July 20, 2026

Intl Selfcare Day

Intl Selfcare Day

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Season 4

self-care tips, types of

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Oh, good evening, good evening, and evening as always. Welcome, Welcome, welcome, welcome, welcome.

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I don't want to get over here and do that.

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Let me go there. Hey, y'all, Welcome back to another

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exciting opportunity of conversation, dialogue, awareness, enlightenment in the Holy

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Ghost Way. Thank you, thank you, thank you, good evening,

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good evening, and welcome to another segment of setting it

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Straight with mss Gray and her fab co host Ms

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Trade from Around the Way. Who's just a poem? All away? Hey,

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sunshine coming through that car there there's a lot of

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sun out there.

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Yes it is, and I'm sucking it all in as

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part of myself here.

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Okay, okay, ain'tmen and ain't man and man? Well, before

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we go any further, you know, we got to take

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it to the throne room. Let's go, Father God. We

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just thank you tonight. We're just so ah wow, life,

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I can't even you just keep blessing and blessing and blessing.

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The overflow is clear that the favor is fair, and

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we just thank you. We thank you. We thank you

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for being there when we least expected, for being with us,

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for embracing us, for loving us unconditionally, for giving us

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peace that pass it all understanding. But just saying, you know,

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you're okay, and you're mind. She's mine, she's mine, she's mine.

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We just thank you God. We don't deserve it at all,

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but we just humble ourselves as we bow our hands,

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we close our eyes, and we tap into you. Now

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we're gonna lean in tonight, Lord, We're gonna listen in,

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Father God, because our viewers are gonna be talk and

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tonight to us. Even the more and ever the more

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I rebuke the devil. Right now, I rebuke illnesses, disease, disorder,

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displeasure in the name of Jesus no more. We don't

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need you anymore. The Chosen are here. We are rising

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up and we're taking our place accordingly. Now, Father, as

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we lean in, we're gonna get behind the cross, and

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we listen. As we listen in to the rules and regulations,

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direction stops, the goes. Whatever it is that you have

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for us tonight, you have our undivided attention and the matchless, magnificent,

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mighty name of Jesus. We pray, amen and amen. Now

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I'm gonna do a disclaimer here. When I say matchless,

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mighty and magnificent. That comes from Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell

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out of Atlanta. He ends his prayer with that, or

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begins his prayer with that. I love it, and I

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got it from him, So I'm not that bright. All right,

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We need everybody to check it in. Come on clock

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on the end. I know we got some a couple

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of eyes out there. And if you don't acknowledge, good evening, Mickey,

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thank you. You don't acknowledge yourself, Oh the Lord will

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acknowledge you. I promise you that. So first I want

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to apologize. I go back and I look at the show,

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at the podcast, and what I'm looking for, is my tics,

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my movements that are unnecessary. Last week, I was trying

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to get things on my phone. So when you see

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me do this, I'm referencing my phone. I'm trying to

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make sure I'm giving you exactness, whether it's the title

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of the show, whether it's scripture, like tonight, I'm going

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to go with some scripture. So I'm litt You know,

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I did not like what I saw. And I know

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y'all love us so much you wouldn't dare tell us.

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But I'm exposing myself. You know. If i feel like

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I'm getting sleepy, which thank god I don't ever do

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to my knowledge, I'm not gonna sit up here, and

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you know I'm not closing my eyes because I know

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we're heading for another it's been raining and stuff and rain.

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I can sleep standing up. Literally, I can sleep and

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talk to you in my sleep if you don't cut

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the lights on. Okay, So I apologize if it looks

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like I'm fidgeting, I'm moving too much. I don't mean

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any harm. I don't have tics. I rebuked that with myself.

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I just I'm looking at my phone and making sure

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i'm referencing things correctly, because I don't want to give

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you any misinformation. Okay, so please forgive me for that.

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If I'm scratching my scalp, if I thank god, I

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don't pick my nose, if I'm doing my ear, please,

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there's no class on the proper etiquette of doing a

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podcast or having FaceTime. There's no proper there's no class.

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They don't tell us. We just hop on and we

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go and we are gone. I think one day I'm

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going to do that. I mentioned that once before over

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the last four years. I think I may take it

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upon myself, but I may not be a good example.

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So all right, now come on, I know, Knoxville, Mississippi, Washington,

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come on now, come on, Florida, Palm Beach, Orlando. I

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know you're listening. I know you're listening, and you're going

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to really be told some things tonight. Tonight today we

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are celebrating international self care, just being human. Yeah, Anastasia,

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I am, but you know it's just not a good look,

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and I didn't like it, I really like. So please

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forgive me again if I distracted anybody, because I know

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if it was me, I'd be like, what is she

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looking at? You know? Stuff?

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She's not listening.

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She tells us to listen, but she's not listening. So

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I have a right to be called out. I come

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before the believers, and I always acknowledge my fault. Okay,

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so I pray you're all both always beautiful, all Anastasia,

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I bet you say that. I bet you say that,

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but we thank you so much for that. So, as

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I was studying my word, you know, every morning, as

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I've told you all before, I find a scripture and

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I recited one hundred times. Well, as I was doing that,

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then I go and out, I do my jigsaw puzzle

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on my iPad, and I have to. Now I'm finishing

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a whole puzzle. If it's less than ten pieces, fifteen pieces,

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I'm finished. I'm just getting a kick out of that,

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like I can, you know, do that, and stuff like that.

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So I'm listening to YouTube and I'm following up a

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pastor or new pastor, and he can't. He was talking

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about the fact that you know he's the type of pastor.

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Now you know he's going to tell you the unadulterated truth.

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You don't have to like him. He's not here to

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be liked. And I was like, oh, that sounds kind

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of familiar. So you know, Ray doesn't know anything that

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I'm going in this direction. But God told me I

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need to share the scripture with you all because there's

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a reason why we do what we do. There's a

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reason why we're passionate about souls. We're passionate about the chosen.

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Like I said, you know, my last my my biggest

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thing has been my mantra has been I'm going after

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the chosen that don't know their chosen. Why. Well, for

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some reason, One reason I think is because I didn't

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know I was chosen. No one ever told me that.

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Only God his voice said you are chosen. You're my child,

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and I've chosen you for such a time as this.

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No man, woman, nobody, prophetic, nobody ever said that to me.

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Everybody could look at me. I can look at people,

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and I can tell when you're chose, if you're chosen.

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This is just a gift God gave me. You can't

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turn it on. I can't turn it on when it's needed,

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it comes through. But let me tell you our mission.

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Because I know, you know, I've lost some people because

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they said that I sounded like I was, you know,

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being bad, and you know, you know, inciting pain or something.

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I can't even remember the wording. But nevertheless, let me

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tell you why I do what I do. And it's

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in the Bible, and I'm gonna lean over and read

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it to you, okay, so bear with me. It could

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be found in the book of Ezekiel, the Wheel in

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the middle of wheel. You know that fella Ezekiel, chapter three,

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and it's ezekiela speaking. So check this out. And it

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came to pass at the end of seven days that

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the word of the Lord came unto me, saying, son

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of Man, I have made thee a watchman unto the

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house of Israel. Therefore hear the word of my mouth

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and give them warning from me. This is God speaking

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to Ezekiel. When I say, unto the wicked, thou shalt

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surely die, and thou grievest him, not warning nor speakers

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to warn at the wicked from his wicked way to

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save his life. The same wicked man shall die in

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his iniquity, But its blood will I require at Thine hand.

