.920 --> 00:33:45.839
I had her outfits, the matching outfits that were purchased

539
00:33:45.880 --> 00:33:49.440
together together. But other stuff her shorts had a little

540
00:33:49.480 --> 00:33:51.880
cool you know, little skirts and stuff like that, little blouses.

541
00:33:52.079 --> 00:33:55.240
They were separate drawers and she'd come out put something

542
00:33:55.279 --> 00:33:58.680
different on, but it matched. It was a purchase together.

543
00:34:00.720 --> 00:34:02.920
And I'm looking at her, and I've always told you guys,

544
00:34:02.960 --> 00:34:05.359
I'm not a mother that would ever have her head

545
00:34:05.400 --> 00:34:07.440
in saying. So I'm like, oh my god, I know

546
00:34:07.519 --> 00:34:09.800
I ate a lot of ice when I carried them,

547
00:34:09.840 --> 00:34:13.440
So I hope this child will have add adhd because

548
00:34:13.480 --> 00:34:15.960
she would run in and she chase shape, come out

549
00:34:16.519 --> 00:34:18.880
and she eats some more and then she wabbles back

550
00:34:18.920 --> 00:34:21.559
in and I'm like, oh god, and I'm watching it.

551
00:34:21.639 --> 00:34:23.719
But she wasn't a hyper but she was very active,

552
00:34:23.880 --> 00:34:29.639
very energetic. She's a fashion desire today. She can put

553
00:34:29.719 --> 00:34:33.000
foods together, she can put outfits together. Her homeboys will

554
00:34:33.000 --> 00:34:34.840
be in the mall saying, look, yo, I'm going to

555
00:34:34.880 --> 00:34:37.639
the game tonight, but I want does this match? And

556
00:34:37.679 --> 00:34:40.559
I'll be like, they really, They're in the mall asking

557
00:34:40.599 --> 00:34:45.320
you does this match? And she's got those designer she

558
00:34:45.400 --> 00:34:47.559
just made her handbags. We got the prototype. We're getting

559
00:34:47.559 --> 00:34:50.280
ready to roll. Oh just a little little commercial. We're

560
00:34:50.280 --> 00:34:52.239
getting ready to roll out of limited the dishes closer

561
00:34:52.280 --> 00:34:57.199
to Christmas. Stay tuned. But anyway, this is who she is.

562
00:34:58.639 --> 00:35:02.000
This is who she is, and that's before I knew

563
00:35:02.039 --> 00:35:04.880
that she was gonna be coming. Let alone be a girl,

564
00:35:07.079 --> 00:35:10.559
So you know, and the things you know. In high school,

565
00:35:10.559 --> 00:35:12.159
I was called a therapist. I didn't know what a

566
00:35:12.239 --> 00:35:14.639
therapist was. Oh my god. I was just a good listener.

567
00:35:15.920 --> 00:35:19.039
I was just a good listener. And then rolled out

568
00:35:19.079 --> 00:35:22.760
to be rolled into psychology and then into social work.

569
00:35:25.559 --> 00:35:27.880
So you look and everything's coming around. My first job

570
00:35:27.960 --> 00:35:30.000
was working in the library. Right now, I'm helping to

571
00:35:30.039 --> 00:35:34.360
send books to kids, students in Ghana and Sue Nigeria

572
00:35:34.559 --> 00:35:41.119
just got that opportunity books, you know, so you're calling

573
00:35:41.760 --> 00:35:45.599
it's something that you love, It's something sometimes you push

574
00:35:45.639 --> 00:35:47.400
back and said, no, I can't do that, you know,

575
00:35:47.519 --> 00:35:50.440
because that's gonna take that, that's gonna take that. What

576
00:35:50.480 --> 00:35:53.519
would my mother say? What my dad say? Oh? You know,

577
00:35:53.559 --> 00:35:55.960
I'm not gonna make any money on that. Many people

578
00:35:55.960 --> 00:35:58.719
have told me acting and I knew acting was not

579
00:35:58.719 --> 00:36:01.320
gonna be a you know, a power move where I

580
00:36:01.360 --> 00:36:04.480
was gonna be a millionaire overnight. But guess what. Years later,

581
00:36:05.280 --> 00:36:09.039
I'm performing in the History Center making forty dollars an hour,

582
00:36:12.840 --> 00:36:15.320
you know, But it's my copy. It was my hobby

583
00:36:15.320 --> 00:36:18.280
and it's also my way of my balance. It was

584
00:36:18.320 --> 00:36:20.880
my balancing act and going to the movie. So I

585
00:36:20.880 --> 00:36:23.079
hope I answered that. Okay, y'all help me out here

586
00:36:23.119 --> 00:36:27.199
if I didn't. But you know, so you're calling. Sometimes

587
00:36:27.679 --> 00:36:31.039
it bothers you will. It'll chase you down if you're

588
00:36:31.039 --> 00:36:33.039
not going in the right way and you're getting closer

589
00:36:33.079 --> 00:36:36.239
to God. And he keeps saying, Okay, here's an opportunity.

590
00:36:36.559 --> 00:36:39.719
It's the same one. It's the same one. Don't know

591
00:36:39.760 --> 00:36:42.920
what you want there? You know what you want to do.

592
00:36:43.880 --> 00:36:46.320
I got it right there. And you know, one time

593
00:36:46.320 --> 00:36:48.800
I needed money, years and years and years ago. I

594
00:36:48.800 --> 00:36:52.519
think my mother was alive then too, and I needed

595
00:36:52.559 --> 00:36:54.760
some money. I said, God, I can't work another job.

596
00:36:55.199 --> 00:36:58.440
I'm in school. I'm already working two jobs. I'm going

597
00:36:58.480 --> 00:37:01.159
to school full time. Want us to do? And God said,

598
00:37:01.199 --> 00:37:05.159
it's in your attic. This excuse me, He said, the

599
00:37:05.159 --> 00:37:10.480
money's in the house, is in the what's in the house?

600
00:37:10.519 --> 00:37:14.639
What do you I don't understand. And actually it was

601
00:37:14.960 --> 00:37:18.920
being able to sell my dad's tools and stuff. Yeah,

602
00:37:19.039 --> 00:37:23.079
because he's his second job. His second career was going lawns.

603
00:37:23.440 --> 00:37:25.679
And by the time, in two weeks time, he had

604
00:37:25.679 --> 00:37:29.639
to stay of all the snapper stuff people boy's band

605
00:37:29.679 --> 00:37:32.320
I got. You know, I was like, oh, it was

606
00:37:32.400 --> 00:37:35.400
in the house. Literally, it was in the garage, you know.

607
00:37:36.159 --> 00:37:38.079
And you know it's just little things like that. So

608
00:37:38.119 --> 00:37:41.119
I hope make me I answer that. Okay, let me

609
00:37:41.199 --> 00:37:43.880
go back to the I think it was in the

610
00:37:43.880 --> 00:37:47.639
stage that was talking about the nerves and for the arm. Yes,

611
00:37:47.719 --> 00:37:49.719
it's the nerves. It's operated by the nerves. So I've

612
00:37:49.760 --> 00:37:52.519
got to send the signal from here. I got to

613
00:37:53.079 --> 00:37:54.880
I had to close my eyes. I had to stop

614
00:37:54.920 --> 00:37:58.039
everybody else and say, give me a minute. Okay, I

615
00:37:58.079 --> 00:38:00.920
need the hand. I need my hand to open. So

616
00:38:00.960 --> 00:38:03.599
I'm thinking my hand and I'm visualizing my hand, my

617
00:38:03.760 --> 00:38:07.519
mechanical hand opening and that's and I had to direct

618
00:38:07.559 --> 00:38:10.519
my nerves to that to make it open and make

619
00:38:10.559 --> 00:38:13.519
it close. You know what's my biggest fear? Can I

620
00:38:13.559 --> 00:38:15.320
take share in something and then we're gonna keep going.

621
00:38:15.360 --> 00:38:20.800
You My biggest fear was that my finger, the middle finger,

622
00:38:20.840 --> 00:38:23.159
would get stuck stick it up.

623
00:38:23.400 --> 00:38:30.039
And because you know, when you're closing your head and

624
00:38:30.119 --> 00:38:32.679
opening your head, you have to figure did this and

625
00:38:33.199 --> 00:38:34.400
I was trying to Never.