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Let me stop right there. Yes, you heard it, God

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is saying. From my servants who know my voice, who

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follow my voice. If I go it if I send

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you into a community or into a population, into the

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lion's den and with a word from the people for

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the people, and you fail because you're scared, because you're

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you know, you don't want to ruffle feathers. You don't

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you know, don't you want people to like you and

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all that that prophecy. Let me tell you real ministry

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is not for the popular. I'm gonna tell you that

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right now. You try to go for popularity. You're trying

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to you know, I know people are using those shares

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and the likes and stuff. But I'm telling you, at

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the end of the day, a real child of God

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that's walking this out, you ain't any for them. You

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can't be any for the for the friends and all that. No, no,

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unless God sends them. I've got a T shirt and

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my T shirt line this in the end time journey

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ain't for the week because of what the call is

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on our life and your life as well. If you

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are a believer, let's go to the word. Yet, if

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thou warned the wicked, and he turned not from his wickedness,

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nor from his wicked way, way, not ways way, he

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shall die in his iniquity, But thou hast delivered your soul,

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thy soul. You tell them and you walk away. Now,

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I've had some colleagues out there and that's all. That's

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the best name I could give them that. You know,

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they try to tickle it or whatever, and then they

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always quick to come back. Well, I told you, Remember

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I told you, Remember I told you? Didn't I tell you?

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And I'm so glad that ninety nine point nine percent

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of any message I give to anyone, even on this podcast,

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God makes sure that I forget it because I cannot

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lay claim to it. I have several students over the

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years that once we became real quitted.

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Ms.

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Greg you remember ten years ago, twelve years ago, you said,

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And I'm like, I'm still stuck. Good evening teaching is

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that's the word? Thank you? Elda kay I was like,

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wait a minute, hold, hold on a minute. I've known

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you for ten years. I'm stuck right there, and no,

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I don't remember the message. I have a cousin I

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love him to death. Is he and his wife. They

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were traveling and the Lord had me to call them

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and give them a word for one of their grandkids

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or their future grandkids or something. The grandkids had not

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nobody had announced that they were pregnant. And I gave

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it words and it wasn't even twenty minutes later they

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pulled over. They called me back then and they said,

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what did you say? And I said, I'm so sorry.

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This is the last word came out of my mouth.

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It left, it left. I don't have an archive unless

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God tells me to write it down, and he's never

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told me to write it down. Okay, let's go back

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to the word tray.

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You want to say something there, No, I'm just taking

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it all in.

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Oh yeah, see, yeah, this is yeah. You need to

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learn this for yourself because you have to give You

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have to tell the clients what it is. We have

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to tell the that's what we have to tell the client,

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the truth, and you know, and tell the parent or

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tell the loved one or the family. No, I'm sorry,

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I can't do the confidentiality. I can't tell you about

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the treatment plan, I can't tell you what. Well, I'm

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just a I can't talk to you. Well, I'm gonna

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sue you. Well, go right ahead, let's go. But I'm

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gonna bring the confidentiality into court with me. And the

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last time I checked is about this thing. Okay, good

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stuff to take in for sure. Yeah, thank at yours's

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good to see you. Here we go again. When a

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righteous man, Joe, do not turn from his righteousness, Oh,

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I'm sorry. When a righteous man do turn from his

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righteousness and commit iniquity, This is on us now. And

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I lay a stumbling block before him. He shall die

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because he has not given him warning. He shall die

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in his sin, and his righteousness, which he hath done,

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shall not be remembered. So those of you who are

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doing good deeds, you tell you think you're doing this

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good deed thing, but yet you're sinning, you're stealing, you're lying.

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But yeah, you're good at the church, you're a good usher.

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I go to church every time the door is open.

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But you cuss and talk about people Sunday, Monday through Saturday,

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and you don't repent. You don't think that's that's wrong. Okay,

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here you go. When a righteous man do turn from

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his righteousness and commit iniquity, And I lay a stumbling

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block before him, he shall die because he is thou

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hast not given him warning. He shall die in his sin,

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and his righteousness, which he's done, should not be remembered.

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Heaven won't remember you your good deeds at the church.

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You got to ride it out for the long haul. Okay, Uh,

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but it's blood will I require at your hand. Now,

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I'm gonna use Elder K for example. But she you know,

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we talked all you know outside the church, everything you know.

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really minding my own business. And then God interjects and say,

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I need you to call K. First of all, when

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he calls her about her government name. When they call

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you by your government name or it's yeah with me,

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if it's coming through me from he's using me, it's

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usually not too good. It's really not too good. If

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I don't pick up the phone. Now check this out.

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Your delay can be counted against you too. And I'll

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share another story I've shared with you all. But if

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I text Elder K, God told me to call her.

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He didn't tell me to email her. He didn't tell

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me to send a pigeon. He didn't tell me to

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text her. He said I said to call okay, And

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I'm like, oh, oh, okay. And I called. She don't

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have answer. I mean sitting there and tell Kay told me,

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and she go back out and do whatever she want

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to do. God's like, oh, you're good because I told

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you did what I told you to do, and I

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kind of shared with you all over the years. And

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I'm not bragging at all. Because this faith walk eight

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for the week, it is. All you want is well

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done daily from God. You don't want to be on

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your sick bed, your deathbed. You don't want to be

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having you watch your car get repossessed, the house be repossessed,

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your husband re repossessed or possessed you. You don't want

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to wait until then to repent. You don't want to

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wait until then to hear God say well done. I

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want him to say well done every day. Now. That's

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just me. That's just me. I need to know God,

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and I repent it so many times that day I

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had to repent. I woke up with things on my mind. God,

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please forgive me, and I pray that I did well

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today even though I didn't leave my house and I

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talked to very few people today, I pray that I

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did well in your sight. Let's go through the word

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a little bit more. Now, a little bit more. Nevertheless,

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if you want, Okay has delivered my soul and the

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hand of the Lord was upon me, was there upon me,

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and he said, arise, go forth into the plane, and

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I will talk, and I will there talk with thee. Now,

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a lot of times I know people the biggest thing

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is going into your prayer closet. And I know people

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that literally use their closet as a place of prayer.

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And that's fine if that works for you. But you

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want to make sure that your prayer, as your prayers

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are leaving your mouth, rising up to the ceiling in

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your house, that they're going beyond the ceiling and arriving

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in Heaven at Jesus' feet. You need to be consistently praying.

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I have learned so many things over the years. If

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I know somebody I want to get a new car,

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and I know somebody's got car troubles, I'm not gonna

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pray for me to get a new car. I'm praying

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for them. Lord bless them, give them the car that

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they desire, make sure it could get them to point

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from point A to point B. When the twins were

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in school and they had to take the f cat

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we took, they took a teaspoon of honey, and we

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pray for every kid, every classmate in their class to pass,

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not just them, and they were in two separate classes.

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So we're praying for every classmate to pass and do

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well on the FCT. That's a nice little secret, nice

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little jewel. For what you want, Find somebody else who

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wants the same thing, and pray for them. Come into

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agreement with them. Will you pray for if you pray

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for me for that, I'm gonna pray. I'm a likewise

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pray for you for that same thing. I'm winking at you.

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For those of you on radio, I'm winking, yeah, God,

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watch what God will do. So again, Ezekiel. He just

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came out of praying and fasting seven days, not talking

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to anybody. Then the Lord's speak. Second Chronicles, Chapter one,

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Solomon comes out of the castle. He's walking that Some

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of the townspeople are walking because they're like, where's he going.

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He's by himself. The soldiers are probably with it, and

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he's walking, walking walker. Then he stops. He considers an area.

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He lays down his seed, offering of ten thousand shekels.

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He prays, and just a few minutes later, the Lord appears.

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It's already evening, the sun has gone down, and all

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of a sudden, God said, Solomon, what can I do

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for you? So you heard the song. He may not

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come when you want him, but he's always on time

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because why he created this masterpiece, he created this landscape.

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He's the author and the finisher of our faith. You

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really need to stop saying all these antidotes until you

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understand what that means. He is the alpha and the omaker.

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He's the beginning and the end. I have added he

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does very well with the end between. That was me.

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That's not scripture, because hey, God shows up and blows

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me away with the end between while I'm waiting for

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the finish. And sometimes he shows up before the beginning

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with his blessings, his miracles. Okay, So I just wanted

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to and I know next month I'm gonna go into

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more and some more spiritual things too. But I want

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you to understand the weight on us, The weight w

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E I G H T on us those who believe,

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those who are striving every minute of the day to

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be better for him. That weight is on us if

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we don't deliver the right word. If God tells me

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to call and I think trade could be a witness

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to this. There have been times I have called her

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say trade to the Lord, said, you know, take it

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to the God. Don't be mad at me. I don't

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know nothing that she's going and going through unless you

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tell me. And let me give you another hint. Most

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of the time, that's not what God's talking about. That's

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not gonna be the message my baby sister. You y'all,

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y'all have met her, she's been on the show. We

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were just talking casually. I think it was last year sometime,

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and I said, are y'all getting a new car? So

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she said listen, hold a minute. So her husband was

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saying something to her, and she said, okay, you need

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to stop talking about a car. I said, why, I

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don't know I see a car. I don't. I know

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you like a four door, but you may need to consider,

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you know, getting you a little suv or something like that. No,

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I'm not gonna do that. Stop talking because now you

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just my husband just came in and said, I got

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a ticket off my car. I was like, oh, I

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we're just asking if I've seen a new car, so

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maybe y'all need to go get Okay, you got And

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now to this day she'll say, okay, don't say that.

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Don't start that. I said, I'm just asking a question.

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I don't mean any home because most of the time

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I don't know. Therepen times I don't know. If Trey

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had experienced this with me, I'll just say I'm just

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called to see how you doing. And next thing I know,

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we keep talking for a minute and boom, I'm like, oh,

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and I'm sitting on the other phone, on the other

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side of the phone like you know, amen, Amen, crossover,

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maybe a crossover, Yeah, do a crossover. I was thinking

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about those this weekend. Oh see, there I go, scratching

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my scalp. Sorry, guys, but yeah, I think Elda K

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can witness this. I was on a prayer call with

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them and we're beginning to pray and I'm not gonna

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go into personals, but Elder K knows what I'm talking about,

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because she later that was me. I thank God for

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you being his humble servant, and I'm praying to him

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to direct me. I'm waiting for him. There you go,

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here you go. Amen. See I'm not making this up.

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Mixed between oh yes, I know, Charles, I had to.

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I have the Renegade, which is a crossover for Jeep

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it's the baby of the Jeeps too, But then yes,

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it's And all it is is that it sits a

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little higher than a car, and it says it's in

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between a car and an suv. You're off the ground

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a little bit. For Nissan is Morano. I don't know

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what it is for Toyo, but I know for Jeep

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is the renegade, but Nissan is the Morano. All right,

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So you know you don't nice for Yeah, don't feel

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sorry for us, because this is we've I chose to

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serve the Lord. And with that you lose a lot

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of people. You have family that talk about you like

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a dog, call you out of it. You go to

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church and you got people jealous of you, talking about you,

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don't even know you and put their mouth on you.

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So this is not an easy journey now. If you

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want to go out there and make friends and be likable,

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ministry is not for you. Sorry, And I can have

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some pastors out there they come on and say I'm wrong.

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Ministry is not for you. If you still have those flesh.

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You got to be in your flesh a lot of time.

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You will get your feelings hurt. And God just told

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you if you don't deliver the word that I told

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you to say. The blood is on your hands? How

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do I know this? And this is all about self care,

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believe it or not, because I got to take care

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of myself too. If I'm going to Jesus and asking

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him to heal me every day, he's telling me what

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I need to do. And it's hard. It's hard. Some

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things are very very hard. Amen the time that Trade

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met me, I'm speaking at a women's conference. No one

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knows me. I think it was I know who recommended me,

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and I got the opportunity and I went to over

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Singer Island to join them. For there had no idea

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what this was about. I did a little bit of research,

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just a tiny bit, but you know, I'm just knowing

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so speaking engagement. I don't remember too. The day after

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what I said, all I know was I was voted in.

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They were having voting as we're trying to eat, and

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I was voting president of the other women's group. But

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I'm like, what, wait, No, I don't know anything, and

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I didn't know anything about domestic violence. And I spoke that,

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I said, I don't know anything about domestic violence. I

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don't think I'm the person know you are. Everybody's like,

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I vote for her. I turned around, like who she talking?

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Who are you talking about? She'll know you me. No, no, no, no,

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no no no. Ladies they're like, yeah, and it's not

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I said no, no, no, no, no no no. I don't

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know anything about domestic violence. And not even three months later,

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my former sister in law was involved in a double

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shooting and was killed and her sixteen year old daughter

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was and I had to get up. They called me

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two o'clock in the morning because they lived the sister.

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Her sister lived close to me, and I went over

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there police. I'm like, what in the world I'm looking

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for my nephew. Don't ever say what you have never experienced.

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But thank god, I worked for an agency where we

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just funded the Grief and Loss Children's Home Society to

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provide grief camps. And I think they were called Camp

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Good Grief.

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00:24:43.200 --> 00:24:45.480
Yep, that's it, okay, yep.

454
00:24:45.599 --> 00:24:48.759
We provided the funding. We just funded those people, and

455
00:24:48.799 --> 00:24:52.400
I was able to tell the victim's advocate that showed

456
00:24:52.480 --> 00:24:55.319
up on the scene. I know I could refer to kids,

457
00:24:56.200 --> 00:24:58.519
there's a camp and they'll pay for it and it's free.