626
00:38:37.679 --> 00:38:40.639
I've never told anybody that. That was always in my mind.

627
00:38:40.719 --> 00:38:45.159
Every or twice a week, I would like, please don't

628
00:38:45.199 --> 00:38:47.880
let the middle figure go because it was not gonna

629
00:38:47.880 --> 00:38:50.679
go out. And I'm like, oh my god, okay, there,

630
00:38:51.320 --> 00:38:54.960
all right, let's get back while we taking.

631
00:38:56.679 --> 00:39:01.920
What if I made Charles to answer your question.

632
00:39:03.079 --> 00:39:05.920
Charles, I'm sorry, Charles.

633
00:39:06.079 --> 00:39:08.719
Charles asked the question, how can we tell the difference

634
00:39:08.719 --> 00:39:12.199
between a true calling and a false leading? Okay, okay,

635
00:39:14.199 --> 00:39:19.480
that was the to kind of add to what miss

636
00:39:19.559 --> 00:39:26.039
Gray was saying. We'll know two things. One, when you're

637
00:39:26.079 --> 00:39:31.480
doing things and it feels natural now you know you're

638
00:39:31.519 --> 00:39:34.719
doing what you've been called to do. And then the

639
00:39:34.840 --> 00:39:37.599
second thing, and I should have used it the first one.

640
00:39:37.679 --> 00:39:43.679
But the second thing is is it going to enhance

641
00:39:43.800 --> 00:39:49.159
the Kingdom of God or destroy it? At that point

642
00:39:49.199 --> 00:39:53.280
in time you're going to you know, those are going

643
00:39:53.320 --> 00:39:55.159
to be the things because we know that the devil's

644
00:39:55.199 --> 00:40:01.199
a liar. He seeks to destroy killed. So is it

645
00:40:01.280 --> 00:40:07.920
going to enhance the kingdom by or is it going

646
00:40:07.960 --> 00:40:12.480
to contradict the kingdom. And this is how you're going

647
00:40:12.559 --> 00:40:17.880
to view it. Because if you're doing something to help

648
00:40:18.000 --> 00:40:24.119
someone else, you're enhancing the kingdom. Then here's that that

649
00:40:24.119 --> 00:40:27.639
that I thing that we touched on earlier. I'm going

650
00:40:27.719 --> 00:40:30.159
to improve from it, am. I'm going to gain from it.

651
00:40:30.199 --> 00:40:30.400
AM.

652
00:40:30.480 --> 00:40:35.119
I'm going to improve in my stature. When you find

653
00:40:35.119 --> 00:40:39.280
yourself saying I I I more often, it's not God.

654
00:40:41.440 --> 00:40:44.920
You're feeding the pride when you say I and instead

655
00:40:44.960 --> 00:40:48.199
of saying I'm going to help my neighbor, it's loving

656
00:40:48.199 --> 00:40:51.360
your neighbor. And you know that that is what we

657
00:40:51.360 --> 00:40:56.199
were called to do. So chauls if if if you

658
00:40:56.280 --> 00:41:01.599
feel that it's something natural that's in enhancing the kingdom,

659
00:41:01.800 --> 00:41:04.679
and you're doing it for your neighbor, and you're doing

660
00:41:04.719 --> 00:41:08.920
it with the love for your neighbor, you know exactly

661
00:41:09.000 --> 00:41:11.400
that that is coming and.

662
00:41:11.360 --> 00:41:14.800
You're not expecting nothing back, not even to thank you.

663
00:41:15.639 --> 00:41:18.199
I do it secret. If it gets to that point,

664
00:41:18.280 --> 00:41:20.280
go ahead, Ray, you know.

665
00:41:20.960 --> 00:41:25.159
Pig feedback and on pastor when you talk about that.

666
00:41:25.239 --> 00:41:32.239
There's some topics that if I'm engaged in, people say, wow,

667
00:41:32.280 --> 00:41:34.920
are you really passionate about? They can see it you

668
00:41:34.960 --> 00:41:38.159
know because it's something that I can It's not difficult,

669
00:41:38.199 --> 00:41:41.360
it's not pressured, it's like off the top of my head.