458
00:24:58.759 --> 00:25:02.359
Walking I'm walking human resource here. I've never attended a

459
00:25:02.359 --> 00:25:04.920
double funeral. That was my first, and I think that

460
00:25:05.079 --> 00:25:06.759
was the only one I've ever regended. It was a

461
00:25:06.759 --> 00:25:10.079
double funeral, and I served two years in the room

462
00:25:10.200 --> 00:25:12.079
because I'm trying to get out of it. I got

463
00:25:12.160 --> 00:25:14.680
the women in Tallahassee at the shelter up there, all

464
00:25:14.720 --> 00:25:17.359
trying to get all the positions, all the four caucuses

465
00:25:17.400 --> 00:25:20.000
and all that I was standing in their way. And

466
00:25:20.079 --> 00:25:24.480
I purposely wore a purple suit, royalty and gold shoe

467
00:25:24.960 --> 00:25:29.319
let's go, and still was voted in for another year

468
00:25:29.599 --> 00:25:32.200
for the state of Florida. So a lot of things

469
00:25:32.200 --> 00:25:34.640
we do we don't want to do. It is not

470
00:25:34.759 --> 00:25:37.519
fun being invited to be a guest speaker at a

471
00:25:37.599 --> 00:25:40.960
church and to start off by saying, there's a message

472
00:25:41.000 --> 00:25:43.920
from the Lord. You're not gonna like it. But my

473
00:25:44.079 --> 00:25:46.279
car is still running. I know how to get out,

474
00:25:46.319 --> 00:25:48.240
I know how to find my way home. To let

475
00:25:48.240 --> 00:25:50.480
them know you can't stop me, I'm gonna say it,

476
00:25:50.839 --> 00:25:55.400
and I'm leaving because most of the time, some of

477
00:25:55.440 --> 00:25:58.599
the messages it's hard to hear. It's hard to hear.

478
00:25:58.960 --> 00:26:01.160
I had to tell a female pas so recently, I

479
00:26:01.240 --> 00:26:03.279
just don't understand, I said, because they're jealous of you,

480
00:26:03.720 --> 00:26:06.359
and I rarely used that word. I said, are you

481
00:26:06.440 --> 00:26:09.119
for real? You really think people like you? People don't

482
00:26:09.160 --> 00:26:13.000
like you? She said ouch. I said like you, And

483
00:26:13.000 --> 00:26:16.400
that's not just giving a word. I'm sitting here, I'm

484
00:26:17.720 --> 00:26:19.839
be an interview for my fourth position at the mental

485
00:26:19.880 --> 00:26:22.480
health center, and by two supervisors, the one that I

486
00:26:22.480 --> 00:26:25.440
would work directly under and her supervisor. And the first

487
00:26:25.519 --> 00:26:27.720
day she comes after me, Well, lest I heard you

488
00:26:27.759 --> 00:26:30.000
don't like me. I said that Sue, nobody like you.

489
00:26:30.880 --> 00:26:33.039
She caught me wrong. She caught me wrong. I said,

490
00:26:33.039 --> 00:26:35.400
suit nobody like you. But I'm not going out to

491
00:26:35.480 --> 00:26:37.880
lunch with you. You will never come to my house.

492
00:26:37.960 --> 00:26:40.839
I don't want to come to yours. So the gossip,

493
00:26:40.880 --> 00:26:43.279
whatever you hear, ain't nobody like you. We will never

494
00:26:43.359 --> 00:26:46.519
go to lunch. But I won't disappoint you. I'm the

495
00:26:46.559 --> 00:26:49.799
best team leader you'll have and committed because I love

496
00:26:49.839 --> 00:26:52.720
my job and I love my clients. Don't have to

497
00:26:52.759 --> 00:26:56.359
love y'all. Second thing, she came after my reputation, Well,

498
00:26:57.160 --> 00:26:59.279
you know we're hearing that. You're saying that you got

499
00:26:59.319 --> 00:27:01.240
the job, I said, know their people, I worked at

500
00:27:01.240 --> 00:27:05.240
three departments. I've been here the longest. The people are

501
00:27:05.279 --> 00:27:07.839
congratulate and wishing me well did I get the position

502
00:27:07.920 --> 00:27:10.720
because they say I deserve it. I'm not in charge

503
00:27:10.759 --> 00:27:13.279
of gossip control. What else do you have to say.

504
00:27:13.559 --> 00:27:16.000
I'm waiting for you to attack my work, attack my

505
00:27:16.119 --> 00:27:19.359
ability to get the job done, attrack my paperwork and

506
00:27:19.440 --> 00:27:23.160
my processing and my progress notes, and attending meetings and

507
00:27:23.240 --> 00:27:25.880
being involved in the agency outside of case management.

508
00:27:26.160 --> 00:27:26.640
What else?

509
00:27:26.680 --> 00:27:29.240
Do you know? What that woman said to me? She said, well,

510
00:27:29.279 --> 00:27:31.519
you laugh a lot. Do you think your coworkers will

511
00:27:31.519 --> 00:27:34.359
take you serious. I said, well, Sue, they take you serious,

512
00:27:34.359 --> 00:27:37.759
and you don't laugh at all and need to do you, Claudia,

513
00:27:38.599 --> 00:27:40.480
So now you know what you're getting. Because at this

514
00:27:40.480 --> 00:27:42.279
point I could feel the tears starting to go up

515
00:27:42.519 --> 00:27:43.880
the back of my neck. I said, I got to

516
00:27:43.880 --> 00:27:46.400
get out of here. These people are long. Statement never

517
00:27:46.480 --> 00:27:50.519
questioned me about my work, my integrity, my loyalty, never

518
00:27:50.599 --> 00:27:54.519
my relationship with our providers and everything. Never none of that,

519
00:27:54.759 --> 00:27:58.759
those three things. They came after me and running me down.

520
00:27:58.799 --> 00:28:01.240
I said, all I can promise you, I'm gonna go

521
00:28:01.279 --> 00:28:03.920
and talk to God who created me this way because

522
00:28:03.920 --> 00:28:07.079
my biological mother said, I never I never cried. I

523
00:28:07.119 --> 00:28:11.359
came out gump, toothless and all smiling, eyes wide open.

524
00:28:11.599 --> 00:28:14.119
So I'm gonna go back at him, my creator, who

525
00:28:14.200 --> 00:28:16.599
created me, and I'm gonna talk to him. If he

526
00:28:16.680 --> 00:28:19.960
needs me to change, he'll change me. Monday morning, they're

527
00:28:20.160 --> 00:28:23.079
paging me, paging me. I'm like, what I'm trying. Well,

528
00:28:23.119 --> 00:28:25.160
did you think about what we said about me changing

529
00:28:25.160 --> 00:28:27.640
my personality? The fact that I can make people laugh?

530
00:28:27.640 --> 00:28:29.799
I make y'all laugh all the time. I said, yeah,

531
00:28:29.920 --> 00:28:33.000
I gave it to God. I haven't changed. Well, we'd

532
00:28:33.039 --> 00:28:34.759
like to offer you the position anyway. Let me get

533
00:28:34.759 --> 00:28:38.000
off of that. Yeah, And I served as team leader anyway.

534
00:28:39.039 --> 00:28:40.920
And I could go to my coworkers and tell them,

535
00:28:40.920 --> 00:28:44.079
you know you're not pulling your weight. Man, Amen, thank you, Mickey,

536
00:28:44.440 --> 00:28:47.039
you know you're not and bury true anisasa there you go.

537
00:28:47.319 --> 00:28:48.799
And I could go and tell my coworkers you know

538
00:28:48.799 --> 00:28:50.960
you're not pulling your weight. Well you know how it is. No,

539
00:28:51.039 --> 00:28:53.799
I don't, No, I don't. So you're on our team.

540
00:28:54.240 --> 00:28:57.279
I'm the team lead on this. Let's go or there's

541
00:28:57.319 --> 00:28:59.720
something going on. I'll get into business. We've got an

542
00:28:59.759 --> 00:29:02.759
order coming up. We don't have time for personable and

543
00:29:02.799 --> 00:29:04.839
if they pull your files, what they're gonna what are

544
00:29:04.839 --> 00:29:07.359
they gonna not find? So this is who I am, guys.

545
00:29:07.400 --> 00:29:09.440
This is kind of giving you an idea. Now, y'all

546
00:29:09.440 --> 00:29:12.839
can always Hey, the fourth fifth book is out of

547
00:29:12.920 --> 00:29:16.480
the hoppers. It went to ebook to get e printed,

548
00:29:16.799 --> 00:29:19.440
so that's gonna be. I've got my ISBN number, I've

549
00:29:19.440 --> 00:29:22.440
got my copyright. She is going to be ready to

550
00:29:22.519 --> 00:29:26.599
be on the scene soon. It's my autobiography and it's

551
00:29:26.599 --> 00:29:31.640
all about self care because I'm not gonna lug negativity

552
00:29:32.039 --> 00:29:35.839
and heaviness of other folk to my place of peace.

553
00:29:37.440 --> 00:29:38.000
Not gonna do.

554
00:29:38.759 --> 00:29:41.960
Congratulations, Thank you, Tray, and Trey knows me.

555
00:29:42.160 --> 00:29:43.880
Trey's known me for a while. So y'all want to

556
00:29:43.920 --> 00:29:46.680
call her and ask you know anything on the back end,

557
00:29:46.720 --> 00:29:49.359
Go right ahead, go right ahead. Now, I'm gonna say

558
00:29:49.359 --> 00:29:50.839
this and the I'm gonna let trade talk for the

559
00:29:50.880 --> 00:29:54.000
rest of the time. I need to ask yet, I've

560
00:29:54.039 --> 00:29:57.839
got a birthday coming up, and you all know, y'all

561
00:29:57.839 --> 00:30:00.759
know the rule. I celebrate the whole month of August,

562
00:30:01.200 --> 00:30:03.480
the whole month from the first to the thirty first,

563
00:30:03.960 --> 00:30:06.680
And I was minding my own business, and the Lord

564
00:30:06.799 --> 00:30:11.039
said to me. Ask the viewers, Ask the listeners, those

565
00:30:11.079 --> 00:30:14.359
who've been dedicated, those who've been there with you all

566
00:30:14.680 --> 00:30:17.039
through thick and things, those who have shared the show,

567
00:30:17.359 --> 00:30:20.440
those who've gone back to reiterate, the take notes, whatever,

568
00:30:20.960 --> 00:30:24.839
ask them for a birthday gift. I'm like, okay, God,

569
00:30:25.359 --> 00:30:28.359
what a you're talking about? He says, congratulations, Well it's

570
00:30:28.359 --> 00:30:31.440
getting there. Elk oh about the book? Oh sorry, yes,

571
00:30:31.480 --> 00:30:35.519
thank you? Have you assumed to be birth I'm like,

572
00:30:35.759 --> 00:30:38.240
if you all don't mind, and the next week we'll

573
00:30:38.240 --> 00:30:42.440
all have our engineer put my my pobox address up

574
00:30:42.759 --> 00:30:45.480
on the on the on the ticker there. But if

575
00:30:45.519 --> 00:30:48.319
you all wouldn't mind, it's a special year for me.

576
00:30:48.880 --> 00:30:51.759
It's a non traditional nobody else will celebrate it because

577
00:30:52.000 --> 00:30:55.160
what I'm celebrating, it's a special year for me. And

578
00:30:55.200 --> 00:30:58.400
I'm asking everybody, if you don't mind, if you could,

579
00:30:58.400 --> 00:31:02.799
at some point next month go to the dollar store, family, dollar,

580
00:31:02.920 --> 00:31:07.119
dollar General, whatever, a dollar store and pick me out

581
00:31:07.240 --> 00:31:11.240
a nice cobared birthday card and don't have to have

582
00:31:11.359 --> 00:31:14.519
words in it. You can write something how the show,

583
00:31:14.960 --> 00:31:18.359
how setting it straight, the podcast has changed you? Whatever?

584
00:31:18.519 --> 00:31:20.680
Or just hey, just praying for you. Whatever you want,

585
00:31:20.960 --> 00:31:22.640
you just should write me a little note. You don't

586
00:31:22.640 --> 00:31:25.960
have to include no piece of money, no gift card

587
00:31:26.440 --> 00:31:28.319
because you got to mail it to me. And I

588
00:31:28.319 --> 00:31:30.359
know most of y'all don't have those forever stamps. I

589
00:31:30.359 --> 00:31:32.359
would always get the four ever stamps because they're the

590
00:31:32.400 --> 00:31:36.000
same price forever. And the post office just went up hears,

591
00:31:36.000 --> 00:31:37.960
so I don't know what they're doing in other states states,

592
00:31:38.119 --> 00:31:40.119
But if you can send me a birthday card. And

593
00:31:40.160 --> 00:31:42.119
I tried this a couple of years ago on Facebook

594
00:31:42.160 --> 00:31:44.720
and I got very few. I don't know why. And

595
00:31:44.799 --> 00:31:47.440
people think you got when people think you've got stuff

596
00:31:47.480 --> 00:31:50.319
and you don't have any worries or not. I'm human

597
00:31:50.400 --> 00:31:52.920
ten percent, but I'm human. Do you have a publisher

598
00:31:53.000 --> 00:31:55.400
or do you self published? Have you advised for us?

599
00:31:55.519 --> 00:31:57.359
Have you advised on how to get a book out there?

600
00:31:57.759 --> 00:32:01.160
I have a publisher, but I believe because of prices

601
00:32:01.160 --> 00:32:03.720
and stuff, if I am to write anything else, which

602
00:32:03.759 --> 00:32:07.039
is gonna be some manuals on Kingdom finance and things

603
00:32:07.079 --> 00:32:09.799
like that, I'm gonna have to self publish them because

604
00:32:09.799 --> 00:32:12.680
these prices are getting really ridiculous and the support is

605
00:32:12.799 --> 00:32:16.880
not behind it. But we'll talk about that rebel. I mean,

606
00:32:17.279 --> 00:32:20.680
at the stage, I'll bring that up. Well, I'll circle

607
00:32:20.720 --> 00:32:23.240
back with that. But if you all would and you

608
00:32:23.279 --> 00:32:25.359
don't have to tell me anything now, don't say anything

609
00:32:25.440 --> 00:32:33.039
now now for my Mississippi, Louisiana. Good show topic, my

610
00:32:33.039 --> 00:32:36.039
my Louisiana. You know, you know my tribe, our tribe.