670
00:41:42.039 --> 00:41:44.480
And so some of the things that I feel are

671
00:41:44.559 --> 00:41:51.760
my gifts is community organizing, you know, community engagement, you know,

672
00:41:52.559 --> 00:41:57.000
family enhancement, those those types of things, but also having

673
00:41:57.039 --> 00:42:01.880
general conversations with people and something will come to me,

674
00:42:01.960 --> 00:42:03.960
he said, have you ever thought about I hear you

675
00:42:04.039 --> 00:42:06.599
saying this, have you ever thought about doing this?

676
00:42:06.840 --> 00:42:10.519
And sometimes I say, I see you doing this particular thing.

677
00:42:10.840 --> 00:42:11.079
You know.

678
00:42:11.559 --> 00:42:14.000
Sometimes people will say, can you give me an idea?

679
00:42:14.559 --> 00:42:17.519
And I said, let me hold on. And I said,

680
00:42:17.519 --> 00:42:19.599
I see this for you. Why don't you do this this?

681
00:42:19.679 --> 00:42:21.280
And I said, it's yours.

682
00:42:21.480 --> 00:42:24.039
I don't want it you If I give it to you,

683
00:42:24.440 --> 00:42:26.559
it's yours. There's nothing I'm going to do with it.

684
00:42:26.679 --> 00:42:30.960
So I love that. I love being able to help

685
00:42:31.000 --> 00:42:34.320
people to see their gifts and their strengths.

686
00:42:34.320 --> 00:42:38.119
But also too, I like affirmation that you know a thing,

687
00:42:38.199 --> 00:42:40.480
because I do seek affirmations just to make sure I'm

688
00:42:40.559 --> 00:42:41.159
on target.

689
00:42:41.239 --> 00:42:42.239
And you know, Lisha.

690
00:42:42.679 --> 00:42:44.760
You know, I've reached out to you several times because

691
00:42:44.800 --> 00:42:47.159
sometimes I need to make sure that I'm on the

692
00:42:47.239 --> 00:42:51.280
right track with different things, and so especially with the walk,

693
00:42:51.400 --> 00:42:53.440
you know, like I want to preface it that it's

694
00:42:53.480 --> 00:42:56.159
not that I never believe in God, I do, but

695
00:42:56.400 --> 00:42:58.800
just the faith and what it really took to be

696
00:42:58.920 --> 00:43:02.920
diligent and and to understand what God is where he's

697
00:43:03.000 --> 00:43:07.679
leading me. And when Pastor was talking about different things

698
00:43:07.719 --> 00:43:11.079
that that you're letting in and spewing out your mouth.

699
00:43:11.599 --> 00:43:15.119
You know, I have a friend and we talk about

700
00:43:15.280 --> 00:43:19.360
we talk about faith and God quite often. And the

701
00:43:19.440 --> 00:43:22.079
thing is said, don't ever say anything out your mouth

702
00:43:22.119 --> 00:43:24.679
that you want don't want coming into fruition. Like I

703
00:43:24.719 --> 00:43:27.119
always used to say, Oh, that always happens, don't while

704
00:43:27.159 --> 00:43:29.320
he's saying that, don't, don't don't say that. And so

705
00:43:29.360 --> 00:43:33.559
I'm mindful not to put that out into the atmosphere because.

706
00:43:33.280 --> 00:43:36.480
I don't want that to be it's always happening. You know.

707
00:43:36.800 --> 00:43:40.719
I find ways to say or avoid saying that type

708
00:43:40.760 --> 00:43:41.199
of stuff.

709
00:43:41.360 --> 00:43:43.000
You know, it's always something.

710
00:43:43.159 --> 00:43:46.599
I try to avoid saying those things. And also to

711
00:43:47.039 --> 00:43:50.679
a pastor with the different things that you know, you're

712
00:43:50.679 --> 00:43:53.920
talking about the Halloween and you know, different movies as

713
00:43:53.960 --> 00:43:57.159
a movie out that that's got some controversy, I won't

714
00:43:57.199 --> 00:44:00.559
say it, but they're talking about what it really and

715
00:44:01.000 --> 00:44:03.760
things behind that. And I'm learning as I'm walking in

716
00:44:03.800 --> 00:44:07.199
this faith, I'm learning more and so in my walk,

717
00:44:07.639 --> 00:44:10.679
i'm listening more as well. And so it's kind of

718
00:44:10.719 --> 00:44:13.840
helping me and guide in me of what I need

719
00:44:13.880 --> 00:44:16.719
to do. And sometimes it is difficult. The devil does

720
00:44:16.880 --> 00:44:21.840
want me to kind of distract me a little bit,

721
00:44:22.000 --> 00:44:23.599
but I always have to come back.