611
00:32:36.240 --> 00:32:38.599
There's there's a certain amount of y'all by eighty y'all,

612
00:32:38.880 --> 00:32:42.039
you know, together. If you want to get it over

613
00:32:42.079 --> 00:32:44.240
to our engineer and she sends it in one package,

614
00:32:44.240 --> 00:32:46.680
that's fine. But if you want I'm gonna like I said,

615
00:32:46.680 --> 00:32:49.640
and my Tennessee folks, now, Elder k is only going

616
00:32:49.720 --> 00:32:52.160
to be you, Elder Jannis, and Elder Dorothy. No one

617
00:32:52.160 --> 00:32:54.480
else is. They don't, they don't, they don't care about me.

618
00:32:54.559 --> 00:32:57.559
You know, I'm just joking. It would just be the

619
00:32:57.559 --> 00:32:59.480
three of y'all, So y'all can sit it in one package.

620
00:32:59.480 --> 00:33:02.200
I don't want know everybody trying to scuffle for stamps

621
00:33:02.200 --> 00:33:04.319
and stuff like that. All right, but if y'all can

622
00:33:04.359 --> 00:33:06.920
send me a birthday card for the month of August

623
00:33:07.240 --> 00:33:11.119
this year, I would really appreciated trade. You're up self

624
00:33:11.160 --> 00:33:14.720
care what are we talking about? What does that look like?

625
00:33:15.160 --> 00:33:17.880
What do we have to do? What are the sacrifices

626
00:33:18.519 --> 00:33:20.839
all that good stuff. I'm gonna mute myself.

627
00:33:20.799 --> 00:33:29.160
Right now, oly Sia, Well, happy birthday coming, oh Charles.

628
00:33:29.240 --> 00:33:35.400
That's so self care basically, it could be. It could

629
00:33:35.400 --> 00:33:46.960
be different things. So self care can be mentally, emotionally, spiritually, medically, physically, financially,

630
00:33:48.559 --> 00:33:52.319
it could It depends on what you're trying to do now. Spiritually,

631
00:33:53.039 --> 00:33:56.559
self care first of all is trusting and believing in

632
00:33:56.599 --> 00:34:00.480
the Lord that that that's just just recognized, and that

633
00:34:00.960 --> 00:34:06.640
God is is all that and bags of chips, not

634
00:34:06.759 --> 00:34:09.760
a bag of chips. But God is the go to,

635
00:34:10.159 --> 00:34:16.440
the provider, the.

636
00:34:13.880 --> 00:34:15.599
The answer of all things.

637
00:34:15.880 --> 00:34:20.400
And sometimes it's gets difficult, especially when you want God

638
00:34:20.480 --> 00:34:22.920
to do something for you, when you're praying for something

639
00:34:22.960 --> 00:34:25.239
and it seems like he's not listening.

640
00:34:25.599 --> 00:34:29.320
Well, God is very strategic. He knows what he's doing.

641
00:34:30.199 --> 00:34:33.920
He set everything in motion, he knows what his plans

642
00:34:33.920 --> 00:34:36.440
that he has for us, and so we just have

643
00:34:36.559 --> 00:34:37.360
to be patient.

644
00:34:37.760 --> 00:34:38.000
Now.

645
00:34:39.679 --> 00:34:41.000
So that's the spiritual piece.

646
00:34:41.559 --> 00:34:44.679
The self care too is just this could be the

647
00:34:44.800 --> 00:34:47.559
financial piece, you know, making sure you have the means

648
00:34:47.599 --> 00:34:49.960
to be able to take care of yourself to be able

649
00:34:50.039 --> 00:34:53.480
to go to regular checkups if you need to, resources

650
00:34:53.480 --> 00:34:56.320
for insurance. It's good idea for show you the help

651
00:34:56.320 --> 00:35:00.559
people know the process of books self publishing. People get

652
00:35:00.559 --> 00:35:03.440
stuck in the process. He's right, Mickey, Yeah, that is

653
00:35:03.480 --> 00:35:07.119
a good thing. Okay, so we'll consider that. But yeah,

654
00:35:07.159 --> 00:35:09.840
so you you know, also financially, just making sure you

655
00:35:09.880 --> 00:35:12.760
have the means to be able to care for yourself

656
00:35:12.920 --> 00:35:16.679
jazz in case, you know, have backups for food, you know,

657
00:35:16.920 --> 00:35:21.119
to take care of your basic needs food, clothes, shelter, health.

658
00:35:21.480 --> 00:35:25.519
Then there's also the mental piece, the mental emotional peace,

659
00:35:25.920 --> 00:35:32.000
which which affects it all really because you have to

660
00:35:32.079 --> 00:35:34.400
have go in with a positive mindset, like I said,

661
00:35:34.440 --> 00:35:37.000
and it all resources back to trust in God.

662
00:35:37.400 --> 00:35:39.360
It really goes back to trusting God.

663
00:35:39.920 --> 00:35:43.280
And if you're not there yet, please just talk with

664
00:35:43.360 --> 00:35:46.400
someone that you trust about what does that mean? Give

665
00:35:46.400 --> 00:35:51.119
you some scriptures, give you some feedback, give you some support.

666
00:35:52.079 --> 00:35:55.440
I know when I first started in this particular journey,

667
00:35:55.440 --> 00:35:57.559
like and I always want to preface that I always

668
00:35:57.639 --> 00:35:58.280
believed in God.

669
00:35:58.280 --> 00:35:59.440
I always knew there was a God.

670
00:35:59.519 --> 00:36:04.000
I knew God was, but I never I think I

671
00:36:04.079 --> 00:36:06.960
trust him more because I take less of me out

672
00:36:07.000 --> 00:36:09.159
of it, more me out of it, so I could

673
00:36:09.199 --> 00:36:11.480
be more of Him, whereas before I would make a

674
00:36:11.480 --> 00:36:14.480
split decision without even consulting God. Okay, this is how

675
00:36:14.480 --> 00:36:16.880
I'm feeling right now, I'm gonna do it. And I

676
00:36:16.920 --> 00:36:19.440
just say, well, God, what is it that you would

677
00:36:19.480 --> 00:36:21.960
have me do? What do you see me doing? What

678
00:36:22.119 --> 00:36:24.639
is my purpose? How do I talk to you God?

679
00:36:24.719 --> 00:36:26.880
You know I don't have the words to say, don't

680
00:36:27.199 --> 00:36:31.440
I'm not eloquent in my presentation of asking for prayer.

681
00:36:32.000 --> 00:36:36.639
But I also learned speaking with Missus Gray and those

682
00:36:36.639 --> 00:36:39.920
remember Pastor Miguel and others who are in my corner

683
00:36:40.559 --> 00:36:43.360
that support me through this journey. Just have a conversation

684
00:36:43.440 --> 00:36:46.239
with God, and it takes a lot of distress away.

685
00:36:46.280 --> 00:36:47.960
And sometimes I don't have the words.

686
00:36:47.960 --> 00:36:51.679
Sometimes I could be going through something, minds jumble things

687
00:36:51.760 --> 00:36:54.920
going on, I said, and I would say, Lord, you

688
00:36:55.039 --> 00:36:57.480
know what's going on with me? I don't have the words.

689
00:36:57.519 --> 00:36:59.760
I don't know what to say, but I'm coming to you.

690
00:37:00.320 --> 00:37:03.920
And Miss Gray always said, take surrender to him. Lord,

691
00:37:04.000 --> 00:37:08.719
I surrender to you. I'm open. Just please allow me

692
00:37:08.760 --> 00:37:10.960
to hear. But you got to listen, as well, part

693
00:37:11.000 --> 00:37:14.320
of praying is not always talking, it's listening. And that's

694
00:37:14.360 --> 00:37:16.440
what I had to learn that I don't need to

695
00:37:16.519 --> 00:37:19.239
talk all the time to God. I need to listen

696
00:37:19.599 --> 00:37:22.159
to see what he's telling me. And I'm trying to

697
00:37:22.199 --> 00:37:24.360
get more in the habit of at night before I

698
00:37:24.400 --> 00:37:27.320
go to bed and just ask Lord, I want to go.

699
00:37:27.239 --> 00:37:30.840
To sleep with sweet sleep, sweet rest.

700
00:37:31.000 --> 00:37:33.000
I want to make sure that I have good dreams,

701
00:37:33.360 --> 00:37:36.440
and please show me, Please reveal to me what it

702
00:37:36.519 --> 00:37:38.760
is you want me to do. Please reveal to me

703
00:37:38.840 --> 00:37:40.679
what it is you want me to do. And sometimes

704
00:37:40.679 --> 00:37:42.719
when I'm up in the night, maybe having to go

705
00:37:42.760 --> 00:37:46.119
to the restroom or something three o'clock, like I said, Okay, Lord,

706
00:37:46.119 --> 00:37:46.559
I'm up.

707
00:37:47.039 --> 00:37:48.280
What is it you will have me do?

708
00:37:48.599 --> 00:37:50.760
And sometimes I try not to go right back to

709
00:37:50.800 --> 00:37:52.880
sleep because of what my day is the next day.

710
00:37:53.199 --> 00:37:54.960
But I try not to go right back to sleep

711
00:37:54.960 --> 00:37:58.360
because I want to take that time. Okay, Lord, I'm up.

712
00:37:58.679 --> 00:38:01.320
I'm listening. Tell me what it is you would have

713
00:38:01.480 --> 00:38:04.440
me do because I don't know. And as long as

714
00:38:04.440 --> 00:38:07.960
I depend on him, things go better, and it is

715
00:38:08.000 --> 00:38:11.239
more clarity. Right now, I tell you, it's more clarity

716
00:38:11.280 --> 00:38:13.199
since last year, I was telling him. Miss Gray I called.

717
00:38:13.239 --> 00:38:17.639
I said, you know, I'm hearing God more. And when

718
00:38:17.639 --> 00:38:21.079
I started on this journey, it was I was frustrated.

719
00:38:21.119 --> 00:38:23.039
I said, I don't know if it's me talking and

720
00:38:23.480 --> 00:38:25.079
it is God talking. How do I know?

721
00:38:25.199 --> 00:38:27.199
And his Gray had to kind of tell me how

722
00:38:27.199 --> 00:38:29.039
to distinguish between all of that.

723
00:38:29.679 --> 00:38:31.760
She said, you will learn to recognize that.

724
00:38:31.880 --> 00:38:36.599
And I'm thinking, now I'm recognizing that and so and

725
00:38:36.639 --> 00:38:39.559
I'm not so quick to jump and doing anything when

726
00:38:39.639 --> 00:38:42.400
I'm thinking, Okay, I need to do this, and God said, no,

727
00:38:42.800 --> 00:38:44.119
I want you to do this first.

728
00:38:44.440 --> 00:38:47.480
And it's does it Does that mean you are getting

729
00:38:47.519 --> 00:38:48.760
closer to you? Yes? It does.

730
00:38:48.800 --> 00:38:52.400
At the station, it does because you have to be vulnerable.

731
00:38:52.519 --> 00:38:55.280
You have to be you have to be less of

732
00:38:55.360 --> 00:38:58.880
yourself and more of Him because when you start taking

733
00:38:58.920 --> 00:39:02.280
over it, that's flash, that's feelings, that's everything.

734
00:39:02.320 --> 00:39:04.840
And I'm not saying people don't have feelings.

735
00:39:04.679 --> 00:39:08.079
But God, you have to rely on him because sometimes

736
00:39:08.079 --> 00:39:10.199
we can get in our own way, you know, of

737
00:39:10.320 --> 00:39:12.880
thinking something is a certain way and it's really not that.

738
00:39:13.320 --> 00:39:14.960
It just presents it that way.

739
00:39:15.360 --> 00:39:17.760
You know, if you looking at the sky and so,

740
00:39:17.760 --> 00:39:20.320
oh boy, it's a gloomy day. But you're making it

741
00:39:20.360 --> 00:39:22.880
a gloomy You're speaking that in existence when it doesn't

742
00:39:22.880 --> 00:39:27.320
have to be. So words are powerful, there's power in

743
00:39:27.400 --> 00:39:30.360
the tongue, power in the thought. So you don't want

744
00:39:30.400 --> 00:39:33.039
to say something and have it come back on you.

745
00:39:33.400 --> 00:39:35.000
So I said, oh, this day's going to be a

746
00:39:35.039 --> 00:39:38.639
bad day. Well, why you're speaking that into existence? And

747
00:39:38.719 --> 00:39:41.800
even though it seems like that, try to be very positive.

748
00:39:41.800 --> 00:39:44.480
You know what, it's not my I don't prefer this

749
00:39:44.559 --> 00:39:46.280
type of day. But Lord, I know you got me

750
00:39:46.320 --> 00:39:47.679
and I know it's going to be a great day.

751
00:39:47.840 --> 00:39:49.760
Why because first of all, you woke me up to

752
00:39:49.800 --> 00:39:52.119
see it. You want me to do something. And so

753
00:39:52.519 --> 00:39:55.519
the more you glorify him and recognize what he's doing

754
00:39:55.679 --> 00:39:57.719
in you, the better you become.

755
00:39:57.840 --> 00:40:00.000
And I'm telling you I'm at a better place.

756
00:40:00.519 --> 00:40:02.880
I have a testimony that I think I shared some

757
00:40:03.039 --> 00:40:05.400
of it, but one day it's going to come out

758
00:40:05.440 --> 00:40:08.000
all the day because let me tell you, there was

759
00:40:08.039 --> 00:40:10.519
a time a few years ago that I was in

760
00:40:10.559 --> 00:40:13.920
a dark space. It was after my dad, the passing

761
00:40:13.960 --> 00:40:16.800
of my dad, and it was a lot of changes happening,

762
00:40:17.280 --> 00:40:20.000
and so I had some decisions to make and I

763
00:40:20.280 --> 00:40:22.440
reached out to different people and I said, I just

764
00:40:22.480 --> 00:40:24.960
don't want to do this. I just don't want to

765
00:40:25.000 --> 00:40:29.119
do this. So God made some significant changes to the point,

766
00:40:29.280 --> 00:40:32.039
now look at me. I had to make some changes

767
00:40:32.079 --> 00:40:35.400
in order to get here, and some things weren't comfortable.