722
00:44:23.920 --> 00:44:25.679
And when I feel that way, I reach out.

723
00:44:25.960 --> 00:44:29.039
I read, you know, I pray, I talk with someone

724
00:44:29.079 --> 00:44:30.719
else who is a faith.

725
00:44:30.880 --> 00:44:31.079
You know.

726
00:44:31.199 --> 00:44:33.760
I do these things so I can get back focused

727
00:44:33.760 --> 00:44:35.800
to know. Okay, the devil is trying to distract me

728
00:44:35.920 --> 00:44:37.920
and pull me somewhere else that I don't need to

729
00:44:37.960 --> 00:44:39.400
be amen.

730
00:44:39.920 --> 00:44:44.119
And you also, Charles, you can ask God. You know what, God,

731
00:44:44.920 --> 00:44:47.840
I know I'm getting closer to you. I'm feeling some breakthroughs.

732
00:44:47.880 --> 00:44:52.960
I'm sensing you now. Okay, can you just send me

733
00:44:53.000 --> 00:44:57.199
a sign that I am on the right pad? Oh

734
00:44:57.239 --> 00:45:00.320
I am supposed So the Lord will have you also

735
00:45:00.400 --> 00:45:02.599
one and say hey, you text him and say hey,

736
00:45:02.639 --> 00:45:04.199
give me a call where you get a minute. I

737
00:45:04.280 --> 00:45:06.440
have no idea why I'm saying give me a call

738
00:45:06.760 --> 00:45:09.239
till the person calls me. Then we're talking. Then all

739
00:45:09.280 --> 00:45:11.440
of a sudden, the Lord will take over the conversation.

740
00:45:11.639 --> 00:45:14.679
You can't I'm still talking, but it's really him talking

741
00:45:15.039 --> 00:45:18.440
with the content and everything. And I'm like wow, and

742
00:45:19.199 --> 00:45:21.719
my conscious after I hang up the phone, my conscious

743
00:45:21.880 --> 00:45:24.119
wants to say, oh, I can't believe you said that.

744
00:45:24.400 --> 00:45:26.159
But all of a sudden, the team when I was

745
00:45:26.400 --> 00:45:29.280
and I had cash app God was sending me money.

746
00:45:29.880 --> 00:45:33.239
Had somebody to send me an offer, a love offer. Hey,

747
00:45:33.239 --> 00:45:35.000
I was thinking about you, So I'm sending you this.

748
00:45:35.400 --> 00:45:38.440
I'm like, what, So now I know that's how he

749
00:45:38.519 --> 00:45:45.800
deals with me. He rewards me through money. So you

750
00:45:45.840 --> 00:45:47.960
can ask him, Charles, you know what, Lord, I'm not

751
00:45:48.079 --> 00:45:52.119
quite sure. And he loves honesty. He loves honesty because

752
00:45:52.119 --> 00:45:55.519
I tell him all the time. Do you know he

753
00:45:56.039 --> 00:45:58.599
knows your voice. He can hear you. Why I got

754
00:45:58.639 --> 00:46:02.400
to say it, you know, if it's something really kind

755
00:46:02.400 --> 00:46:04.079
of you know, if it's a new person and I'm like,

756
00:46:04.119 --> 00:46:06.880
I'm suppered to tell them that. Okay, Lord, you know,

757
00:46:07.400 --> 00:46:09.480
but you can ask him, Charles, Lord, can you just

758
00:46:09.519 --> 00:46:11.800
show him send me a sign to let me know.