768
00:40:35.719 --> 00:40:39.000
But God does sometimes put you in uncomfortable positions because

769
00:40:39.039 --> 00:40:41.719
why he wants you to come to him. You don't

770
00:40:41.760 --> 00:40:43.719
want you to do it on your own, he said,

771
00:40:44.320 --> 00:40:46.679
thank you all decay. So he doesn't want you to

772
00:40:46.679 --> 00:40:48.400
do it on your own. So once we start doing

773
00:40:48.480 --> 00:40:51.159
it on our own, he said, okay, you determined to

774
00:40:51.199 --> 00:40:54.079
do it your way, you'll come back and he will

775
00:40:54.159 --> 00:40:55.440
lay some stuff on you to you.

776
00:40:55.639 --> 00:40:57.079
You were forced to come to him.

777
00:40:57.480 --> 00:40:59.920
You're forced to come to him, and sometimes thing can

778
00:41:00.280 --> 00:41:03.599
seems so bad that you have to go running to him.

779
00:41:04.079 --> 00:41:07.760
And so even though the situation things happened and said,

780
00:41:07.760 --> 00:41:10.480
oh I don't want to don't want to shows you

781
00:41:10.559 --> 00:41:13.519
are on the right Yes, thank you, mickey. And you

782
00:41:13.559 --> 00:41:16.119
know I was led to Christ. I was led to

783
00:41:16.199 --> 00:41:19.679
Christ just to believe and trust more in him. And

784
00:41:19.760 --> 00:41:22.360
like I said, it's it's a different it's a different path.

785
00:41:22.400 --> 00:41:25.760
Because I used to say I'm baptized. You know I

786
00:41:25.800 --> 00:41:31.440
got a good relationship. Well, yeah, I'm all right, but

787
00:41:31.519 --> 00:41:35.239
it's a total difference. And even in my spirit, I

788
00:41:35.280 --> 00:41:37.360
feel different and I am different.

789
00:41:37.440 --> 00:41:39.639
And ask the question, and.

790
00:41:41.480 --> 00:41:44.079
This did not occur in a church, did it? No?

791
00:41:44.159 --> 00:41:49.400
It did not know that actually being drawn closer to Christ. No,

792
00:41:49.559 --> 00:41:52.599
it did not occur in a church. And just to

793
00:41:53.000 --> 00:41:56.840
just to just to be more transparent, it was actually

794
00:41:57.960 --> 00:42:01.280
a co worker, a new coworker that I had met,

795
00:42:01.800 --> 00:42:06.440
and they discerned right through me. I must have been

796
00:42:06.440 --> 00:42:09.039
wearing it, because people say you wear your feelings, and

797
00:42:09.360 --> 00:42:11.760
I just was at my wits end.

798
00:42:11.920 --> 00:42:14.800
I was frustrated, and they said, do you know?

799
00:42:15.000 --> 00:42:17.360
Do you know Christ? And all of a sudden he

800
00:42:17.360 --> 00:42:21.280
said no, but have you accepted Jesus Christ, your Lord

801
00:42:21.280 --> 00:42:21.719
and Sabor?

802
00:42:22.079 --> 00:42:24.000
And not him? Than I hard? Not him?

803
00:42:24.039 --> 00:42:27.159
Then I cried and I didn't say anything. And after

804
00:42:27.159 --> 00:42:30.480
a while, a couple more times I didn't come in

805
00:42:30.559 --> 00:42:34.559
this office for that, and I just I just let

806
00:42:34.639 --> 00:42:37.559
go and I said, yes I do. And it's been

807
00:42:37.599 --> 00:42:41.360
a it hasn't been an easy feat, but now it is.

808
00:42:41.480 --> 00:42:43.440
And I could say this is over a couple of

809
00:42:43.559 --> 00:42:46.760
years now to this point, I think within the last year,

810
00:42:47.199 --> 00:42:48.599
I've gotten a whole lot better.

811
00:42:48.960 --> 00:42:52.360
Amen. Yeah, she's used She's used as self care tips.

812
00:42:52.800 --> 00:42:58.159
You know, faith, faith, self reflection, prayers. That's what we

813
00:42:58.239 --> 00:43:01.199
tell you. Go to the scripture. Find yourself in there.

814
00:43:01.519 --> 00:43:03.760
You've got a whole lot of ancestors in there. They've

815
00:43:03.800 --> 00:43:07.800
gone through a whole lot. You find yourself in these folks.

816
00:43:08.239 --> 00:43:11.440
See what they came through. Can you imagine being a Moses?

817
00:43:12.000 --> 00:43:15.599
Can you imagine being an esther? You minding your own business,

818
00:43:15.639 --> 00:43:17.400
you cleaning up? Here come the soldiers. No, you got

819
00:43:17.440 --> 00:43:19.880
to go to the king's court. Let's go. Don't take nothing,

820
00:43:19.920 --> 00:43:22.880
don't bring nothing. Let's go. Moses, you got to go.

821
00:43:23.159 --> 00:43:26.039
I'm supposed to go. What tell the pharaoh? What let

822
00:43:26.119 --> 00:43:29.559
his people go? I'm not excellent of speech, God speaking

823
00:43:29.599 --> 00:43:33.280
of excellence of speech, Jeremiah. God's like, why are you

824
00:43:33.320 --> 00:43:36.480
sitting outside the gate crying? You're supposed to be in there.

825
00:43:36.719 --> 00:43:40.760
Can you imagine being some of these people? Paul, even

826
00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:44.719
the Disciples, even though they saw the transformation, the Disciples

827
00:43:44.760 --> 00:43:48.320
didn't take on Paul. Paul was on his own leading

828
00:43:48.320 --> 00:43:52.039
people to Christ, the same people that just weeks prior

829
00:43:52.679 --> 00:43:55.519
was killing. And you think you're not worthy. I challenge

830
00:43:55.519 --> 00:43:59.519
you on that, because if you're changing, you're changing, and

831
00:43:59.559 --> 00:44:02.519
you want to change. You don't like what you see.

832
00:44:02.880 --> 00:44:05.360
You on the right road, and this is gonna probably

833
00:44:05.360 --> 00:44:08.000
get you. It's been waiting for y'all along. He's been

834
00:44:08.000 --> 00:44:11.079
waiting on you all along. Everything you need, everything you desire,

835
00:44:11.079 --> 00:44:12.719
everything you want, he already put it in you. But

836
00:44:12.960 --> 00:44:16.679
it's been waiting. He's just waiting on you to trust him.

837
00:44:17.000 --> 00:44:19.719
And with that, we're coming down to that last minute.

838
00:44:20.079 --> 00:44:23.000
If you all want prayer, we're praying for you. You

839
00:44:23.719 --> 00:44:27.880
don't like the things that you do, repent and repent quickly,

840
00:44:28.280 --> 00:44:31.000
find a prayer partner. I guess the God's got me

841
00:44:31.039 --> 00:44:36.039
back open for accepting spiritual people again. Spiritual amentees. I

842
00:44:36.199 --> 00:44:39.559
just released like thirty and they got to come back.

843
00:44:39.800 --> 00:44:42.880
But I'm going after the chosen that don't know they're chosen.

844
00:44:43.199 --> 00:44:45.199
You all be blessed. We're gonna see you next week,

845
00:44:45.559 --> 00:45:35.519
same time, same station. Assess s