759
00:46:12.360 --> 00:46:14.119
And you don't, you don't tell who what kind of

760
00:46:14.159 --> 00:46:16.800
sign it is. That's another thing too. You don't say

761
00:46:16.920 --> 00:46:18.440
I just need to see a butterfly and I have

762
00:46:18.480 --> 00:46:22.960
a pigeon outside my window. No, you don't. God, you

763
00:46:22.960 --> 00:46:25.559
don't say that. You just said, Lord, you know what,

764
00:46:26.119 --> 00:46:28.000
I just need to make sure that I am on

765
00:46:28.039 --> 00:46:30.320
your path. So if you can send me a sign.

766
00:46:30.920 --> 00:46:34.039
And he is so precious because he will just he

767
00:46:34.159 --> 00:46:37.039
knows what's in your heart. He knows that you love butterflies,

768
00:46:37.079 --> 00:46:42.000
so he knows that you love you know, smelling roses,

769
00:46:42.039 --> 00:46:44.679
smelling flowers, and all of a sudden you'll be walking

770
00:46:44.760 --> 00:46:48.199
You're like, what's that smell? And there's a fragrance that

771
00:46:48.360 --> 00:46:51.199
is coming to the room. And that lets you know,

772
00:46:51.320 --> 00:46:53.760
God say I got you. And I want to be

773
00:46:53.800 --> 00:46:55.639
able to say two more things. First of all, I

774
00:46:55.679 --> 00:46:58.960
want to just announce again. Go back to Royalty Harvest Academy.

775
00:46:59.360 --> 00:47:02.639
There are day care center over and win Apart and

776
00:47:02.760 --> 00:47:05.199
if you want to give them a call, Harvest Royal

777
00:47:05.320 --> 00:47:08.960
Harvest Academy, Please give them a call and enroll your baby.

778
00:47:09.000 --> 00:47:14.039
Four O seven two nine six zero one zero zero three. Okay,

779
00:47:14.280 --> 00:47:18.519
let's get them over there. And your low teacher student

780
00:47:18.639 --> 00:47:23.079
ratio flexible scheduling, and she's the owner, is the last one,

781
00:47:23.119 --> 00:47:25.360
the director, is the last one to leave the facility.

782
00:47:25.400 --> 00:47:27.880
I'm gonna tell you that she's the last one to leave.

783
00:47:27.920 --> 00:47:29.760
She's the first to get there in the last to leave.

784
00:47:30.119 --> 00:47:32.320
So I just want to give her a shout out tonight.

785
00:47:33.760 --> 00:47:37.440
What's coming, guys, keep us, keep us us here in

786
00:47:37.480 --> 00:47:41.199
Florida and your prayers. Helene is out. We don't know

787
00:47:41.239 --> 00:47:44.239
what she's gonna do. Looks like she's swinging real wide

788
00:47:44.239 --> 00:47:46.880
and we just may get rain here in Orlando, but

789
00:47:47.000 --> 00:47:49.159
she's going up to the Panhandle. They may get it

790
00:47:49.199 --> 00:47:51.760
a little harder. So keep us in prayer, make sure

791
00:47:51.760 --> 00:47:55.599
we don't and that not so much that we don't

792
00:47:55.639 --> 00:47:59.320
get the aftermath of it, but even the pre stuff,

793
00:47:59.360 --> 00:48:01.679
the precurse. So because I got to go to publish

794
00:48:01.719 --> 00:48:04.480
and get some extra water tomorrow, please pray to nobody

795
00:48:04.480 --> 00:48:06.840
try to run over me with their basket, okay, because

796
00:48:06.840 --> 00:48:08.599
I will turn the basket over. I'm gonna tell you

797
00:48:08.599 --> 00:48:10.800
that right now. I know they take me for granted,

798
00:48:10.840 --> 00:48:13.440
thinking I can't do much but run me over and

799
00:48:13.480 --> 00:48:16.039
we're gonna have a whole conversation. And if you see

800
00:48:16.079 --> 00:48:18.079
on the news that a lot of people in publics

801
00:48:18.079 --> 00:48:20.480
came to Christ. You know that was me. But anyway,

802
00:48:21.920 --> 00:48:26.199
but I want to it's here, and we already know

803
00:48:26.840 --> 00:48:31.039
pestilence and everything else is wild. We got animals that

804
00:48:31.119 --> 00:48:34.239
are showing up on our shores and our backyards that

805
00:48:34.440 --> 00:48:38.239
are not supposed to be here. Things are here. You

806
00:48:38.360 --> 00:48:41.000
have to stay preferful. You have to stay focused. You

807
00:48:41.079 --> 00:48:43.679
continue to study and read your word. You need to

808
00:48:43.679 --> 00:48:46.519
get your hard Bible. I know we're so used to

809
00:48:46.679 --> 00:48:49.400
you having have Bibles on apps on the phone on

810
00:48:49.440 --> 00:48:51.280
our phones, but you need to go and invest in

811
00:48:51.280 --> 00:48:55.599
a hard Bible, okay, just to have it. Just overall,

812
00:48:55.679 --> 00:48:58.920
this is just overall. You have to I would like

813
00:48:59.000 --> 00:49:04.679
to suggest that you adopt a lifestyle of fasting, okay,

814
00:49:04.760 --> 00:49:06.519
just to be able to turn the plate over. I'm

815
00:49:06.559 --> 00:49:10.440
not saying fasting from social media, fasting from wine. I'm

816
00:49:10.800 --> 00:49:13.800
no wine. Yeah that's a that's a drink, right, okay,

817
00:49:13.840 --> 00:49:16.119
that's in the food care, the goury. Yeah you've been

818
00:49:16.320 --> 00:49:18.239
up on that wine. But we fool that. You know,

819
00:49:18.880 --> 00:49:22.599
red wine calls your blood pressure. Don't do that anyway,

820
00:49:22.719 --> 00:49:25.880
But you have to flip the plate over. Guys, you

821
00:49:26.000 --> 00:49:29.119
got to flip the plate over, have all fruit, have

822
00:49:29.199 --> 00:49:32.079
all nuts and grains. Whatever God tells you to do,

823
00:49:32.440 --> 00:49:34.679
but you got to you have to do that. The

824
00:49:34.719 --> 00:49:38.800
way the vegetation and the food supplies stuff is going

825
00:49:39.480 --> 00:49:42.719
help us all. Unless you've got a vegetable garden in

826
00:49:42.760 --> 00:49:46.440
your yard, you got to stay. And those who are

827
00:49:46.519 --> 00:49:50.280
rooted and grounded in the Lord, you're gonna see what's happening.

828
00:49:50.639 --> 00:49:53.239
We're not gonna be a part of it because he

829
00:49:53.360 --> 00:49:56.679
is saying, I will take care of my own. But

830
00:49:56.719 --> 00:49:59.480
it's it's here and we have to. And the closer

831
00:49:59.519 --> 00:50:05.519
we get to November, people are not happy and we're

832
00:50:05.559 --> 00:50:09.760
gonna and closed stores are closing, jobs are going by

833
00:50:09.760 --> 00:50:13.119
the wayside. There's no more on ground stuff. We're gonna

834
00:50:13.159 --> 00:50:18.280
have more vacant buildings. We've got more people living in

835
00:50:18.320 --> 00:50:20.960
their cars. I passed four or five cars this weekend

836
00:50:21.280 --> 00:50:23.360
and I can look by the items in their car

837
00:50:23.840 --> 00:50:28.280
which was filled a capacity. They're living out of their car.

838
00:50:28.920 --> 00:50:31.039
We just got to hear God, and you have to

839
00:50:31.039 --> 00:50:35.280
stay focused. Okay, I need you to stay focused. Please. Well,

840
00:50:35.480 --> 00:50:37.960
next week it's gonna be on and popping. The last

841
00:50:38.000 --> 00:50:41.159
Monday in September, we're gonna talk about the Jewish High

842
00:50:41.199 --> 00:50:45.199
Holy Days that are all occurring in the month of October.

843
00:50:45.639 --> 00:50:48.960
That's normally kind of rare that they occur in the

844
00:50:49.079 --> 00:50:52.559
same month. What that means for us, and how we're

845
00:50:52.559 --> 00:50:54.880
gonna it makes a difference in our life. We'll talk

846
00:50:54.920 --> 00:50:57.920
about it next week. We'll see you next time, same station.

847
00:50:58.360 --> 00:51:00.000
You all be blessed, Love you guys.

848
00:51:00.199 --> 00:51:00.599
Night night,